Sollux was whipped around to see a very angry Kanaya in a very lovely dress. "And just what in the hell do you think you are doing here with out Aradia Sollux Captor?!" her maternal voice and swearing? Oh shit. "I-I was am here with Feferi because she is my date kn." He stammered trying to avoid her gaze. "Can you even begin to comprehend how much this meant to her sollux? Are you that much of an ignorant twit you would go and do something like that to that lovely young woman for Feferi? You two have been dating for two years and you go in do this? What in the name of heaven possed you to do something so stupid?!" she spat at him. "Listen Kn I know. I fucked up. Big time. But this is not your problem, so with the utmost respect please, just let me handle this." She was speechless, arms crossed over her chest. Sollux stalked off and finally found a restroom locked the stall and slumped against the wall. He had to calm down, he was hell bent on not making this night shit for Feferi – he would deal with Aradia at a later date. His heart began to race he was freaking out and his hands were shaking hard. He felt like he was about to have a heart attack. Breathing in and out pretty heavily he sat going over the kiss with Feferi in his mind.
That kiss was awful.
Her lips were perfect but goddamn everything about that felt wrong. He should have been kissing aradia, he should have been with her at prom, he should have picked her up and taken her to dinner, he should have given her the best night ever. But he didn't, and it was too late now. He had been busted so might as well make it perfect for Feferi at least. He felt terrible about how the night had gone, he kept running from her and Aradia's heart was probably smashed. He was so fucked. Sollux put his face in his hands and slowly exhaled. Why do I always have to fuck everything up!? He mentally screamed at himself. He decided hiding out was doing no good and exited the tiny stall, seeking his date.
Ooh fun. The plot thickens, like shit is thick as a heavy soup by now.. anyway i would have had all this sooner but my tablet died and a series of unfortunate events followed but what matters is i got it up and i am so thankful for all of y'all hanging in there with me. Many thanks and a new chapter will be delivered within the week hopefully.