I woke up and Will was gone. Why do I feel so bad about cuddling with him? It isn't right. Am I using him? Am I a terrible person? No I am not, I am a demon, and he probably expects me to do something dark and hurtful. I don't want to hurt him. I got to know the real him while he was drunk. It was amazing. I really could fall for him. Do you think that when Grell flirts with him, it is because Will is cold and mysterious? Or because he knows the real William? I wouldn't be surprised that she flirts with him that she flirts with him. I want to flirt with him. He's gorgeous – for a reaper.
"Where have you been? You were gone all night, I got worried" Ronald said as I entered the building. He pulled me into a tight hug. I could see William over my shoulder. Will was looking down at his desk, presumably doing his work. He didn't look up once. I felt really bad. "Anna, Where were you?" Ronald asked.
"I was with Will all night." I responded, he kissed my head.
"Don't stay out all night. I need to know you're safe." He rubbed my arm. Why does Ronald even care? He's only using me for sex. Will actually cares for me. I walked over to my desk. There was a small, neat and organized pile of paperwork, with an envelope next to it. I opened the envelope- it was another one of Will's notes, only this one had a letter to go along with it.
"She asked me out- I aren't sure she likes me like that though. Now, however, I am wondering if she is in a relationship with Ronald or not- William T Spears"
That note was kind of cute. To answer your question Will, I aren't interested in Ronald like that, he is my master, nothing more, nothing less. I aren't sure if Will like him that way either but I need to be with him. I will learn to Love him, but demons struggle with love.
"Dear Anna,
Thank you for last night. I had a great time, but I can't be with you if you are in a relationship. I am not quite sure if you are in a relationship or not- Which is kind of the problem. From last night, I would say you're not, but I aren't completely sure. You asked me out and I had to decline. Do you remember asking me out? You were pretty drunk and distracted at the time. I think you are a very beautiful person and if you were to ask me out sober, I would say yes. Do you know what the most beautiful part of you is? Your eyes. I wish you didn't cover them up so much. I would love to see them again.
Yours truly
William T Spears."
That let that Will sent was so cute. I am definitely going to ask him out. My eyes are my most beautiful part. That comment made me blush. I know it did. I think I am falling for him. Stupid reapers. So this is how love works? Have a crush on one to begin with, sleep with another and then fall in love with another? It is so complicated. It is like a big love triangle, except it's more of a square. This is why I bury emotions like love.