After that we ate at the dot, we all went back to my parents' house after eating so we could take naps. I sure needed one. Me and Sean went down stairs to nap. Sean slept in Manny's old bed and I slept in my old one. He passed out right away; he must have been up with Luna last night. I couldn't sleep all I could think once he gets out he's going to come after this baby. Maybe I should just move out of Canada, maybe to somewhere in the U.S. That way Kyle will never be able to find us. I don't know though all my friends and family live here. I grew up here.

"Mommy are you down their?"

"Yes baby, come on down." I yelled. "Hey your Sean is sleeping over there, why don't you go jump on him and wake him up."

"Ok mommy be quiet."

"Sean. Wake up. I wanna play please. Sean."

"I don't want to.."

"Sean wake up or else."

"Or else what" Sean groaned

"Or else this." She said as we began to tickle him.

"Ok, ok girls I'm awake stop tickling me already. Shit Em what time is it?"

"It's 5:30. Why?"

"Shit I have to go I'm closing at Tony's tonight."

"Ok well see you later."

Luna was just sitting in the corner playing with her barbie's like she had no cares in the world. I couldn't help but stare at her, she is my miracle. I just hope that all the drama with Kyle hasn't made an impact on Luna. I hope what happened won't make me love this baby any less. I don't want to be a bad mother.

"What's up Spin?" I said answering my phone. "Are you serious?"… "I got the job. Oh my god thank you."… "When do I start?"… "Yea that's fine I'll be there."… "See you later." I said hanging the phone up.

Finally things are starting to turn up for us. Now all I have to do is get an apartment for the three of us to live in. Then we can really be where I want us to be. I think that Sean is getting a little too comfortable being around all the time. I know that he is Luna's dad but I need my space, I guess I'm just stuck with him until I get my cast off. I guess it's time to put Luna to bed. I really need to go through all Luna's old baby things to what I'm going to need for this baby. I still have to set up an obgyn appointment to see how far along I am and everything. I'm really nervous about everything. It would be so much easier if it was a girl I still had all Luna's stuff and most of her old cloths. Well I better get some sleep to, tomorrow is my first day at the dot.

One week later

Well today is my Obgyn appointment, Lucky me. Sean is taking me this is a little funny and sad all in one. Kyle took me to Sean's child's appointments and Sean's coming with me to Kyle's. I don't know how comfortable I am with this, but lately I've wanted Sean around more and more. Those blues eyes are just so damn dreamy and those arms. The hugs he gives me are just so amazing. I know one thing for sure I'd like it if he bent me over and fuck me hard. Wow did I really just say that. Stupid pregnancy hormones, I'm really going to have a hard time controlling my urges around him. He's just so sexy and that ass... Down Emma calm down he's going to be here in a minute and you need to calm down. I can't fuck Sean my life is already complicated enough.

"Hey Emma are you ready to go." Sean asked

"Yea Sean; I'm ready."

God he looked hit in that black wife beater and his ass looked so fine in those blue jeans. I have the whole day with him the things that we could do.

"Hey Em. What are you thinking so hard about?"

"Wouldn't you like to know?"

"Yea that's why I asked."

"I could show you better than I could tell you." I said winking at him.

"Wow! Are you ok?"

"Yes Sean I'm fine. Let's go and get this thing over with."

When we got to the office I saw all these happy couples. Why couldn't I have that? If I would have come home I might have had that. But it's too late now. I'm not going to make any guys deal with two kids that aren't his.

"Ms. Nelson, Were ready for you. Your husband can come back with you if he wants."

"He's not my husbands, he's my boyfriend." I said before I realized the words that came out of my mouth.

"Is this your first child?"

"No, I have a 3 year old daughter."

"Ok let's do an ultrasound and see how far along you are. This stuff will be a little cold." She said putting the gel on my stomach. "Well it looks like your 28 weeks along and it seems that you are pregnant with twins. Do you want to know the sex of the babies? We can try and find out if you like."

"Umm yea I guess."

"Ok let's see. Here we are Ms. Nelson Baby A is a boy and baby B is going to be a girl. Congratulations on the children mam.

What the fuck. Not only did that bastard rape me and get me pregnant, but he got me pregnant with twins. What am I going to do? I really need a distraction. Boy did I have a distraction with now. But he was going to want to talk about that comment earlier which will kill my buzz. If I can get him back to his place without him bringing it up I'll be good. Maybe we should try and see how it goes. I mean we do already have a child together, Why not?

"Ok Ms. Nelson your next appointment will be in two weeks at nine in the morning. I'll see you then Ms. Nelson, Mr. Cameron."

"Let's go Em. I could really use a nap before work I'm sure you could to."

"Sounds good to me. Let's go to your place it's quieter and we may actually get a nap in."

"So Em, I have a question."

"Sean I have a really bad headache can we talk later. I promise we will." I hope he'll back off now.

We got to his place fifteen minutes later. What a relief I didn't know how much longer I could hold it in. After we walked in and he turned around and locked the door I attacked him slamming him against the door making out with him.

"Em you have to cool it before this leads to something else." He said breaking the kiss.

I started kissing him all over his neck pulling his wife beater off. Running my nails down his back I nibbled on his bottom lip. The growl coming from his throat satisfied me way too much. I wanted more. I got on my knees and unbuckled his pants taking them down to expose what I wanted. His shaft was nice and hard now. Taking his hard penis in my mouth I started taking him deeper into my mouth sucking him. I could hear him moan my name. He lifted me taking me to the couch when he took my panties off. Next thing I knew his fingers were inside me. He was thrusting them in and out with the other hand rubbing my clit.

"Oh god Sean." I screamed

He then replaced his fingers with his pulsating shaft going slowly only to tease me only giving me the tip. Then he slid his full length inside me. Oh god it felt so fucking amazing. He started off slowly and went faster. I he took my shirt off while slamming into me. Taking my left breast into his mouth he started biting and sucking on my nipple while pinching the right nipple with his hand. He flipped me over he wanted to fuck me doggie style. When he slid inside me he gave my ass a nice hard slap. God that was hot! While fucking me he grabbed my hand pulling it down to my pussy, he wanted me to rub my clit while he fucked me.

"Oh god." I screamed.

"Nope the names Sean."

"Just shut up and fuck me."

"Your wish is my command."

He slammed into me after that comment. Pumping into me faster and faster we came in unison. He turned me over, we layed on the couch together. I was laying in his arms and it felt so right. I think I will do it I'll give us another shot. With that thought I fell asleep.