We messed around until we found

The one thing,

We said we could never ever

Live without,

I'm not allowed to talk about it,

But I gotta tell you

Cause we are who we are,

When no ones watching

And right from the start,

You know I got you.

Alois knows he should go and talk to Ciel, but it feels like his body is weighed down by a million things. His mind is all over the place, in a state of panic, because one, he didn't even view his friend in that way, he knows they'd never work in any kind of relationship. Two, he let it happen, even if he knew why it happened.

The thing is though, he knows exactly what it feels like to need somebody. He knows Ciel hasn't been alone in a long time and it can be weird, hard to deal with, make you feel like you're suffocating. He feels bad that even as he is aware of this, he'd do it all again if it made Ciel feel better for at least a few minutes.

He stands up and takes a deep breath before taking steps to his friends bedroom, biting his lip nervously as he opens the door.

"Babe?" He calls out softly, scared to be a bother.

"I'm sorry."

It's clear Ciel is crying and Alois sighs, stepping into the room and shutting the door softly behind himself and walks to the bed, crawling on it and sits besides Ciel's laying body, and hugs his knees.

"Listen, I know why you did it. I know you don't have any like, secret feelings for me or anything. I get it, you don't need to apologize. I let it happen, if you didn't notice. I just want you to understand that I'm here in any way you need me."

Ciel rolls onto his other side, facing Alois and peeks out from under the blanket and pouts, "You shouldn't have to be there in that sense. I just feel so lost right now."

"I know, babe. That's what Claude was for me." He says the words carefully, them having not talked about this since the moment Ciel caught them together.

Ciel nods and pulls the blanket off him and opens his arms for Alois to cuddle into and he lets out a big smile when Alois gets comfortable. "I wasn't too upset about him, strangely. But, I had Sebastian there to distract me from the dread of it all, you know? I just thought that it was a blessing that Claude left me and like gave me this open door straight into Sebastian. But now that Sebastian is gone, it's catching up to me. Should I be happy it ended with Claude? If that didn't happen, I wouldn't of gotten into this mess with Sebastian."

Alois listens, moving his hand up to run his fingers through Ciel's hair gently and smiles softly at him. "I'm glad it happened, because I wouldn't of met you. Maybe this is a weird twist of fate you know? Maybe Sebastian will come back begging for you and you also got a best friend out of it. I love you to death. To be honest, I didn't even know Claude was with anyone when we were dating, I broke it off the moment I found out about you and him being serious, which was at the house."

Ciel widens his eye, taking in the information. He let the words sink in, the word fate. Is fate real, honestly? It sure feels like it is, with him being unhappy with Claude and having this easy way out, and straight into another man's arms and a new friend coming into his life when he felt utterly alone before. Even if Sebastian were not to come back, he did ease the pain, but it came back even worse with his absence.

"Maybe you're right." Is all Ciel says, closing his eye and cuddling closer into Alois.

Day 5

"Oh fuck, oh my god." Ciel moans as his orgasm hits him hard, arching his back and pulling hard on Alois' hair.

See, this didn't exactly stop after their talk. His body is literally marked up by Alois, as if he wants someone to see it and Ciel has a strange feeling it's Sebastian. He doesn't mind though, he gets to not think for an hour or so, and if Sebastian were to see it, well, that's a win for him.

"I have to get ready for work."

Alois pops his head up and pouts. "I just blew you and you're gonna run."

"I'm sorry." Ciel giggles, getting up and running into the bathroom.

He gets out of the shower and smells bacon and eggs and smiles to himself, going into his room to get dressed. He decides he feels himself a litle this morning and puts on a skin tight blue shirt that shows off his little stomach and it's low enough to show his collar bones, and of course the markings. For some reason it makes him feel very sexy.

He puts on black skinny jeans that make his ass look fucking amazing if he says so himself. He turns around to check himself out, smiling big to himself and walks over to his eye patch, putting it over his eye and quickly fixes his fringe.

He steps into the kitchen, humming and smiling to himself.

"OIIII! You look like a fucking twink, damn Ciel!" Alois yells, whistling and giggling, coming up to Ciel and giving him a nice big wet kiss on the cheek and spank on the ass, watching as it jiggles. "Look at your cute little bubble butt. I wanna eat it."

Ciel busts out laughing, pushing Alois away and goes straight for the eggs and bacon, sitting down at the table and digging in. "I feel proper good today."

"It's the blowie."

Ciel giggles, smiling at Alois and nodding his head.

"Maybe."

He arrives to work and feels Bard's eyes on him, watching him as he goes behind the counter to put on his apron for work. He looks over at Bard and raises an eyebrow. "May I help you? Want a picture?"

"Sorry but why the fuck do you look like you're going to a twink bdsm club and not to work at a coffee shop?"

Ciel shrugs, standing in front of Bard and bops his nose, smiling. "I felt good today, be glad I did. I've been feeling quite shitty for days. I'm surprised I rolled out of bed this morning and ate breakfast, much less come to work."

Bard smiles, just barely though and it fades fast. "Get to work, bud."

Ciel nods and gets to work, helping a customer that was waiting and happily works, having conversations with customers and recieves a few compliments that make him even happier as his shift goes on.

Everything feels okay for once and he's so so so greatful.

He's fixing a customer a coffee when another enters, Ciel just whistling to himself and turns to give the customer his coffee, telling him the total and smiles big, telling them to have a good day. As the next customer steps up, his heart completely shuts down. He swallows hard, staring at the man in front of him.

He's suddenly pissed again.

"Welcome, what can I get you?" He mumbles in a hard voice, cocking his hip with a hand on it.

"Not very polite are you?" Sebastian says.

"What. Can. I. Get. You?" Ciel basically demands, his tone icy and unforgiving.

"I want to talk."

"Fuck no, but I can get you coffee, or maybe a scone, or a cupcake maybe."

"I don't want a fucking cupcake, Ciel."

"Okay so a coffee and scone, what flavor."

"Ciel, seriously."

"Order or get the fuck out."

"Large caramel coffee. Nice hickeys by the way."

"Oh thanks, special, special friend gave them to me as he let me ride his fingers and cum all over his chest. It was nice." Ciel says smoothly as he sets out on making his coffee, his hands shaking a little, his facade hard to keep up.

"Oh I bet." Sebastian says through gritted teeth, his fists clenching. He fucking hated the idea of another man touching Ciel and marking him up just the way he likes. Not helping the situation, he also notices Ciel ass in those jeans and now he wants to commit a murder.

Ciel comes up and hands him his coffee and smiles sickenly sweet at him, "That'll be $5.50, sweetie."

Sebastian throws a 10 at him and storms out, huffing angry and Ciel really wants that angry fucking beast to fuck him.

Day 5 went good to bad real fucking fast and now he's horny.