Like I told you guys in the previous chapter, I have no idea if I'm going to be able to update tomorrow… So I figured I'd my best to update another one...
Parker gave me the name of that guy who knows someone that should have made the sex tape… So, I'd finally have something to move on with… Not much later, she left with the guy she was flirting with. Mac and Dick left at the same time, after a few drinks. Dick really had had a few too much… So Mac brought him back home, along with Wallace. He didn't want her to walk around on the campus late. Not that there is anything we should worry about. After all, Mercer is behind the bars. Logan was glad to hear that Parker was okay with us, but I still wasn't sure about it. She flirted with that guy a little bit too fast. That night, Logan took me in his bedroom, to try out his bed, he says… And that's what we did, just try out, sleep nothing else.
"Good morning…" Logan said when he entered the kitchen. I was sitting around the table, with a bowl of cereal in front of me.
"How come you're awake that soon?" I couldn't sleep anymore, it's just as simple as that.
"I don't know, wasn't tired anymore I guess…"
"I could have found you something to get tired of…" I'm sure he could have found something… "And my I add, that you look really good in that shirt…" Of course he had to say that, since he bought that shirt for me.
"And by that you mean not too fat?" I think I should stop calling myself fat, because it's only going to be bigger and bigger, and because well I am not fat, but pregnant.
"You're not fat, but carrying life. It's not the same thing. And you're always beautiful." He says putting a kiss on my forehead. For a second, I felt like if we were an old couple, arguing about what to eat for breakfast, before we would go visit our kids and grand-children.
"Carrying life? Can't you just say pregnant?" I ask him.
"I do not feel like that word is the best one to describe the fact that you're carrying our baby inside of you." I have to admit, that's really sweet.
"Our baby?" One week ago, it was still my baby. Not that I'm not happy or anything… It's just, it feels kind of good to hear him say that.
"Our baby. And just keep in mind that every time your belly grows, it's because she's getting bigger…" Yeah, yeah. It's sounds good like that, but still, it's my body that gains weight.
"So, you'll still think I'm pretty when I'm about to pop out this … life…"
"Why, I love when you're saying sexy things to me woman." Woman? Now he's talking like Wallace!
"So, what are your plans for the day?" I ask him…
"Well, Dick wanted to come by to play games… But that was before you got here. I'd be perfectly happy to stay in my bedroom with my girlfriend, all weekend…" I'm pretty sure he would not only be happy, but would love that.
"As much as I love that idea, I can't. I have to take Backup out, find a guy that's calling himself Fast and famous, spy on Madison Sinclair and finish a book before next week." Well, I guess I have a big weekend in front of me.
"And why exactly do you have to spy on Madison?" He asks, making himself a cup of coffee and toasting some bread. "Want some coffee?" Coffee? I'd love too, but I'm not allowed to drink more than one cup a day, so I only drink decaf.
"No thank you, coffee is bad… Just like eggs, mayo, raw meat, salad and a punch of other things…" Sometimes, being pregnant isn't a piece of cake.
"Really? Maybe I should write that down…" I laughed.
"Don't bother." It's not like if it's really important. I'm a big woman, I can take care of that.
"How do you know all that?" He asks taking the chair in front of me.
"The internet? And my dad bought me some books, but I think that's Alicia's idea." And she's been a huge help for me too. Especially during the first months. She's the one that asked me if maybe I wasn't pregnant, after I had puked in her toilets for like two times… My dad and she wanted our two families to be together for lunch… Nobody is ever going to forget that day anymore.
"Do you think I could borrow them?" Logan, reading books about pregnancies? That's something I never even imagined happening.
"Really? You want to read those books? About pregnancies? In real life?" I say half joking.
"I want to know what's going to happen to you, so I can be prepared to help you…" He said. I was going to add something sarcastic, when someone pushed on the doorbell.
"Trina? What are you doing here?" Logan said from the hallway. Trina? Logan's sister? What's she doing here? Last time I saw her, she was playing in the Aaron Echolls story, and was living in New york… After a lot of talking she managed to play herself in it. I never even saw that movie. Not wanting to see my best friend dying on screen.
"Why? Can't I come visit my little brother?" She said, and I hear her walking closer to the kitchen. Should I get out of it? Manifest myself. I decided that it was the best thing to do…
"Well, maybe next time you could call. I'm not alone…" I stopped right before I could get out of the kitchen. Why did I felt like if he didn't want Trine to know I'm here? "Veronica's here too." I really should stop being paranoid.
"Veronica? You two are back together then? Good, I didn't like that blond one you were dating…" She said walking towards the kitchen. When I got out, Trina was just a few steps away from me. "Veronica! Good to see you!" She says taking me in her arms.
"Good to see you to Trina. How's Mary doing?" I ask her. Since she had found out that the lunch room lady, from Neptune High, was actually her birth mother, she had learned to sign and had kept contact with her.
"She's doing fine. She asks about you sometimes, I think she likes you…" She adds. "Oh, coffee!" And that's how I know Trina.
"Feel free to serve yourself a cup." Logan said putting his arms around me.
"So, how come you two are back together?" She asks opening every closet to find a cup. I wish there was a more romantic story to tell then just, I fell pregnant, and four months later we figured we should give it one more chance…
"Let's just say destiny is not easy to run from…" Logan said. Sounds more romantic than what I was about to say.
"Oh, so it's not because you knocked her up?" I puffed and started to laugh. Trina had said it on such a way, I could only start to laugh. "By the way Veronica, you look stunning. That pregnancy really fits you." She added.
"Thank you Trina." I said when I managed to stop laughing.
"How far are you?" She asks and sits on a chair. I took a chair myself before starting the story. Logan putted his hand in his hair, not feeling to comfortable being half naked in front of his sister…
"I'm going to get a shower…" He says and let me with his sister.
"Four months." I say to answer Trina's question.
"Wasn't Logan with that blond silly one four months ago?" Yes, he was… Not really proud about that.
"Actually, he was…"
"So Logan's right, destiny is not easy to run from. Especially for you two apparently." That's sure.
"I guess he is…"
"Four months? Do you know the sex of the baby yet?"
"It's a girl." I say putting my hands on my belly.
"A little girl? I'm sure Logan's happy about that." Because he wouldn't have been happy if it was a boy? "You know, he never really had luck, with his mom, dad and I have to admit, I haven't been a great sister either. I'm happy he has you. You always managed to take the best out of him." Not so sure about that.
"Why do you think a girl make him so happy?" I ask her.
"Well, since he never really bounded with our that, I think there is the possibility he thinks that he wouldn't be a great dad to a boy either." That's so untrue. I'm sure he would have been a great dad to a boy too. But, he isn't really a dad yet.
"I'm sure he would have been great with a boy too." I could imagine him trying to learn how to surf to a little boy.
"Of course…"
I had to leave Trina alone with Logan. Well, not really had. Trina is a really sweet girl, but after some time, I can't stand being around her anymore. So I took Backup out on a field trip, searching for Fast and famous. But, when I finally managed to found one of his friends, turned out he wasn't on the campus this weekend. So I went to my next job, spying no Madison Sinclair… her life was really not interesting at all. All she did was texting, watch TV, shop. For a few moments I wondered if Mac would have been like her, if she hadn't been switched at birth. No, I don't think Mac would have turned out bitchy. Since nothing was showing anything that could lead to her cheating, and I got tired to wait in the car that long… I drove away. I was about to go pick up some things at home, when I saw Parker, on the side of the road.
"Want a ride?" I ask her slowing down the car.
"Great… like if things couldn't get worse…" I heard her whisper. Or at least, I think that's what she said. "Sure, thanks Veronica…"
"So, where do I bring you?" I ask her. Everything is better than going back to Logan's apartment.
"Back to campus." And suddenly, the temperature seemed to have get colder in the car.
"Where are my manners, Backup Parker, Parker Backup…" I say joking.
"I didn't know you had a dog." She said stroking Backup's head.
"Backup and I have a long history together." I tell her when I start the car and drive towards campus.
"So, thanks for the information on Fast and famous…" I say, because awkward silences aren't really for me.
"No problem."
"Parker? Is something wrong?" I ask her right away. I had felt her being weird since I talk to her about Logan.
"No of course not. Remember that guy from the bar? I just get out of his house…" Something sure is wrong. Parker isn't the one to sleep with a guy right away, not after that night at the campus.
"Really? Parker, you know you can talk to me right?" something is wrong, I can tell it.
"Talk to you? Sure I know…"
"Spill it Parker." I'm not going to stay in the car knowing that she's angry about something.
"Veronica… just let it go." So there is indeed a problem. "You really want to know?" I nodded, figuring that if I started to talk, she wouldn't tell me. "Well, what do you expect Veronica? You had sex with Logan, are pregnant and you two are back together! I know I shouldn't have dated him in the first place, but still! You're pregnant, I can deal with that, it's an accident. But does that really mean you have to get back with him? And you dare ask me if it's okay for me? What do you expect me to say? That I'm not okay with it! In fact I'm not! One week ago, he was my boyfriend! And I was madly in love with him, and then my birthday party and poof, everything is gone. Once again, no happy ending for me!" I guess she has a lot on her heart right now.
"I'm sorry…" What else do you want me to say? I did my best to hold my tears… I would have never cried in front of any one, but those damn hormones make it really hard for me!
"You're sorry!? Oh, that should make everything better for me right?"
"What else do you want me to say? I can't undo it! And you said you were okay with it, … You took everything so well… If only you had said anything to me, I would have done something about it!"
"Do you want to hear something funny?" I would really like to hear something funny right now.
"Fast and famous, has never say anything about your sex tape." That's not funny, at all.
"Why would you lie to me?"
"Well, you knew I had a crush on Piz, and you still dated him, and then I started to date Logan. But nothing I did seemed to be good enough for him… He was still in love with you! Every single guy I was into, was into you Veronica Mars." I sense this isn't going to go somewhere I like… "I only had to go talk to Wallace and put a little camera in his room… You did the rest for me… I thought that if Logan saw you in bed with another, he would forget all about you…" She did what? Parker is the origin of the sex tape? How could she do something like that to me? I stopped the car instantly.
"Get out of this car, right now…" I say trying to keep as calm as I could.
"My pleasure!" and as soon as she walked out I drove away.
Turns out Parker did it… I had planned to do that for a few chapters now… I figured nobody would have thought she could have done it!
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