-waves nervously- So hey, it's been 12000 years and I'm so fucking sorry. I'm terrible, I know, but thank you to the people who still have my story followed, and I hope you enjoy this. I'll try to update more, I'm so sorry!
Warnings: Language, das about it. Some angst.
Also in the future, I think I want to add Ciel being all cute in pantys and shitt, idk kink shit is gonna happen just stick with me and deal with sebastian being an asshat this chapter
Disclaimers: I don't own Black Butler, i wish i did so I could be rich
Ciel fluttered his eyes open, letting out a loud yawn, stretching his limbs out far and wide. Coming back to his senses, he remembers he's in Sebastian's house, his boyfriend cheated, he has no where to go because Claude sucks huge dicks, and he has to be at work in 30 minutes, fantastic.
He jumps up quickly, walking up to his suit case and pulling out some clothes, quickly getting dressed when he heard weird noises from the living room.
He leaned his ear against the door like a fucking creep, listening closely to hear what the fuck that sound was, when a loud moan erupts, making Ciel jump back so quick he almost tripped and died over his suit case.
Now, several things went through his head at this very moment. Wow, I almost died was a huge thought at the beginning, but then the very uncomfortable thoughts came to him in waves, nearly drowning him and upsetting him to no end. Do I seriously have a Claude #2? But, we aren't together, we fucked a couple of times, that's it. He doesn't belong to me, he doesn't do boyfriends. Do I even do boyfriends anymore?
Thoughts kept coming and coming through his mind, when just by luck, the man in the other room sure sounded like he was coming as well.
Ciel did the one thing he could think of in his cloud of panic and dread, and hardcore jealously of a man he fucked a couple times and cuddled with fairly well and ate ass like a pro- He opened the door and ran out so fast, he barely heard Sebastian saying good morning while pulling up his pants with a smile.
That almost, almost made him throw up all over the floor.
"Uh yeah, hi, gonna go bye." He's never ran to work so quickly and eagerly in his entire life.
"What the fuck Ciel, you're all gross and sweaty. Did you even shower? Dear god, we work in a fucking place with food, collect yourself." Said Bard with his stupid ass deep voice, that literally NOBODY wanted to hear this early in the morning after running and being traumatised by men back to back.
"Bard I swear to god, I love you, but you're annoying the shit out of me just by talking. If I want to smell like a fucking sweat rag and make somebody some fucking cookies I will." Ciel snapped, placing his hands on his hips like he owned the place and wasn't just a shitty barista with a shitty attitude and shitty luck and just a sassy shit head all around.
Bard studied him, raising an eyebrow, huffing out a breath after what feels like an hour. "Ciel, just.. work, you little fuck."
Right when Ciel was collecting his apron, he heard the most annoying voice he's ever heard. It sounded like someone laced their voice with shit and sickly sweet bullshit with a side of "wow let me act like im cute and yell at everyone like a preteen." He was seriously plotting a murder in his head.
"BARDDDDD. BARDY BOOOOOOO. BARD, MY GRUFF LOOKING MANLY BEAST." The blonde shouted at the top of his lungs, giggling like a school girl with a fucking crush.
"Oi! Alois, shut the fuck up it's 9 in the morning and I can't deal with your fucking shit. Put on a apron and fuck off until atleast 12. Also, there's a beast in the back looking for anything to attack so I suggest you use caution." Bard explained in the most calm voice Ciel has ever heard in his life.
"Bard shut the fuc-" He paused as he looked at the blonde fucker, the fucker who was with Claude. "Oh jesus fucking christ." He buries his face in his hands, nearly on the verge of screaming.
"Oh hello.. Ciel! Claude told me about you, but also you've seen me... under him... and that's a little awkward, but it's so nice to see you again!"
"Hold me back Bard."
After that, Ciel spent his entire shift plotting murder, almost carrying it out, Bard yelling at both of them for arguing, and Ciel having to be held back from stabbing Claude when he came to pick up Alois from work.
Overall? Great fucking day if you think being homicidal is a fun time.
Ciel locked up the coffee shop, shoving his hands in his pockets and turned around, almost immediately falling on to the floor because of the sight of Sebastian's car.
Sebastian got out of the car and walked up to Ciel, the tall fucker looking down at Ciel with a smooth smile on his face, like he didn't fuck somebody else while Ciel was in the other room.
"Good day at work?" He asked, reaching out to touch Ciel. He slapped it away ,of course, stomping his foot and crossing his arms over his chest, looking up at the tall asshole with the evilest glare he could muster.
"Excuse me, you giant fucking brute with nice pecs and red eyes that I think actually drain my fucking soul. You fucking ass eating machine. Mother fuck-"
"Can you get to the point?" Sebastian interrupted with a grin, looking at Ciel like he was the best thing in this world and that only made him even madder.
"I don't fuck men left and right, but I'm pretty sure it's polite to NOT fuck somebody else while the OTHER person you fuck is in the other room. Who even does that? You couldn't just come in the room and said," Ciel clears his throat and mimicks Sebastian in a very cringe worthy way, "Excuse me, light of my life, best fuck I've had, nice ass, nice little body, can we bone again so I don't have to bone somebody else while you're in the other room and also HEAR his coming noise." He rolled his eyes, huffing up at the man, puffing out his chest like he was a macho man, but only ended up looking like a rolled up tootsie roll.
"Casual jealousy is pretty cute on you, you know that? Also, I don't sound like that. Ciel, I don't belong to you. We aren't a couple. We aren't even anything close to a couple. I admit though, I shouldn't have fucked somebody else while you're in the other room, but you live there, I assumed? So, what do you suggest I do when I'm wanting to bring somebody home?" Sebastian calmly stated, running his fingers through his hair like he's had this conversation a million times and it nagging a toddler.
Ciel swallowed, his chest tightening at the thought of him sleeping with other people. He doesn't understand why he's getting this feeling, at all. It scares him a little how badly he wants to be the only one Sebastian fucks, even if he's known from the beginning that's what Sebastian doesn't do.
"You could fuck me instead..." Ciel blurted, very quietly without even thinking, trapped in his own thoughts. He immediately looked down, closing his eyes tightly, holding his breath the longer Sebastian stayed silent.
"I don't do that, Ciel. I told you from the beginning I don't want to be tied down, whether it's sexual or boyfriend. I apologize."
Ciel looked back up at Sebastian and sighed. "Maybe I was wrong. Maybe I can't do this. I can't do so fucking casually. I can't be someone that's called up just to fuck. I want the cuddling ,I want cuteness, I want to feel wanted. I don't mind not being called a boyfriend, or even if you go and fuck somebody somewhere I'm not, better yet, if I don't know about it. Or there's ground rules, but I simply can't just wait around and be used whenever you feel like it. Yeah, it was fun with you, but I can't do that at all. It makes my chest hurt just thinking about it. So, I can stay at my friends house and pick up my suit case tomorrow and that'll be it. Sorry for being a bitch about this in the beginning, and thank you for making this break up easier to deal with." He takes a deep breath, mustering up a smile that doesn't quite reach his eyes. "Bye Sebastian, see you later."
And with that, Ciel doesn't bother looking at him anymore and turns around and walks away, completely missing the hesitant look on Sebastian's face, and the way he turned to stop him, only stopping completely when he thought better of it.
Yep. Sorry again.