Hi minna :'D here's one more chap (beta'ed by Scarlotte O'Hara, thank you a lot as usual, even when you're tired you take some of your time to correct my stuff :')
x_x anyways I don't have the time to write notes because I've my little sis yelling in my ears "I WANT THE LAPTOP" . this damn brat grrr~
Well, enjoy the chap :3
Chapter XXXI
Masato turned around on the bed one more time, Jinguji's arms were now warmly wrapped around his body.
"This idiot..." Masato moved his hands to the blond's determined to take them away from him, but the feeling of Jinguji's warmth forced him to re-think his decision. Masato felt so cozy with the sensation of Jinguji's chest against his back, and his large hands around his waist, that he was unable to do what he had intended, so he gave in to that addictive and cozy warmth. Embracing the blond's arms around his body he gently placed his hands over the other teen's and laced his fingers between Jinguji's gently so as to not wake him up.
"I'm a hopeless idiot." The blue haired boy thought frustrated. After his discovery about Nana's and Sakura's familiar bond, Masato knew that he should give up because Sakura was Jinguji's first love, and now the girl who had made the blond fall so hard was closer than he could ever imagine. If Jinguji ever knew about that the probability of replacing Masato with Sakura would be too high. What would Masato do now? To him, living without Jinguji by his side anymore was impossible.
The blue haired male squeezed the blond's fingers between his, as if wanting to stop time, although he knew that such a simple gesture would never fulfill his wishes.
"W-Why... How…" Masato stuttered unable to verbalize the entire sentence. It was as if something was preventing him from speaking each of the words he wanted to speak. He was shocked at Nana's revelation, however there was something inside him that didn't want to believe her words. It just… couldn't be possible.
"Why do I say this? How am I so sure of what I'm saying? Is that what you want to ask?" Nana questioned sighing with annoyance. She also couldn't believe that Sakura and Ren had lived a love story in the past. "I know it's her. I mean, it can't be anyone else besides her."
"B-But…"
"Matsumoto Nana is my name, I never told you I guess."
"E-Even so, i-it can be someone with the same name and-"
"Yes, you're right; it could be, but it's not." Nana stared at the teen in front of her and frowned irritated. Somehow, seeing Masato so desperate affected her. "S-Sakura… She had a…"
Masato eyed the brunette already fearing her speech. He knew that if she said that Sakura and she were sisters then it had to be true. He also knew that whatever he had been saying or trying to say were mere excuses in order to satisfy his own wishes. He refused to believe because he didn't want to lose Jinguji, and he knew that if Sakura was this close to the blond then it would only be a matter of time.
"Sakura had a letter that Ren wrote to her." Nana finally said looking away and clenching her fists.
"A letter?"
"Yes, I didn't ever read it, my sister never let me do it. She simply told me her love story with some guy she had hurt a lot."
"H-How do you know that letter was from Jinguji?" Here he was again, trying to find excuses to desperately satisfy himself.
"You're really… Well, I guess I understand your anxiety but still…" The brunette looked at Masato sadly. She understood him so well that it hurt.
"It's painful for me too, realize it for once you idiot!" Nana thought.
"Again, it could be someone with the same name as Ren, but don't you think that's a big coincidence?"
"C-Can you tell me what she told you about her love story with… Jinguji?" Masato asked, regretting his own choice but determined to know how Matsumoto Sakura saw and felt about Jinguji Ren.
"You… Tsk, it can't be helped. You also told me that Ren loved her." Sharp words like needles that hurt both Nana's and Masato's heart the most. How could a few damn words hurt people so much? How was possible for someone to hurt themselves with their own words? It seemed impossible, yet it happened all the time.
"At some point of her life, my sister had been feeling down the entire time. I never liked her too much, but even I got worried about her. I just couldn't stand seeing her crying day by day and not knowing what was going on with her. So I decided to ask her what had happened…"
"Oi Sakura, why the hell have you been so sad lately? It's annoying me you know?" Nana said bluntly. In truth, even if she was being this insensitive, she was very worried for her sister. She just didn't want to admit it.
Sakura smiled kindly at her younger sister and replied, "You're reckless as usual, aren't you Nana? Or maybe, you're worried about your dear older sister?" The older female teased lightly grinning. At times like this, only her precious sister could make her feel better.
"S-Shut up you stupid! Who is? Tsk, I just asked because your whimpers and sobs disturb me!" Nana shouted embarrassed by her sister's words.
"You're as cute as ever." Sakura said chuckling. "Thank you for worrying, Nacchan."
"Huh? Don't call me-" Nana interrupted herself once she saw her sister smiling gently; happily as she hadn't done for so long. "Tsk… Whatever."
"I… I've hurt a very special person to me. He tried with all his heart to make me feel better, to comfort me, to give me all the love and tenderness he thought I deserved; but, in the end I've hurt him. And as a consequence, he disappeared from my life. All he left behind was this letter." Sakura opened the second drawer of her nightstand table, taking out a small white envelop that had written:"From Ren to Sakura"
"After reading the letter, I realized how important to me he is and how much I cared about him. I am in love with him, but now it's too late."
"After telling you this, do you still believe that only their names are the same?" Nana asked, Masato didn't reply. He couldn't. He didn't have any words to utter. Truth to be told, Masato didn't have the will to do anything anymore. After listening to Nana's explanation it was clear that the brunette's sister, Sakura, was the same Matsumoto Sakura that had made the blond fall in love like anyone else before.
"Tch, again that expression of desperation… Why does it bother me so much anyways? What a pain in the ass." Nana thought feeling frustrated. She didn't get it. She disliked Hijirikawa Masato so much, yet, somehow she worried about him in such an incomprehensible way that she couldn't help but try to ease the blue haired boy's pain.
"Anyways, you don't have to worry so much. I won't tell Ren anything about this. To clear things up, I'm doing this for myself not for you. As you know I love Ren and of course I don't want to give him to my sister. So I won't tell him anything."
Even after her speech Masato didn't show any reaction. He was looking at her, but his dark blue eyes were so empty that she knew that her words hadn't made him feel any better at all.
"Well, I've got to get going. Classes are about to start." Nana began to walk away; she was tired of this tension and of feeling so frustrated. "As I said, I won't tell Ren any-"
Her words were suddenly cut off by Masato's action. The blue haired teen grabbed her slim wrist and said desperately, "I've a favor to ask you Nana-san."
"Hijirikawa, why are you trembling?" Ren's sleepy voice sounded in the blue haired teen's ears frightening him suddenly.
"I-I'm not trembling." He had to calm down. He had to stop letting each one of those thoughts and memories affect him so much, otherwise Jinguji would start to get suspicious. And that couldn't happen. Not after asking such a selfish request from Nana. Out of respect to Nana, and out of respect to Matsumoto Sakura, Masato couldn't let the blond know what was happening with him right now.
"Maybe… you're cold aren't you?"
"No."
"What a liar." Ren closed his eyes and grinned already imagining the blue haired male's reaction to his future action.
"I'm not cold so could you- hiii~" Masato let out a high-pitched moan as he felt the blond's mouth licking and biting the sensitive skin of his neck. "JINGUJI!"
Ren ignored his loud tone of voice and continued with his provoking actions; running his bold tongue over the other teen's flesh, biting him here and there until he reached the spot he knew that let the blue haired boy unable to resist him. Ren brought Hijirikawa's body closer to him and sucked eagerly on his pale skin.
Masato trembled more now than when he had been nervous. Honestly, right now he couldn't even think about anything; the feeling of Jinguji's mouth against his flesh was more than enough to make him forget everything.
Once satisfied, Ren moved his mouth away from Hijirikawa's neck but not before licking the hickey he had left imprinted in said male's skin.
"Jin… Jinguji… How did you dare to do such a thing again? Wasn't it enough the quantity of hickeys you left marked all over my body yesterday? Do you know how hard it is to hide these unnecessary marks? Tsk" Masato shouted annoyed, looking behind at the blond's face with his left hand pressed against his neck to hide the new kiss mark. Masato could be complaining, but in truth his heart was racing inside his chest with Jinguji's action. He could deny it to everyone, but he loved to have each one of the blond's kiss marks on his skin. He even wished they could rest there forever, but unfortunately they disappeared too fast; though some of them took more time to do it which left him embarrassingly happy.
"Nonsense."The blue haired teen thought flushing deeply.
"First of all, it's never enough. The more I mark your body, the more I want to do it. And second, you don't need to hide anything; let people see that you belong to someone already Hijirikawa."
The way Jinguji had spoken provoked intense goose bumps and shivers in Masato's body. This stupid playboy and his stupid lines continued to drive the blue haired male crazy; weakening him more and more, and making him fall for him harder and harder.
"Né Hijirikawa, can you turn around?"
"Why should I do that?"
"Hum… Because Ren~sama wants to look at your face while warming you up?" Ren teased. He knew that doing such a thing would annoy the blue haired teen, but he liked to see his flustered expression so much that he couldn't help it.
"What kind of nonsense is that? What an idiot."
"It sounds like a good explanation to me. You are cold and I want to warm you up. I don't want you to catch a cold after all."
"I'm not cold!"
"Then won't you turn around, Masa~chan?"
Masato's heart jumped in his chest with the sudden nickname. Usually only Otoya, Syo and Nana called him like that but none of them made him react like the blond. "Jinguji… I-I won't do it, you're a dangerous bastard."
"Hum… Well…" Ren removed his hands from the blue haired male's body and finished, "Then I guess I can't do anything about it. Good night, Hijirikawa."
"Eh...?" Masato uttered softly once the feeling of Jinguji's arms wrapped around his body disappeared. He suddenly regretted not having turned around, yet he wouldn't let the blond be aware of such a fact. "It's much more comfortable like this anyways." He murmured softly closing his dark blue eyes; yet he quickly widened them with the blond's surprising action.
"You're an awful liar Hijirikawa Masato."
"Jinguji?" The blond was suddenly lying down in front of him and Masato didn't know how to react. Had the idiot left his side of the bed just to be able to do as he pleased? "How… When did you-"
"You didn't turn around so I had to find a solution, and here I am, finally facing you and hugging you." Ren stated holding Hijirikawa's body between his arms one more time, closing the gap between them.
"You… How can you… Tsk, you're an idiot."
"You know I can't sleep well if I don't have you in my arms."
"WHAT?!" Masato's high-pitched shout made him realize how much Jinguji's words had shaken him. He quickly looked away, avoiding any type of eye-contact with the blond to hide the small blush in his cheeks.
"You're so adorable when you're all flustered." Ren teased once again, wanting to see more of those unique and adorable expressions he loved so much.
"HUH? I am not adorable! Don't ever dare to call me such a thing!" Masato shouted more and more embarrassed.
"You are a-do-ra-ble~" Ren knew that he should stop teasing Hijirikawa but it seemed impossible.
"You bastard... Do you want me to-" The blue haired teen was suddenly interrupted by Ren's thumb pressed against his lips tenderly. Ren's calloused fingertip caressed Hijirikawa's lips warmly, as if trying to absorb its softness. Without realizing it, the blond swallowed hard with the sudden will that had bloomed inside of him while looking and feeling Hijirikawa's tasty lips.
"Né Hijirikawa, can I kiss you?"
"Eh? W-What-"
"I guess I don't really need to ask, the last time I've asked you for permission you said 'Stop asking for every single thing' so, Hijirikawa…" The blond brought his face to Masato's lightly brushing their lips together, "…I'm going to kiss you."
"W-Wai-mmm"
And so, their mouths were gently pressed against each other but that gentleness lasted for short seconds only. The blond couldn't help but turn the soft kiss into a deep one, and what could Masato do besides accept Jinguji and his will? Masato was powerless whenever Jinguji showed him tenderness and desire. He was so drunk with love that even if he tried he could not refuse the blond's gestures. But, for how long would this last? For how long would his promise with Jinguji exist? Masato couldn't stop those thoughts from attacking his mind and his heart. Even if he was sharing such a moment with the blond right now, the future was always in his head tormenting him. Useless fears. Useless emotions. Yet, he couldn't stop them. It was so frustrating. It was so painful. How he wished things to be different sometimes.
"So Masa~chan, what do you want to talk with me?" Otoya asked sitting down on the black bench of Masato's piano. After school, Masato had appeared suddenly in front of him telling him, very serious, that he needed to talk with him. At first Otoya had been surprised, he wasn't expecting the blue haired teen to appear in front of him so suddenly after what had happened the day before between the two of them, but then he observed the boy carefully and understood that Masato needed to share his deepest emotions with someone else; and the redhead was happy to be the chosen one.
"Uhm… I… I w-want…" Masato was so nervous that all the words he wanted to spoke were stuck in his throat.
Otoya smiled gently and said, "Masato, you don't need to be so nervous." The blue haired male looked at him surprised with the way he had been headed to. "It's just you and me here. You don't need to be afraid of your words. Whatever you have to say, I will listen to until the end."
"You're a good friend Otoya." Masato stated also smiling. He suddenly felt more relieved. Otoya's honest words had helped him to calm down. "I want to apologize."
"Eh apologize? Why?"
"Because of yesterday. I was too nervous and embarrassed because of Jinguji and his unnecessary actions, and in the end I ended up running away from you." Masato looked away ashamed with his past actions.
"Eeh~? N-No I… Like I said yesterday, if you don't want to talk about it I won't-" The red haired teen was suddenly interrupted by a determined Masato.
"I want your help Otoya."
"My… help?"
"Yes. T-Today, before going to your classroom, I found Syo and Natsuki in the way and they told me that…" Masato's cheeks were slowly tinted with a soft shade of pink and he couldn't help but avoid the other male's red eyes.
"They told you…?" Otoya encouraged him to continue.
"They told me that you and Tokiya are lovers!" He said bluntly, the soft pink color of his cheeks now darkening to a vivid red. Otoya's reaction was no different from Masato's.
"I-I see…"
"I… apologize."
"Haha no i-it's fine." Otoya chuckled embarrassed, but he quickly recovered from his embarrassment and asked, "So, what can I do to help you?" The blue haired teen didn't answer he was getting nervous once again. "I'm sorry if I'm wrong but, is this about Ren?" Otoya decided to finally ask what he had been thinking the whole time they had taken to arrive at his house until now.
Masato squeezed his fists tightly together, trying to control his nervousness and his fears. In the end, after long seconds of silence, Masato decided to share his feelings with Otoya.
"Y-Yes." He paused, expecting a reaction from the redhead nevertheless said male remained quiet waiting for Masato to continue. The blue haired boy took a deep breath and continued with his speech, "I want to tell Jinguji how I feel, but I… I'm afraid."
"Why?" The redheaded asked softly to not scare Masato one more time. He just wanted to understand why Masato feared his own feelings. It was incomprehensible for him because he was sure that Ren and Masato loved each other, they just didn't know how to show it. Well, at least Ren didn't know how to do it, because Masato's reasons seemed to be different.
"I told you that my relationship with Jinguji was different right?"
"Yes, but I don't get it Masa."
"Well, it's not easy to understand. You know that I'm living with Jinguji because of what happened with my father, somehow we got… closer. But it's not that type of closeness. I mean, it is but it isn't…"
"Eh? Now I'm even more confused." Otoya frowned staring at the blue haired teen.
"Hum… Our relationship is just physical."
"HUH?! Y-You mean, you two are s-s-s-sex friends?" The shocked expression on Otoya's face was more than enough to let Masato know how his relationship with the blond was wrong.
"W-Well, we n-never had se-se… we never did it until the end, I told Jinguji that I didn't want to yet and he said he would wait for me to be ready." At this point of the blue haired boy's speech Otoya's shock vanished from his face. "But somehow, we ended up having… how should I name that? We shared a few… uhm, intimate moments."
"You mean, masturbation and fingering moments?" The redhead asked bluntly without even realizing his own words.
Masato flushed intensely, completely horrified with his friend's question.
"W-Why d-do you say that?" Masato asked looking everywhere but at his friend; he was too embarrassed to face Otoya.
"Well, Tokiya and I never did it until the end either, so sometimes he does that you know? He says that it's because he wants me to get used to-AAAH!"
"O-Otoya…?"
The red haired teen was suddenly still, unable to speak or even to blink. His whole face was covered with a deep red color and his heart was pounding furiously inside his chest. Otoya had finally realized what he had been explaining and the way he had been doing it. And honestly, he couldn't have done it in a more embarrassing way.
"I'm a big idiot!"The redheaded thought desperately ashamed. If Tokiya ever knew about this, Otoya would be killed. No, probably no more gentleness from his blue haired lover; instead he would be raped. Not that he would mind though; he was starting to get desperate. "Ah geez, it's not the right time to be thinking about this!"
"O-Otoya?"
"Y-Yeah… S-Sorry Masa-chan, I… Please forget what I've been saying."
"I-Is Tokiya gentle?"
"E-EH?"
"Ah please forgive me, I don't want to be indelicate by asking this. Please ignore my question."
Otoya smiled gently and asked, "Then let me ask you instead; is Ren gentle?"
"What…" Masato's dark blue eyes widened with Otoya's question and then he understood the reason behind such question. "He… Yes, Jinguji is really gentle. The way he treats me, the way he touches me, the way he kisses me… He is too kind. He is so kind that it hurts. Whenever I think that he is being as kind to me as he was to each one of the girls he had sex with, makes me want to cry. I'm just like all those girls. To start with, he simply has this kind of relationship with me because he always claimed me as his as if I was an object tsk… But sometimes he was so scary that I was forced to agree. And one day he asked me "Become mine Hijirikawa" and because my feelings for him were too strong I couldn't refuse… No, I couldn't resist and agreed from the bottom of my heart. However I stipulated a kind of rule; I said "I'll be yours, but in exchange you'll stop playing around with girls" I never thought that he would accept such a thing, I mean it's Jinguji Ren whom we are talking about after all right? Yet… Yet he accepted without hesitation and he even dared to say sweet words just to fool me "As long as I have you, I don't need anyone else Hijirikawa" How could he?" Masato hadn't planned to tell all this to Otoya, but somehow his whirlwind of feelings overflowed through him in such an intense and strong way that he couldn't restrain himself anymore. As a result, all his restrained emotions flowed from the bottom of his heart to his brain and from his brain to his mouth, being transformed into words. Masato felt much more relieved suddenly. As expected, when someone takes it all out of themselves they will always feel better. But still, he should had haven't shared this with the redhead. He and Jinguji were friends and band mates, so it wasn't right for Masato to do that. Yet, now it was too late to regret what had been done.
"Masa-chan, I know I'm going to ask you this again but, why are you afraid of telling Ren that you like him?" The redhead asked still dumbfounded with the blue haired male's confession. If he had heard well, Ren had confessed his love to Masato already, yet as it hadn't been directly of course that someone like the blue haired boy, whom didn't have any confidence in himself, wouldn't understand it easily. But then again, Otoya wondered if Ren was also aware of his own feelings by now… After all when Masato had recovered his piano, the sweet moment that had happened between both was something created by their strong feelings, and Otoya was sure that they both loved each other yet none of them was aware of it. But it seemed that Ren was the only one who didn't understand himself too well.
"That's…" How could he admit that to Otoya? After all, it had been Otoya who had talked about Sakura to him.
"Please Masa-chan, I wanna help you but for that I need to know everything." Otoya encouraged him. And somehow, it worked.
"That's because Jinguji is in love with someone else already." Masato admitted painfully.
"What? Why do you say that?" Now Otoya was shocked and confused. He could almost swear that Ren loved Masato. Where had he been wrong?
"That's quite obvious Otoya. He is still in love with Sakura-san."
"Sakura? You mean, his ex? Why?"
"Remember that you told me that I reminded you of Sakura-san right?" The red haired teen nodded simply, so Masato continued, "Well I told him that and he said that Sakura-san and I were totally different."
"And because of that you think that Ren still likes her?"
"I'm sure of that, I'm in love with him so I can understand him more and I could understand that he does like Sakura-san a lot. He was unable to forget her." Masato clenched his fists tightly as a way to control the attempt to cry. He didn't want to do it in front of Otoya. Although the redhead already knew how he truly felt, he didn't want to worry the boy even more. It wasn't necessary.
Otoya stood up from the bench and stepped towards the blue haired teen. Once in front of him, he brought his hand to his forehead pocking it with his middle finger. "You're hopeless Masa-chan. How can you not see what that means in reality? Seriously how could you distort Ren's words like that? Ah geez I can't even describe how big a pair of idiots you two are!"
"What…" Otoya's kind gesture surprised Masato so much that he was unable to finish his speech. The redheaded hugged him softly as if wanting to make him feel better.
"But, I guess I understand you too well Masa." He could still remember how much he had suffered because of Tokiya. In truth, his story with Tokiya was similar to Masato's story with Ren, and just like Masato had done with Ren, he also had misunderstood Tokiya's true feelings. Yet, now he was finally with Tokiya. It seemed surreal; like a dream still, but it was real and he knew how much Tokiya loved him so he had decided to not doubt of his lover anymore. And he wanted the same to happen to Ren and Masato, because he knew that they both liked each other too much; they were just too blind to see the truth.
"So Masa-chan, if you're not confident enough to tell him directly how you feel, then what about taking advantage of Haruka's song and writing it for Ren? Then you only have to sing and I can assure you that if you sing it with all your heart, your feelings will reach him."
"B-But as I said I cannot sing very well…"
"Hum, that's impossible, if Haruka says that you sing well then you do. Have you ever tried to do it?"
"Well, once in a while I would sing but it was just for fun." Masato disliked this idea not because he couldn't sing, but because he was too shy to do it in front of people. It would be worse if he had to do it as a way to confess his love to Jinguji. He didn't even want to think about such a possibility. He was already too nervous and he hadn't even agreed with Otoya's idea.
"Then how do you plan to tell Ren your feelings?" Otoya frowned. He understood his friend's nervousness, but if he really wished to tell Ren the way he felt then he would have to overcome his problem.
"I… don't know." Masato admitted feeling defeated suddenly. He wanted Jinguji to understand him better so much. He wanted to tell him how he felt; that Jinguji was too special for him, and that even if he had hated him once, that hatred had turned into such a beautiful and unique feeling with time. Yet, how would he do it if he couldn't speak those words nor sing his emotions? Masato was starting to feel desperate. It seemed that not even Otoya could help him as he had thought. Nevertheless, his red haired friend surprised him with his idea.
"Né Masa~chan…" Otoya grinned approaching to the precious instrument in the middle of his garage, "What if you used this fellow here?" He tapped the black Yamaha softly as a way of encouragement.
Masato blinked countless times, surprised not only with Otoya's idea but also with himself for not remembering about such a thing. He should, from all people, be the one having that idea since that his piano was what bonded him to Jinguji so uniquely, just like the blond had told him once. Of course there wasn't a better way to confess his feelings for Jinguji. His piano was what he needed exclusively. With it, Masato would reach the blond's heart; he would make him feel deep down each one of Masato's feelings for him.
"Yes, I will use my piano. Thank you Otoya." Masato smiled warmly, and finally Otoya could feel some self-confidence coming from the blue haired teen. It seemed that he had been a great help after all; although, for short moments, he had felt useless. But now everything was solved and it seemed that Ren would finally receive his love confession.
"And now I'm curious, do you already know which song will you play?" The redhead asked supporting his elbows on the piano.
"I have an idea already, although I still have to make a few adjustments to be able to play it on the piano. Uhm…" Masato hesitated suddenly worrying the redhead.
"What happened Masa?"
"I… I wanted to… to… ask you something." Otoya nodded, thus the blue haired male continued, "C-Can I come here for the rest of the week to work on the music please?" His body was lightly trembling with nervousness. He didn't want to bother Otoya even more, but since his piano was there he had to ask that in one way or another.
"Eh just that? Of course you can, you didn't even need to ask, you know that you're always more than welcome to come here to play your piano. But are you sure you will finish all the arrangements by the end of the week?"
"I think I will, this music is not hard to play, on the contrary but still I'd like to practice just in case."
"I see. Well, as I said, you're more than welcome. Besides I'm very curious to listen to you playing the piano. Since the first time I've heard Ren talking about you playing the piano that I've been curious to hear it."
"W-What did he say?" Masato felt his heartbeat quickening due to Otoya's words.
The redhead smirked and asked, trying to tease the other male, "You wanna know? But I don't know if it's a good idea… If Ren knows he may not like it..."
"E-Even so, tell me please. I won't tell him anything." Masato begged more and more curious.
"Well, if you insist…"
The week had passed, faster than usual; at least it seemed so to Masato. He had come to Otoya's garage every single day to practice the song he wanted to play to Jinguji, but somehow even after all the hard work, he felt nervous. However he was sure that it wasn't because he would be playing piano, but because he would finally make the blond realize how much he loved him. After confessing his feelings, Masato knew that things would definitely change between them, yet he didn't care anymore; he just wanted Jinguji to know for once and for all how important he was to him. It was time to confess; he couldn't delay it anymore, especially now that he had found out where the special person to the blond was. He was afraid yes, but even so he wanted to take the risk and stop lying to Jinguji and to himself. Masato only hoped he could achieve his main objective. After that he would see what to do, for now he would simply play his deepest feelings to the one he loved.
"So… Why are we at Otoya's?" Ren asked looking at the blue haired teen who was too busy avoiding eye-contact. The blond had been feeling annoyed at him because of his odd behavior, but he had decided to let it go. Though he had an idea of what could be happening to Hijirikawa.
"He's embarrassed because of last night. So adorable... I just want to go home and embarrass him even more." Ren licked his lips with his lustful thoughts, while observing the other teen who was now ready to open the door to Otoya's garage. The blond smirked with wicked ideas in his mind already and approached from behind the blue haired boy, gently embracing his waist.
"Hijirikawa will this take too long? I'd like to go home and enjoy my time with you… Just the two of us…" Ren whispered his last words seductively, as a way to provoke the blue haired boy; and it had worked, because he moaned softly almost inaudible, yet Ren heard his sweet voice and that was more than enough to provoke a light reaction in his body.
"Is this really important? For what I could hear now it seems that there's something more important than this, am I right?" Ren insisted trying to have his way with the blue haired teen. He pushed Hijirikawa's hips to him, eagerly squeezing them between his hands. His mouth was quickly pressed against the other teen's neck, planting small kisses over his skin.
Masato moaned accepting each one of Jinguji's kisses, giving him more room to do as he pleased by tilting his head to the contrary side. His hands were moved to the blonds, being warmly supported on his; Masato's fingers slipped between Jinguji's unwittingly which surprised the blond.
"You know Hijirikawa, today you're different. You're more… submissive. Not that I'm complaining, I like you more this way." Ren smirked with his own words.
On the other hand, Masato flushed but different from all the other times he didn't know what to say or how to react. He knew it was true but as he was too busy thinking about his love confession he couldn't resist to Jinguji. He was more fragile than usual. However, the blond's opinion had annoyed him, so he had at least to embarrass him as well.
"Jinguji…" He muttered softly.
"Yes?"
Masato turned around suddenly, and kissed the blond on the lips roughly but sweetly. His tongue licked Jinguji's lower lip several times and when the blond parted his lips ready to deepen the kiss, Masato pulled away saying, "…Who's submissive you bastard? Now let's go, this can't be delayed." And so, the blue haired male entered in Otoya's garage as if anything had happened.
The blond pressed his hand against his mouth with a small blush tinting his cheeks. Hijirikawa'' action had inexplicably embarrassed him. "That sexy idiot… Just you wait Hijirikawa Masato." Ren thought following the blue haired male who had aroused him in a very wild way. Tonight, definitely, Hijirikawa would regret his previous actions.
Oh one more thing... On a review in another one of my fics someone asked me to insert some TokiOto action TwT I wanted to do it but I couldn't so I gave hints at least, forgive me !
Also, next chapter will be angsty and the one after that will be even more angsty (lol) but think with me, I gave you erotic and kinky stuff till now so I'm forgiven already *muahahaha* xD
Oh and the most important -_- my laptop is broken (yes again, but it has 5 years already so I guess it can't be helped...) so it will take me longer to update I think, but I'll try to do my best on my tablet XvX
Bye~bye, ⌒ヽ(*'、^*)chuu*
