Hi everyone :D sorry for the wait. To compensate you I wrote a long chap x3 I don't know if I like it or not ~~ I had a lot of trouble writing this chap GRR -_- But well, from the middle (more or less) till the end… I enjoyed writing it haha

Chap beta'ed by Scarlotte O'Hara :')

Okay, no more words… Enjoy (:

Chapter XVI

"W-What are you doing here Jinguji?" Asked Masato looking away, trying to avoid Jinguji's overwhelming presence. He was ashamed because of the sudden slight moan he had emitted. He didn't know why but he felt weak whenever Jinguji was so close to him. Some time ago he had felt the same as he did now, when he had accidentally seen Jinguji and one of his conquests having sex in the storage room of the gym. He had even masturbated thinking about the blond. And… they had kissed. Well, in truth it wasn't a real kiss since their lips had only lightly touched. Although Masato had felt Jinguji's warmth and softness through his mouth and breath. Masato's mouth emitted a small low moan and his dark blue eyes widened in shock. His body was reacting with only remembering everything once again. The blue haired teen was scared. Scared of his own feelings.

Ren remained quiet, looking at him for a few seconds. Their faces were still close, however the blue haired teen was avoiding him; and Ren hated whenever someone ignored him. Mainly if that someone was Hijirikawa. Nevertheless he wasn't angry anymore because he had seen Hijirikawa react to his presence, somehow he felt stronger. Just like a few weeks ago when he felt Hijirikawa's lips against his. He really felt that Hijirikawa belonged to him. The anger inside him started to boil once again. It was true, Hijirikawa Masato was his belonging, so he had no right to react to anyone else but him.

"Hijirikawa." Ren said as he lowered his mouth to Masato's neck, his lips were slightly touching his pale skin and the blue haired teen startled. "Did you forget to who you belong? Do I have to remind you one more time… with my mouth?" The blond asked in a playful tone.

"Be-long? Ah I see, to him I am just a simple possession. Like what? A pet? No, I think I am even less than that… A toy huh… It hurts knowing what I am to him. My heart is tight. I'm feeling sick. I want to cry. I really want to." Masato thought, his eyes shut tight and his teeth biting his lower lip in an attempt to control the insistent tears that tried to run down his face.

"I don't belong to you Jinguji." The blue haired teen said, his voice low almost a whisper. Nevertheless, he felt his tears rolling down his face and shouted "I don't belong to anybody. I am not yours." He pushed Jinguji's body away and ran out of his own room trying to escape of Jinguji's presence.

Ren stood astonished, looking at the dark brown open door trying to comprehend all of Hijirikawa's words inside his head. He had never seen the blue haired male so hurt before. Not even when all the incidents with his fans had happened had he been this hurt... So why now? Besides, they had already talked about this and Hijirikawa even agreed being his belonging. After all it was true. Hijirikawa Masato was his new toy.

"Tsk! What the fuck is his problem?" Ren asked himself as he sat on Masato's bed.

Masato went back to his room and saw Ren dozing on his bed, all the previous anger and sadness he felt before were back. How could the stupid blond be sleeping angelically when he was so upset with him? When he felt that nothing made more sense than Jinguji apologizing to him.

"This stupid asshole…" Masato muttered to himself, then grabbed the door and slammed it with all his strength waking up the sleeping blond.

Ren blinked a few times until he felt his light blue eyes get used to the bright light of the room. Then, looking at the blue haired teen asked annoyed "Oye why did you do that idiot? Didn't you see I was trying to sleep? I've been tired because of all the small performances that my band had. Be more sweet 'kay?"

"Oh… Really? Then what are you doing here at my house? If you want to sleep go to your own house stupid! Tsk" Masato said angrily as he entered his room and walked towards his white desk.

Ren looked at him surprised, then scratching his head asked "Look, what's up with you today? Are you nervous or something? I mean, you're cold and moody… Is it because of the contest tomorrow?"

Masato stopped looking for some papers and looked at Jinguji immediately saying "Cold and moody you say… Does my personality bother you? If so, then feel free and get out of my house." Masato knew he was being arrogant, but he couldn't help it. He was hurt and sad, so Jinguji didn't deserve his smile or gentle voice and gestures.

"Hijirikawa stop being an idiot and stubborn, I came here to sleep in your house and that way we can go to the contest tomorrow together. You have to-" Ren was interrupted by Masato's bitter voice.

"Huh? What the… Who the hell told you to do that? I don't need you here or in the contest. I don't need anyone, and if I need I would tell Keita since he is the only one who loves me honestly."

Ren clenched his teeth and asked "Hum… Keita né? Then Hijirikawa, do you belong to Takahashi?"

"Belong…" He muttered, his blue eyes widened with the same words as before. His heart stopped for a second with Jinguji's expression. The blond was looking at him angrily and his fists were clenched tightly as if he wanted to control his body from all his emotions. If Masato didn't know him so well, he would say that maybe the blond was jealous of Keita. Because whenever they speak about him Jinguji stood with that dark look he had now. However that was impossible, since Jinguji wouldn't feel jealous because of a man. "Yes… yes, if it is Keita then I am glad to say that I belong to him. Nonsense." He said indifferently as he came back to his work. Searching for a few musical papers for tomorrow. Yet, as soon as he turned his back to the blond, Ren approached him from behind, trapping his body against his desk.

"Who do you think you are to talk to me so arrogantly, Hijirikawa?" Ren asked, his voice deep and serious. So serious that Masato trembled with fright. However he ignored his own feelings and argued back.

"A person." He simply answered.

"Huh? What kind of answer is that?" Ren asked incredulously.

"I am a person Jinguji, not a toy." He said turning around to face the blond. Their blue eyes met and Ren felt a slight shiver throughout his body. "I don't belong to you nor Keita. I am free. Now please get out of my way, I want to go play the piano a little more before my father returns home." Saying this, Masato tried to push Ren away yet the blond didn't move.

"Even if you're free you're mine Hijirikawa." Ren said looking into Masato's blue eyes intensely.

"Huh? What kind of nonsense is that? Are you deaf or something? I told you, I am not yours! I belong to myself and nobody else. Not even my father! Now let me go!" Masato said raising the volume of his voice while trying to push Ren away once more.

The blond released his body and one more time the blue haired teen left his own room and Jinguji inside of it. He ran down the stairs and headed to the music room of his house. He had stopped to cry a few minutes ago, yet he felt on the verge of tears again. Jinguji was an idiot and had the worst personality ever. Even so, Masato noticed concerned in his words when he told him about to sleep at his house. If only he could be like that always. Gentle, concerned about him… Yet, he had totally forgotten about his true self. The blond was arrogant, full of himself, insensitive who only thought about himself and did everything for his own sake. In truth Jinguji was an asshole. Why did he have to be like that? Why did Jinguji have to be so possessive toward him? In last few days Masato had started to see him as a possible friend, yet now… He thought about him as much more than a friend and he hated that fact. Because in truth he didn't know what he felt for him exactly.

On the other hand, inside his room Ren was also thinking about his own behavior and Hijirikawa. He already had noticed that whenever the blue haired teen spoke about the dark haired male then his blood began to boil in anger through is veins. He didn't know why exactly but it was a completely annoying feeling. When today he heard Hijirikawa saying that he didn't mind if he was Takahashi's belonging, he felt an immense urge to lock the blue haired teen somewhere else far far away from the dark haired male. Far away from anybody else. And what about that talk of being free? No matter how many times Hijirikawa denied that fact, he was Ren's belonging. He had marked him once as his, and if he needed he would do it again and again until the blue haired teen understood his own position. Nevertheless, why was he thinking like that? Why did he want so much for Hijirikawa to belong only to him? It was strange, very strange in fact, because he never felt this great urge of possessing someone so much in his whole life. Not with one of his conquests… not with one of his friends… Not even his ex girlfriend, and Ren had loved her like anybody else. But Hijirikawa… was totally different from everyone.

"Tsk that fucking idiot! He is moody and is trying to make me feel moody as well. Shit!" The blond thought as he grabbed his small bag of the floor to take off a towel and head to Masato's bathroom inside of his room.

Masato was playing with all his might both songs for the contest tomorrow. He wanted to see how much he had improved since the first time he read the rules. And he didn't want to be full of himself, just like a certain blond, but he was better. Much better. He could play each musical note and feeling it resonate and vibrate inside him. He was able to create his own world, where only him and the music existed. Well, at least usually he could do that, however not today. His mind was full of Jinguji Ren. His voice… his words… his eyes… Every single thing about the stupid annoying playboy was driving him crazy.

"Tsk I can't focus. It's his fault, that damn playboy…" The blue haired teen said as he rose from the black bench of the piano and left the music room. He climbed the stairs of his house and headed once again to his room. He had been playing the piano for one hour, so maybe the blond had left to go to his own house. However, once he arrived to his room Jinguji Ren was lying on his bed and reading a stupid magazine. Where did he get that magazine from? No, that wasn't important. The important thing was why was he still here?

"Oye Jinguji, what are you doing here? Why don't you go to your house?" Masato asked entering the room and dropping the papers on his desk.

"I already told you Hijirikawa, I came to sleep here. Besides…" Ren said without facing him. He simply continued looking at the stupid magazine and speaking in a relaxed manner as if he was at his own house.

"Besides?" Masato asked feeling more annoyed than before.

"Hijirikawa come here please." Ren asked him.

"Huh? Why?" Masato asked raising an eyebrow.

"Stop arguing back, just come here damn it. I have something to show you." Ren said.

Masato sighed and walked towards his bed where Ren lay down.

"What could you possibly have to show-" Once he was beside the blond he would be able to find out what type of magazine was he reading. Or better, seeing. That magazine was one of the erotic magazines he had bought to help him to forget about Jinguji's horny member sliding inside and outside the girl's body. His dark blue eyes were widened in astonishment, his cheeks were deeply red, all the way up to his ears. His body was intensely shaking due to all the embarrassment he felt. If he could, he wanted hide himself far away from the blond.

"W-W-W-Why are you with that? Where did you find it? You idiot! That was well hidden!" Masato shouted completely flustered.

Ren smirked and said "I took a shower and when I came back here to change my clothes I saw a lot of books under your bed. Well, I thought they were books but it seems it isn't the type of books I thought it would be." The blond rose from the bed and approached Masato showing him the magazine with pictures of three different positions of a naked girl. Then he asked looking him in the eyes "So Hijirikawa, which one is your favorite position?" Masato blushed even more while looking at the sexy girl in the magazine. "You're so pure... Then tell me, why do you have this here? Did you relieve your body with this?"

"I… I…" Masato stuttered as he walked back.

Yet, Jinguji continued walking toward him and asking the whole time "It helped you? You fantasized with this girl?"

"I d-don't…" Masato stuttered again as he reached one of the walls in his room.

Ren leaned his body against Masato's and continued whispering in his ear "Or you fantasized with someone else? If so, did you call their name when you reached your climax?"

Masato closed his eyes tightly, and clenched his fists to control any small noise that his mouth wanted to utter. He was totally embarrassed and flustered because of Jinguji's sudden actions. Jinguji's breath in his ear, Jinguji's warmth against his, Jinguji's intense voice... He felt strange sensations throughout his body with all Jinguji's presence. The blond had so much control over him, that Masato bet if he knew probably would try to take advantage of that fact. But Masato wouldn't let him do that. For his own sake he couldn't let him do that.

"L-Leave me alone!" The blue haired teen shouted flustered, pushing Jinguji roughly away.

Ren released him laughing and said "You're really pure Hijirikawa. I was just trying to tease you."

"I-Idiot, jerk, asshole, stupid, perverted…" Masato shouted, his cheeks and ears redder than before.

Ren laughed harder with every single name Hijirikawa called him. However he stopped and asked smiling gently "So, are you calmer now? Are you still nervous?"

Masato's blue eyes widened in shock with Jinguji's question. He couldn't believe that the blond had done all that only because he was worried. Only to be able to calm him… And he was calmer than before. In fact he even had forgot about his stupid words an hour ago. Why? Whenever Masato had planned to hate the blond, he had to come and be the sweetest person in all the world.

"This is just torture. It's even more painful. It hurts even more knowing that this smile, right here and now, is just…for me." Masato thought looking at the blond's bright gentle smile.

"You're an idiot. I want to go to sleep now, you can use one of the mattresses that is inside of my closet." Masato said walking towards the bathroom inside his room.

"Oye, what about dinner?" Ren asked confused.

"Oh about that don't worry, Petra will bring you something later so you can eat here in my room. Just try not to wake me up." The blue haired teen explained ready to close the bathroom's door. However, the blond interrupted him.

"And you? Will you not eat? Aren't you hungry?"

"No, I'm not. So if you excuse me I want to change into my pajamas." Saying this the blue haired male closed the door leaving the blond astonished looking at it.

It was dark night already and Ren wasn't sleepy yet. Maybe it was because of the strange ambience. "As if…" He was adapted to living alone and had already slept in all his conquests houses so it wasn't the place exactly. Maybe because he was sleeping on the floor. "Yeah, I always sleep in a fluffy mattress and now this idiot put me to sleep in the floor. Tsk" Ren deserved the best always, mainly after everything he had done for the sleeping blue haired teen.

"Tsk, look at him he just like sleeping beauty… How annoying! What if I woke him up?" Ren said to himself, a small smirk curving his lips. Then he rose from the white mattress and leaned his body into Masato's. In the beginning he remained quiet and looking at him, but suddenly a new idea crossed his mind and the smirk in his lips widened. "Let's just do it right, Hijirikawa?" He whispered as he moved his mouth to Masato's neck slightly pressing his lips against the warm flesh. Ren remained that way for long seconds, only feeling Masato's warmth and letting his nose absorb his scent. His scent provoked in him different sensations from all the girls he fucked before. Their scent was just the type of smell he wanted to feel if fucking was what he wanted. However, Hijirikawa's scent was… He didn't know how it was exactly, nevertheless he knew one thing with all his certainty. Hijirikawa's scent was the most addictive ever. How could he smell so good if he was a man? It was just impossible. He must be dreaming about someone's scent. When he felt that his nose had smelled enough, he opened his mouth and slowly licked his skin. Doing that he felt his blood boil and a slight pressure inside his body. It was as if his body was begging for more of Hijirikawa's. So he just obeyed and continued licking his soft warm skin, lightly sucking once in a while as if he wanted to absorb all his tempting scent with his lascivious mouth. That was when Hijirikawa's mouth started to emit small moans. Without stopping his sucking on Hijirikawa's neck, Ren looked at his face out of the corner of his light blue eyes. It was dark in the room, however the large window above Hijirikawa's bed was a great help to let the blond observe his expression of slight pleasure. He liked to see his face, the blue haired teen was enjoying this even without being aware of what it was exactly. Ren felt stronger again because the blue haired teen belonged to him, and only him, right now.

"Exactly Hijirikawa, you're mine. Even if your mouth denies it, your body will always know it." He thought as he sucked harder on Hijirikawa's warm skin. The blue haired teen moaned a bit louder than before and his body shuddered lightly under Ren's. The blond also moaned when one of Hijirikawa's legs lightly rubbed his member under his pajama's pants. However, his moan was muffled by Hijirikawa's neck. Ren was hard like a rock and he knew it, although he preferred ignore that fact. Being horny from another man wasn't acceptable. However that wasn't important now. Now he only wanted to mark Hijirikawa's body as his. After that, no matter how many times he denied, Ren would know how his expression was while he did such a thing, while he gave Hijirikawa pleasure. So, without more waiting, the blond slightly bit and sucked on his skin. Hijirikawa didn't wake up, however his body was intensely feeling Ren's tongue and teeth and his mouth was manifesting all his slight pleasure by moaning and gasping louder but not enough to wake up somebody else. Once Ren felt that what he did was enough, he let go of Hijirikawa's neck to watch the intense dark red mark over his pale soft skin. That mark would last at least two weeks, and he felt glorious seeing it on Hijirikawa's body.

"Let's see what will you do after noticing it." Ren whispered in his ear before rose and return to his mattress.

A very complicated chap you saw? Haha well, hope you enjoyed ;) [you can leave a review telling me what you think :3, I will treasure it]

PS:. To the followers of my other RenMasa story "Bonds" I will not update this week… Sorry T ^ T

So… Till next week ;D

Chuu*