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Kyoko pov

Dream

I wake up to the smell of blood and rotten food. Shifting to sit up, my cuffs clang against the chains that connect the cuffs together. My gagged mouth is dry and dying for water. All around me are other young girls who are also chained and gagged. Whimpers and cries come from all over, along with shouting of men.

Three men come up to me and stand in from of me discussing what they need to do. "So all we need to do is take this one to the boss? Why her? She doesn't look like anything special," guy one said. "Oh you're new, this young girl is his favorite. She is the one that lures all the others here," guy two said. The first guy only looked at me astonished, "REALLY?! I didn't know she was that special. I'm betting you threaten her with people's lives." All I can do is glare.

The second guy laughs loud and boisterous. "Yes, we threaten to destroy Tokyo. We obviously have the fire power to do so. Sometimes she says no to even that. If she says no, we torture her." They all grab me as I struggle. Dragging me to the place where it all happens. I try to scream, but nothing comes. All hope is gone, no one is going to save me from this hell. 'Someone… please.'

All went black.

Kyoko pov

Having a nightmare was not on my agenda. Waking up with a scream, I flop off whatever I was on onto the floor. Hitting the floor I feel two hands instantly on my sides to pick me up. Pulling me up Ren asks, "Kyoko! Are you alright?! I heard you scream. Are you hurt?!" 'He sounds so frantic…'

"Oh um no, I'm fine I just um….," i trail off. 'I can't really tell him about my dreams can i? I really want to talk to someone about them but I don't want to tell them what happened back then.' Confusion is written all over his face as he stared at me. "I um ummmmmmmm." I just decided I'm really bad at finding excuses.

For that split second I just want to burst out everything. I want to spill all the pain that I feel. But obviously that wouldn't be a good idea…right? Well crap now I'm doubting myself, again.

Ren stares at me obviously question why I'm not responding. "Well you see I-.."Kyoko you don't have to tell me if you don't if you don't want to.." THANK GOD. I have no clue where I was going with my sentence lol, "But, (god forgive the but) I want to know. You should know that I will get it out of you later anyways." That son of a b-, "So, what's going."

I'm not going to answer, I refuse. Trying to change the subject I say, "What happened anyways? The last thing I remember is walking through the park." He only looks at me with disappointment. God I think hates me. That is the one of the things I CAN'T STAND (besides Sho, but that's different). That look makes me feel like the world is ending. That is the best explanation I can give. He is so above me that I'm surprised he doesn't look at me like that all the time. He isn't like that though. He is kind, passionate, caring, and honest (Did I mention hot? Oh, woops).

I just can't do it anymore. That look is all it takes for everything in my world to crumble.

Ren's pov

Everything happened so quickly. One minute this strong beautiful girl is standing right in front of me. Then in a blink of an eye she is replaced with someone who looks broken, someone in so much pain. She kneels to the flour, trying to hide her cheeks which have tears streaming down them. Pain filled tears. Tears that fill me with anger, horror, love, and anguish. All in one.

I quickly bend down to the flour. "Kyoko what's wrong!? C'mon it's ok, talk to me." I take her into my arms as pain filled sobs filled the room. I cradle her in my arms, wishing all the pain will go away. She suddenly pushes me away.

"Please don't! It hurts too much! I can't do it anymore! I am so sick of life! It just isn't worth it anymore…" Hearing that makes me lose. I grab onto in a lock. She tries to push me off but my arms are firmly wrapped around her, never letting go. "Kyoko… I am never letting you go. Please stop struggling," I say trying to get her to calm down. She stops struggling and holds on to me. She is sobbing into my chest. I hold her tighter, which I thought wasn't possible.

Hearing her sobs fill my heart with anguish. "Shhh, shhh. It's ok, I got you," I say hopefully able too calm her down. Slowly she starts to sob less. With a hiccup she starts to pull away, "I'm sorry Tsuraga-san I shouldn't have-." I cut her off by pulling her back into me. "Don't you dare apologize. You are staying like this until morning."

She is shocked, but soon recovers. I hold her tight, hoping she realizes my feelings. If not tomorrow is going to be a long day. I won't push on what made her like this, not now. For now I'll just hold her and hope for the best. That's all I want for her, is the best. Even if it is with another man or no man at all. I love her so much that I can't ever force my feelings on to her.

All I can do right now is love from afar.

I AM SO SORRY ABOUT TAKING FOREVER FOR THIS CHAPTER OMG. Life gets in the way of a lot of things lol. I hope you liked it!

~Sheeta