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Originally I wanted to write the Haizaki/Kagami thing in one chapter but because it already took me so long to write this stuff here I decided to split in into two, so I can update sooner :)

The next chapter probably won´t take too long since I finally found my motivation to write again, whey! :)

So, the warnings for this chapter will "just" be

Violence

Abuse

Chapter 2

When he stepped inside Kagamis apartment his assumption from the beginning was confirmed. That guy was fucking rich. He scoffed; well it didn´t concern him.

"That´s a nice apartment you got here" Haizaki spoke his thoughts as he slipped out of his shoes.

Kagami was eyeing him with obvious dislike and light confusion, probably still asking himself how he got in this situation. Haizaki grinned, "Yo, you´re ready?"

The other sighed and shook his head.

"Do I look like it? Just let me get changed and wait here…"

Still a suspicious look on his face he motioned Haizaki to sit on the couch.

"Do you want to drink something?"

He looked at Seirins Ace whose clothes were practically drenched in sweat and hang so low on his body that Haizaki could see the moles and dips under Kagamis shoulder and make out the muscular and strong body underneath that shirt.

The red head felt obviously uncomfortable under Haizakis gaze and he sniggered lowly amusement.

"No, I´m good"

Kagami nodded, relieved to hear that answer and went to the shower, still wondering what the other guy was doing here. He wasn´t sure how far Haizakis school was from here or if it even was in Tokyo but he guessed it couldn´t be that near so what the hell was the other doing here? To play basketball?

No way.

When the door closed Haizaki got up and went into the kitchen. He hadn´t really thought what to do after barging into Kagamis house but he was glad that the other obviously lived alone if he interpreted his surroundings right. He had heard about it somewhere even if he didn´t remember where and when but he hadn´t been sure. If someone like Kagamis father had been home he would have needed to wait until they had reached the court and that would have been quite troublesome but right now he had Kagamis whole apartment to serve desires. Now he just needed to think about what to do. Something to scar him, to send a message not to mess with him the stubborn rainbow heads and something that told them they should be careful with the things they held dear.

He would just beat the other up, maybe scar that tanned skin of his, write his name into his back and make him unable to forget him and what he did-make him unable to trust anyone for a really long time, especially those kinds of the Generation of Miracles. It was just sad that he wasn´t able to see their faces when they saw what he had done to their precious boy.

Smirking he reached for a kitchen knife, long and sharp, probably used for cutting flesh and let it gently slide along his finger.
It seemed to smile at him, whispering sweet nothing at his soul and sending images into his head filled with screams and moans in reddish pain which fell from dry lips from the body lying and twitching on the sheets.

"Haizaki?"

Named one swallowed hard when the voice of the guy he just fantasized cutting reached his ear. With two big and silent steps he was at the door to the floor and peaked around the corner. Kagami was standing at the passage to the living room, holding a towel in one hand and with another step he was behind him, grabbing both of Kagamis wrists to pin them against his lower back and forcefully pushed him against the wall, forcing the air out of Kagamis lungs.

Kagamis world seemed to shatter the moment his head collided with the wall with a painful thud. A hand grabbed him by the hair to repeat the movement and Kagami groaned in pain as his visual field repeatedly scattered into a million coloured pieces and became so blurry he couldn´t even see where exactly he was.

What was happening?

When-Why- another pain shot through his head, cutting off any other thoughts and he moaned at the pang in his forehead -it felt like his head was struck by a lightning- and when he was turned with his back against the wall, his bones gave a strange cracking sound making him wince just at the sound of it.

Paralyzing horror struck him when a cold blade grazed his throat, cool sharpness pressed against his skin and cold grey eyes stared at him in malice and arrogance and a curtain of pure coldness and numbness seemed to have fallen over Haizakis face. He looked like an animalistic predator right now in the way he focused on Kagamis face.

"You´re so naïve… Taiga…" he murmured in a deep voice Kagami couldn´t remember hearing before and guided the knife down his throat to the collar of his shirt, pressing the wide side of the blade against his naked skin.

Kagami swallowed and fought the dizziness which made him feel slightly nauseous.

"Wh-What are you doing?" he croaked, voice rough from the pain and his throat dry and raspy from the shock.

Haizaki smirked.

"I heard you were one of the dense sort, so it may be better if I show you"

Kagami could feel Haizakis breath dancing over his ear as he whispered those words into his ears and he bucked against the body which still pressed him against the wall.

"Fuck off, you-," he struggled once more against Haizakis grip and failed. "don´t know a thing!"
Haizaki only pressed him harder against the wall and chuckled lowly, voice dripping in amusement and he tightened the grip around Kagamis wrists. Kagami couldn´t supress the wince and with a sudden pull he was pulled forward, a foot stepped on his own triggering him to trip over his own feet so he fell forward with a shout.

Kagami gasped as his face crushed against the ground and his nose gave a crunching sound, sending his head spinning. His eyes fluttered as the pain surged through his head before decreasing slowly and as soon he could concentrate on his surroundings again he felt Haizaki foot pressing against his back and his arm was twisted in an uncomfortable way behind his shoulders.

With blazing eyes he peered back at the boy out of the corner of his eye and gritted his teeth. He could barely see him because his vision still wasn´t intact and small black dots seemed to dance before his eyes.

Fuck, how did that now happen?

He hadn´t much time to think at all because as soon as Haizaki saw he had his attention he pulled Kagamis arm up against his face and Kagami bitted his lips to supress a scream because-fuck that hurt.

"Hm… maybe I should break you hand?" Haizaki grinned and Kagami froze, staring with wide eyes at the floor beneath him. For the first time since Haizaki surprised him with his attack cold fear flooded his mind and paralyzed his body.

Oh God, no, no, no, no-anything but that-anything but that!

"You´re right handed right?" Haizaki smirked and gave the base of Kagamis hand a nearly sensual lick before biting the place short above his wrist hard with forceful teeth, aiming to break the skin.

Tears rose in red eyes, shimmering at the corner of his eyes and it wasn´t really the pain but how humiliating the animalistic gesture was-being pinned down to the floor and being manhandled in this position where he couldn´t do anything.

Kagami let out a small shaking breath. That wasn't like him-to think there was a situation where he couldn´t do anything and with a determined jerk Kagami pulled at his arm, ignoring the pain in his shoulder and tried to haul his body around so that he could face that bastard and hopefully get a good punch at his face but the Haizakis body seemed hard as steel, not giving an inch and just pulled harder at Kagamis arm making the red head howl in pain.

Oh God, it hurt so bad!

Haizaki gave a tche and dug his feet harder into Kagamis back.

"Don´t fight me. I´m stronger than you, especially now that you´re all out of stamina from playing with those freaks"

He laughed and turned Kagami around so that he now was laying on his back, blinking up at Haizaki.

"You bastard, what the hell do you want from me?!" Kagami hissed. Haizki grinned at him catching the punch Kagami threw at him easily and now held both wrists in his hands.

"You should listen to people when they´re talking to you, you know? I told you not to fight it. You´re not in any state to oppose me, Taiga…"

"Don´t call me by my name asshole" Kagami gritted and tried to get his wrists free from Haizakis grasp.

"I don't think you can make demands here, so I can call you whatever I want…" Haizaki said unaffected and grabbed both wrists with one hand as he grinning at the red head manically.

"I can do whatever I want with you."

And for the next minutes Kagamis knew nothing, Haizaki threw punch after punch at his face, sending shocks of pain through his whole body. His bones crunched again when Haizakis fists collided with his nose and after two more hits Kagami could taste blood in mouth. He tried his best to avoid the blows but the only thing he could was trying to move moving his head away from them because Haizaki still held his hands in an iron grip, but it was no use. After a couple of moments he couldn't find the strength to even to that.

How pathetic…

Kagamis ears rang, a high peeping noise tore through his skull and his vision blurred behind flickering colours and bleary structures that probably were Haizakis laughing face. The noise of his laughter penetrated his ears, echoed in his head and repeated itself over and over again crackling his mind into a million pieces Kagami didn´t know how to pick up.

God, everything hurt so bad… it was like his skin was too small for his face

"Look at you now, not so strong anymore, huh? Seirin´s new light, I wonder how they would find that, what do you think Taiga-kun?"

What was he talking about? Who was he talking about?

Suddenly Haizakis face was only centimetres away from his own and Kagami could even smell his breath if he wasn´t so busy with keeping himself conscious.

"What a beautiful sight to see, your eyes always made me puke-so full of fire and love for that goddamn sport!" Haizaki sneered and spitted into Kagamis face. It landed on his right cheek, leaving a wet ugly trail of wetness as it slowly ran down his chin.

Kagami squeezed his eyes shut, whimpering silently disgusting, disgusting, disgusting!

Grinning Haizaki leaned back and let go of Kagamis wrists which uselessly fell down on the floor beside him.

Then Kagami could hear rustling and then a small clicking noise. As he opened one eye he stared right back into the camera of a mobile phone and his eyes widened in confusion and embarrassment.

"Wh-what are you doing?" he croaked and his voice was barely audible but seeing Haizakis grin he knew that the other had heard him.

"Taking a nice picture of your face, red really suits you Taiga-chan"

Raising one hand to his cheeks he stared at his red finger-blood was running down on the side and pooled in the mole between his pointing and middle finger before running over the back of his hand, the red becoming lesser and lesser with every centimetre.

His jaw clenched in disgust at the red fluid-god, he hated blood.

But at the realization that his hand was now free he curled his still hurting hand into a fist, bracing arms, legs and stomach for the attack and shot forward ignoring the pain in his back as he aimed for Haizakis face with his right hand while bending his knees to regain composure.

With a slight laugh Haizaki dodged his one punch easily but back in America Kagami hadn´t fought side to side with Himuro for nothing so his left hand collided milliseconds later with Haizakis right cheek. Using the short moment confusion Kagami shoved Haizaki off him with everything he got trying to reach the front door with only the thought of getting out of his apartment as fast as possible. Fuck his pride at being defeated by this asshole, the only thing he cared about right now was getting away as fast as possible because every vein and pore in his body told him to run.

And Kagami knew when to listen to his instincts because they never had failed him before. Well mostly.

Out of here!

Just… get away as fast as possible!

Just two steps. The door came nearer and he could barely reach the door knob. Holding his breath, nearly tripping over his own feet as he reached out with his right hand, fingertips just missing the knob and then he was crashed into the door.

His heart seemed to miss a beat.

Cold laughter rang in his ear and then a hand was in his hair again, grabbing him nearly by the roots to pull him back to press his cheek against Haizakis throat as the other stared him in the eyes-icy grey, so dark it almost seemed black penetrated red orbs, captured fire, frozen in shock-and grinned menacing, showing his teeth. "I told you not to fight back", a dangerous calm voice whispered into his ear and all Kagami could do was staring at his door-so near the way out and yet unreachable-and he felt tears gather in his eyes. God, he had never felt like this before-helpless and the total mercy of another person. He was so angry, flaming rage bubbled in his guts but all thoughts stopped or more like were thrown out of his head when Haizaki banged his head against the door. Again.

What was wrong with him?

Blazing pain exploded behind his eyes, shot through his head as if someone forced thousands of long rusty nails right into his skull and his vision wavered painfully.

A hand covered his mouth as a wordless scream wanted to escape his lungs when his head once again collided with the door and his brain seemed to shatter when even the door shook under the force. With helpless movements he tried to free himself out of Haizakis grip and animal like muffled sounds of pain left his mouth; tears ran down his face, mixed with the blood on his temples and the spit that drooled out his mouth which Haizaki still hold caged with his hand. Kagami wasn´t really in control of his body anymore. Everything just screamed at him to move, to flee, to run, to escape but the other just threw him against the door for the third time and through clouded and shaken view he saw Haizakis mad grin for the last time when before stabbing agony ripped through his head and everything went black.

Kagami was thrown out of the comfortable and numb blackness when wetness splashed against his face and forced his eyes to pop open, blinking out of focus without really perceiving his surroundings. He coughed roughly and winced slightly when his throat stung and a foul taste spread in his mouth.

"Urgh…"

When he tried to move his arms to wipe the water off his face he was met with resistance. Confused he looked up and his chestnut eyes widened in disbelief when he saw that his hands were tied to his own bed by a cloth that looked a lot like a tie which was securely wrapped around his wrists holding him in place, unable to move.

Cold fear ran through Kagamis body and with trembling lips and eyes he viewed his surroundings, supressing sounds of pain because-fuck-his head hurt like hell, as if someone ran a truck over him, and all of his limbs were numb and cold and a pressing ache in his muscles made him feel heavy like stone. He was in his room, on his bed. The curtains were closed as was the door.

Panting Kagami tried to pull himself up as far as he could but any more pressure he put upon his shoulders and arms resulted in a wave of stinging pain running into his brain.

God, everything hurt and ached and fuck…

Tears of desperation came up in his eyes, burning hot and angry as Kagami sniffed silently to hold them back at any cost. He wouldn´t cry. He wasn´t a girl for fucks sake, he already cried enough.

With a wince he remembered the reason he cried and could almost feel Haizakis hits again. Kagami groaned. How did he get in this mess and why was he tied to the bed and what…

"Good evening sunshine, the earth says hello"

Shock ripped through his chest, disrupted his breathing and froze his muscles when the low and deep voice sounded through his room.

He slowly turned his head around, silently praying he had hallucinations due to the hits on his head but somehow God didn´t listen to him-when did he ever?-and Haizakis figure could never be more real as it now was, leaning against the door and grinning that toothy grin that suddenly reminded Kagami of a shark.

"H-Haizaki"

Kagami brutally bit on his lower lip. Was this really his voice? Hoarse and weak, still angry but barely noticeable, as anger was slowly swallowed by red fear, and his body gave into the tremors and trembles he desperately has tried to supress before and Kagami could see the widening of Haizakis grin as the other noticed how brutally Kagamis whole body shook.

Kagami swallowed and tried to control himself enough to form understandable words and to regain a bit of control over his own reactions.

"Wh-what are you still doing here?" he bit out. He had truly believed that Haizaki was through with him after punching him into unconsciousness but apparently he was not.

"Well, at first I thought punching your pretty face would be enough", he laughed slightly and with terror in his eyes Kagami watched Haizaki sitting down on the side of his bed, the mattress giving in to his weight with a squeaking sound.

"But…" with a strange look on his face he eyed Kagamis face "it apparently wasn´t"

With an emotionless smile Haizaki trailed his fingers over Kagamis hair, over the dry blood on his temples to his cheek. "It was really funny to see you reacting after I woke you up, you know? Like a scare little lamp… and you didn´t see me at all"

Kagamis eyes widened at the gesture and he swallowed hard.

"You know you have really nice neighbours, Taiga-chan, especially the old lady living next to you. I forget her name but while you were out for good- man that was an awesome punch of mine, huh-she knocked on your door and asked if everything was okay. Apparently we were a bit too loud with our activities…"

Pure panic took hold of Kagamis heart when Haizaki mentioned his neighbour. He hadn´t done anything to her, right? He wouldn´t go that far even if…

"But I told her everything was fine, that we just practiced for a fight scene for a school play and she told me all cute and nice things about you, Taiga-chan."

Haizaki turned around and positioned his legs right next to Kagamis hips so he was leaning over the redheads' whole upper body, taking in nearly all of his vision.

"Didn´t know you were such a softie who helps old ladies up the stairs, carries their bags and takes care of an insufferable cat when she visits her granddaughter. What a cute guy you are, even baking cake for her when one of her cats died."

Haizaki laughed at him as Kagamis face grew hotter and hotter with every detail Haizaki revealed. There was nothing wrong with helping other people!

"Fuck off bastard, you better not hurt her or I kick your ass!" he gritted out, finally finding his composure to verbally stand up to the guy sitting on top of him.

In less than a second Haizakis laugh disappeared and gave rise to the cold and nearly crazy expression from before, a grimace Kagami found even worse than the one he showed on the court against Kise.

"Kick my ass? Don´t make me laugh Taiga, I knocked you out in less than ten minutes so don´t give me that shit" Haizaki growled and Kagami gasped when Haizaki grabbed him by the hair to pull him against his face.

Horrified he felt a warm tongue licking his cheek and lips brushing against his ear lobe. Kagamis heart felt like it would burst any moment when teeth scraped his earlap and a deep voice filled with dark promises of agony whispered with hot dancing breath,

"I´m going to engrave my very existing into you, make you feel pain you never felt before. I´m going to make you feel so humiliated, small and broken you never want to touch or see another human being because you can´t stand the thought of someone looking at you when you are so dirty and defiled."

Blood was rushing in Kagamis ears and head, his heart was racing against his tangled and reeling thoughts as cold sweat broke out of every pore. He swallowed hard and took a deep breath to calm himself.

Go away, stop talking… leave me alone!

"Wh-Why are you doing this?" he croaked "What have I done to you?"

Haizaki grinned at him and leaned back, letting Kagamis head fall back against the wall he had leaned against. The low thud hurt like hell and he winced, watching black dots dancing across his visual field but Haizakis words reached him nonetheless.

"Because you are their precious light, Taiga-chan." A cold finger followed an invisible path down his throat to his collar bone where it played with the brim of his shirt, but Kagami was too confused to realize what Haizkai was doing.

"What do you mean?" He wanted to sound confident and demanding, just like he always did but all that came out was a broken whisper and he averted his eyes, biting his lips in shame.

"Ah what a pretty sight Taiga-chan, but you know, isn´t the most beautiful pain-no-agony when you watch someone you hold dear get hurt? When you have to watch him fall apart in front of your eyes and you know- you just know it´s all your fault?"

Haizakis voice became quieter with every word and he slid back so he now sat at Kagamis feet.

"You know that if you weren´t so arrogant and a pain in the ass you could have prevented that person form getting hurt? From being stripped out of everything he has?"

Haizaki smiled nearly gently and if it didn´t stood in such a contrast to his actions someone could easily find comfort in that expression. But not right now-not when Haizaki slowly pulled off one sock with such a strange look in his eyes that even in someone like Kagami who was never fast with the uptake dark thoughts came up of what was to come in the end. He swallowed, no, no, no, you´re wrong, that-he won´t do something like that!

Haizaki wrinkled his nose.

"Man, that stinks" he declared and threw one sock on the ground.

Sheer panic spread in Kagamis guts and he desperately jerked his legs, struggled as hard as he could but Haizaki just turned his back on him and sat on his thighs to prevent Kagami from moving.

"Stop! What are you doing?!" Kagami shouted and fought against the restraint holding back his hands.

"It´s no use Taiga, it´s my school tie and that thing was fucking expensive so it won´t rip that easily."

A second sock fell to the floor and with the sudden expose of his feet Kagami felt utterly naked.

"It´s a bit sad I guess because I think that maybe we could have been good friends Taiga-chan if met under different… circumstances, but…"

And Kagami froze when Haizaki turned around again with a predatory gleam in his eyes that just told Kagami something really really bad was going to happen and as Haizaki licked his one finger as he always did when he stole the movement of another player his body froze under the others wild and cold stare.

"I´m sure you recognize that gesture, don´t you Taiga?"

Haizaki grinned feral at the stillness of the boy underneath him.

"I´m going to steal everything from you Taiga, your life, your sanity and-" suddenly Kagami could feel hard lips pressing against his, punishing and devouring. Too shocked to react he let Haizakis tongue ravish his mouth, licking at every corner and leaving his taste there until nothing belonged to Kagami anymore.

"All the things that belong to you"

I´m not sure about the ending, at first I had "your innocence" but that sounded too... dramatic, although I´m not sure if this one is better xD

Okay, uhm please tell me what you think! I`m nor sure if I made Kagami too much of a... whimp? I don´t know^^

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