Surgere: Chapter 14 - Lonesome

A/N: I'm late! Super late! Damn... My apologies for two months of waiting. I do hope everyone enjoys the update.

Another day and everything felt the same: lonesome. Gir was just as pleasant to have around as before. Gaz had gone missing from my life now that Shé and her were together. One of my hands raked through my hair as I tried to figure out a way to help. Tak had told me they made water weapons. Which in my mind just sounded like a massive water balloon fight. Another thing I had heard her say was that a shipment from battle was supposed to be arriving. I had been waiting with Qì all day at the landing strip to see what was being sent back.

Tapping my index finger impatiently on my thigh, I glanced around still not seeing any unfamiliar ships. Qì floated over beside me giving me a gentle smile (I'd actually learned to read her facial expressions with time), "I must be on my way for now. I'll try to return after I speak to an old friend of mine. They have been hospitalized."

I nodded to her, "take care."

As I let my ass fall to the ground I pulled my knees into my chest. My head darted up when I heard that voice, "We de lala ahahahh!" Chuckling as the little robot walked over I held up my hand to give him a high-five. "Mary? Why do you look soooo sad~?" His head cocked to the side as he sat down beside me. "Today is a day full of chaos! …Everyone should be cheerful." One of my eyebrows rose at his questionable statement. He must not have his helpful chip active. It probably wasn't a good idea to be letting him wonder off by himself. Deciding to let it slide for now, I looked back in the direction of the port. That's when I got excited about seeing a new ship. The symbols covering the machine were completely unknown to me. Not surprising seeing I hadn't much knowledge of all the aliens the universe however while I was staying on Surgere I'd been trying to learn as much as possible.

The ship's landing looked so smooth and gentle. Curiosity came over me as I stared at it. Normally the only things sent back were random newcomers and supplies, but this time it felt like there might be more aboard. A tightness had taken over my chest as I stared at the ship. The deck opened slowly and a set of gloved hands were waving passengers off. Claw like fingers, the black leather of the gloves, the leadership attitude. It couldn't be…

Slowly I began to make my way to the ship. Those antenna flattened against his bald green scrap… My face became heated at just seeing his back. He'd come back sooner than Tak or I thought he would. "You dumbass, what're you doing here?" I quickly pulled him into my arms nuzzling my face into him to soothe myself.

He shoved me away in confusion. "Filth! Are you an idiot? I live here. This is my planet." He gave me an uh-duh look before storming away not enjoying my welcoming. I followed behind him with the goofiest smile on my face. "What is that disgusting look on your face? I've just returned home, why must I deal with your stalking right away? I have other business to do before seeing your ugly!" He harshly spat out the words as he stormed off.

Great… My love wasn't welcomed. His only thoughts were most likely on the war. My head dropped and I wondered slowly to the meeting hall after him. It had to be important for him to immediately go see Tak. Slowly entering the large room he kept his head low and watched as different aliens gathered around a massive table. Digital scenes flicked up from every angle showing maps and plans for battle. When…? When had they been able to plan all of these? Some of these planets I had never even heard of, but it seemed like they need rescuing from the enemy. My eyes narrowed and I let my shoulders drop before leaving to return home.

This place seemed depressing seeing as I was the only using the big house now. Gaz had just gotten used to living with hurry so quickly. She even had a friend, Desire, and apparently they were both umbra widows. Well, Gaz was only half of what the other woman was. Still though, as happy as I was she was comfortable here, it felt odd just how quickly she became happy.

Flopping down in a seat, I crossed my legs in thought. What if Zim didn't actually want to be with me? Maybe he just thought he might die during battle so he did what he thought I wanted. My heart nearly skipped a beat at such an idea. No, Zim had to at least have some form of feelings for me. Leaning forward in utter frustration, I raked my hands through my dirty hair shaking my head. Instead of thinking so negatively about the situation perhaps I should think about how busy he's been. He probably just didn't have the time for me right at that moment. He's a commander after all…

My head shot up when the door flew open and Zim swept inside. "You left the meeting. Are you sick?" One of his eyes narrowed as the other grew wider. "Did Zim's plans just not interest you?" He stepped closer and held out his hand, "Come with me. I have missed you and wish to apologize for my rude behavior when I arrived." I snorted and slid my hand into his before getting up. "Good, so you accept my apology."

Huffing, my shoulders sake as I shook my head. "Of course you idiot." I leaned in to give his forehead a kiss, but was interrupted by a shove forward by a scowl.

"Idiot! I am nothing of the sort." His fists were clenched and he had puckered his lips in a pouty fashion.

The way he was acting was too appealing for me not to just give him an actual kiss to the lips. He returned it, but not without putting some attitude into the smooch. He roughly moved his lips against mine and snaked his arms around my neck loosely. Again, I had to question if he was doing this of his own free will? I mean, it seemed like he was… I just couldn't be completely positive not with everything that's happened. Of course, then I'd have to ask what he would be getting out of this relationship if this was all an act.

I slowly sat back in my seat letting him lay on top of me as we continued to kiss. It was almost a relaxing feeling to be sitting like this with him after so long. He slowly pulled out of the kiss, his long tongue slipping from my mouth and he licked his lips as he grinned at me.

"I have to return to the meeting hall soon, but I wouldn't mind spending some time with you." His forehead pressed into mine and he kissed my cheek slowly. Now more than ever I knew for certain that we had something.

We nuzzled our noses (his hump) and my arms wrapped around his waist to bring him closer. "I wouldn't mind that idea at all." He snickered before I lifted him into my arms and carried him to the bedroom with me. Might as well relax together while we can.

Review please darling readers. My thoughts have been a bit fuzzy... I know the ending just have to figure out how to get there.