Hey how's it goin?
So here's the next chapter.
I don't even know what this is anymore, I was in a odd mood.
After coming twice because of Sebastian's tongue, they lay in the bed in silence. It wasn't awkward or in an angry manner, just two guys thinking about stuff.
Ciel's brain, however, was on a weird fucking topic.
Panties.
And why was this on his mind? He has the urge to feel pretty, which okay, that's normal, but it was new to him and the idea kind of freaked him out.
But fuck, he had the hips for it.
"What do you think of my tummy?" Ciel asks, looking down at it and gripping his pudge with his fingers, a frown on his face. He's trying to picture himself in a pair of panties, trying to see if he'd look fat or not in them. The pudge gets to him. He's so squishy.
Sebastian looked at him and raised an eyebrow, turning onto his side and holds his head up with his hand, moving the other one to Ciel's soft tummy. His favorite place, that and his ass.
"You have a very soft and squishy tummy. I wanna bury my face in it and leave marks all over it." Sebastian said in the calmest most honest voice Ciel has ever heard in his life and it caused him to blush furiously.
"You don't think I'm too fat?"
Bad mistake.
Sebastian was suddenly on top of him, his lips pressed to Ciel's tummy, sucking little marks on it, making Ciel whine and try to move away from the onslaught of attacks.
"Stop!" Ciel giggled loudly as Sebastian blew a raspberry on his tummy, running his adnormally soft fingers along his side, almost as if... He's tickling... Ciel.
What the fuck?
"St-STOP! SEBASTIAN IM GONNA KICK YOUR ASS!" Ciel screamed, whining and giggling loudly, trying to push Sebastian's head away. He didn't look menacing at all, he looked cute, with his lips bright pink from biting on them when trying to stifle his giggles, his cheeks blushing up fast, his eye closed as he tried to stop laughing.
"How do you expect to kick my ass when you're not even half my height? On top of that, you're skinny and little and oh so.." Sebastian paused, shrugging his shoulders before finishing his sentence, "cute."
Ciel pouted his bottom lip out, whining from how nice Sebastian was being.
"I wanna top you one day."
Sebastian busted out laughing, burying his face in what Ciel calls his pudge, nearly crying from so hard. "You can't fucking top me!"
"And why not, Sebastian? I could fuck ya up." Ciel said, pouting even harder and raised his eyebrow.
"You're never gonna be on top of me unless you're riding my cock, Ciel." Sebastian said, trying to stop from laughing, slightly breathless.
"Fine, I'll take you from behind then."
Sebastian choked on his spit and laughed even harder, getting up and stretching, wiping his eyes from the few tears that fell from laughing so hard. "Let's get breakfast and go to the store."
Ciel groaned loudly before getting up and obeying.
"By store, I thought you meant a grocery store, not a fucking SEX SHOP, SEBASTIAN. WHAT THE FUCK ARE WE DOING HERE."
See, Ciel was embarrassed. The kinkiest thing he's ever done in bed is with Sebastian on his desk. He was super vanilla, only doing missionary, slow thrusts because he thought he liked it that way.
He's never seen the inside of a sex shop, didn't even know what was inside of one to begin with. All he can picture is ridiculous bondage stuff that scared the fuck out of him. Like some insane shit like that one metal thing that puts ya in the fuckin' air and shit and he was completely and utterly not down for that, even though he wouldn't admit that it made his cock twitch a little bit.
Fuck off.
"You said you wanted to explore kinks, so I wanted to take you here and let you browse. I wanna see what interests you and what puts you off. Plus they got flavored lube and that sounds nice." Sebastian shrugs and grips Ciel's hand, pulling him into the store with him, ending the argument quickly.
Ciel opened his eye widely, taking in the vast amount of merchandise. There was dlidos, viberators, candies shaped as penis and vagina, PENIS COOKIE MOLDS, a whole entire section filled of lubes and condoms, even a light bondage isle full of handcuffs and whips and such. It was like a culture shock.
"So just from what we've done so far, I've noticed you're into pain. How much pain is to be discovered, though. So I was thinking we can check out maybe some whips, paddles, i don't know. Something I can spank your ass with."
Ciel gulped, his cock twitching at the idea of getting spanked. He was embarrassed, unebelievably so, but he was so greatful that Sebastian was very calm, looking over different kind of whips and paddles, holding up one that had holes in them to make it hurt more when you bring it down on someone's ass.
"I- oh... okay." Ciel stuttered, looking over at the viberators and buttplugs longlingly, a whine caught in his throat when he thought of having one up his ass.
It was fucking humiliating when a clerk came up to him.
"Hello, sir! Is there anything I could help you with today? You seem a little confused, and I'd be glad to help!" He smiled so big and nicey, his blonde hair wild and his big green eyes that held nothing but kindness and no judgment.
"Um.. Sure? I.. I'm not really familiar with anything... and I don't know what any of... um..." Ciel was embarrassingly tripping over his words, raising a weak finger to point at the buttplugs. That interested him, mostly because it was the one thing he really had an idea about.
"Sure! My name is Finny, and I'll be glad to help! SO! These are called buttplugs, and they are used for many things, really! Depending on what you're interested in. We have standard ones, all in different sizes, we even have the HUGE ones for people who really like the stretch! We have ones that come with remotes, that turn on a viberation. Those are wonderful for doing other activities with! There's also anal beads, which go from smaller to bigger, and are spent to stretch you out more slowly. I'd go into detail of what you can do with buttplugs, but I feel that'd be a tad inappropriate!" Finny giggled, smiling brightly at Ciel as he continued, "Since you seem pretty new to this, I'd do with a more smaller or medium sized one, depending if you've ever inserted anything inside of you before. If you are new to anything anal, I'd suggest a smaller size, but if you're comfortable with it and have experience, I'd suggest a medium one!"
Ciel nodded enthusiastically, barely noticing when Sebastian came and stood by him and listened as well, watching Ciel with interest, his lips twitching threatening to smile, his hand on Ciel's lower back as Ciel, widened his eyes at the information coming at him.
"Um well.. I'm very interested in the viberating ones, but would that be too overwhelming? I'm pretty sensitive and don't wanna like, hurt myself or I don't k-.. know." Ciel stammered, his cheeks flushing and looking down at his shoes.
"Oh! Depending on your sensitivity, it can be overwhelming, which is why I'd reccomend you have a partner around just in case! There is a possibility if you used correctly, that you could enter subspace and that is very dangerous to enter while alone!" Finny explained, picking up a medium sized buttplug, purple and a slight glittery offtone to it. "Personal experience, this is my favorite. This has the option of different speeds of viberations which helps for sensitive people. There's a low setting, which is just a light buzz for teasing, medium for more intense, which if you're VERY Sensitive, you'll need someone there. High is for, well, if you're really into it and really wanna wreck yourself, so to speak. This is nice because you have the option of using it alone with the low setting, so it's fine to experiement! Other ones only have one viberation setting so I don't reccomend that for you." Finny explained calmly and it was so helping to Ciel, it actually made him smile big that he could actually understand.
"How much is that one?" Ciel asked polietly, taking it gently from the boy's hands and studied it, playing with the viberation settings. He felt Sebastian's heavy gaze, but it didn't feel menacing or anything so he ignored it.
"That one is $75.00" Ciel choked on his own spit, his eyes widening.
"U-Uh-" He was interrupted by Sebastian quickly.
"Thank you, very much, Finny. We will take it." Sebastian smiled polietly, a paddle and handcuffs held in his hand, causing Finny to grin at him, as if he knew what the fuck they were doing.
"Of course! It'll be sitting at the desk waiting for your checkout. If you have anymore questions, Ciel, please ask me!" He smiled big at me, turning on his heels and walking back to the register, buttplug in his hand.
"Oh man that was embarrassing." Ciel said, staring at his feet and couldn't stop blushing.
Sebastian chuckled quietly, rubbing Ciel's lower back. "You're acting like it's weird when it's completely natural, Ciel. Now wonder around some more and see what interests you. I'm just gonna keep looking for more quality paddles and such, since I know you're into that already." Ciel nodded and walked away from Sebastian.
Ciel wondered around for 15 minutes, looking at all the lubes and different toys throughout the store, nothing really interesting him anymore until he hit the isles and isles of girl panties, bras, slutty outfits and his heart sped up.
This was his number one kink. To feel pretty. To feel silk panties against his cock, and it made him flush even harder. Every sign of sassy and bitchy Ciel was gone, his body siezing up and his breathing picked up, walking towards the silk panties, picking them up with shaky hands.
They were so soft, so amazing and most of all pretty. He was humiliated to be looking at this, but it made a whine get caught in his throat, his body shivering at the thought of wearing them.
He wonders how Sebastian would feel if he saw him looking at this stuff. Grossed out? Confused? He didn't know, but he continued to look around, looking at the lace and costumes, biting on his lip nervously.
"What are you doing over here?" Sebastian said, standing at the enterence of the isle with his eyebrow raised.
Ciel froze, his eyes widening and instantly looking at the floor.
"If you're into this, that's fine. What is it that you want? Silk, lace? All of it?" Sebastian spoke calmly, no trace of judgement in his voice, except Ciel heard a quiver in it. Interesting.
"Um.. silk.. mostly." Ciel mumbled, holding up a silk red thong, lace at the top of it.
Sebastian nodded his head and grabbed them, motioning for Ciel to get more. "Atleast get 2 or 3 more pairs."
Ciel nodded, still not looking at Sebastian as he picked out a pink and baby blue pair.
"Anything else?" Ciel shook his head quickly, racing to Sebastian's side as they made their way over to the register.
They spent, literally, 300 dollars on barely anything. Ciel stared at the bag like it personally offended him, his heart rate still spiked thinking about the panties in there.
Sebastian cleared his throat and smiled at Ciel, moving his hand over to grab his. "I'm happy you had the courage to pick stuff out. It's exciting."
Ciel looked up at him for the first time since before stepping into the store. He knew Sebastian was trying to calm him down, to make him know it was alright, and he appreciated it, he really did.
"Thank you. It means a lot that you did this."
"Now, let's go home and get you in those panties, hm?"
Ciel choked on his spit.