BPOV

I woke up the next morning to the smell of pancakes. I looked around the room and noticed Edward was gone. Aww he must be down stairs making me pancakes. He is too sweet. I get out of bed and walked over to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and then proceeded to comb my hair; I noticed a curling iron on top of the sink and decided to curl my hair. Thanks Alice always one step ahead of me. I let my fall in loose waves and put some lip gloss on; done. I need to go hunt I had no blood yesterday and I'm feeling kind of weak. Maybe now that Carlisle knows my secret he could get me some blood bags from the hospital. I'll ask him later. I walked back out into Edward's room and notice the bed was made and on top was a blue sundress with little black hearts on it. I got dressed and proceed to go down stairs. I wonder if I'm the last one to get up I look at the time and it's already 11 o' clock. My suspicion was confirmed when I saw everyone sitting around the table eating. I looked around for Edward but he wasn't there.

"Good morning Bella, sleep well?" Stefan asked

"Of course; how about you guys? Was everything alright?"

"Yes the Cullen's are very kind." He replied

"That they are the nicest people you'll meet. Speaking of which where are they?" I asked

"They're in the library. Said they wanted to leave us to eat in peace since they find the smell of human food disgusting." Damon replied and then continued to eat his pancake. "There are some pancakes under the heater if you want some Bells." He said. Since I want to torcher myself and I felt so bad for turning him down last night I asked.

"Actually Damon I need to go hunting, would you like to come with me?" he just smiled at me

"God I thought you'd never ask." He got up and walked over to my side.

"Hold on a second let me just tell them where we're going. Wait for me by the door." I told him and he just shook his head. "Come on Damon please." I pleaded with him and he left.

I walked to the library and saw the Cullen's sitting each doing their own little thing. When I walked in they smiled at me and said hello.

"Hello everyone I was just letting you know that Damon and I are going hunting. I haven't fed in almost two days and I need blood. Also Carlisle I was wondering if you could get me blood bags from the hospital. It's just that it's much easier drinking from a bag instead of a person." I asked him.

"I think I could figure that out Bella if it's easier for you then why not? I can get you some today if you want?" he asked

"Yes that would be great Damon and I would greatly appreciate that." I smiled at him

"Wait why Damon too?" Edward asked

"Because I rather him drinking from a bag them out their feeding on people I don't want to raise suspicion. So I would have to watch him every time he hunts which won't be fun." I told and watched him relax. "Edward you have to stop worrying so much trust me I know how to take care of myself." I kissed him quickly then whispered "I love you" before leaving.

Damon was by the door waiting for me when I walked out of the house. "Did little Bella get permission to leave the house? We wouldn't want to get in trouble now would we Bella?" He whined to me.

"Damon, do me a favor? Stop being such an ass. Carlisle is a doctor in Seattle and I was trying to see if he could snatch us a couple of blood bags so we wouldn't have to go hunting all the time. Also I was just letting them know we would be out for a while I was not asking permission." I scolded him, I love him but I hate when he acts like an ass. "Where do you want to go?" I asked him.

"Let's go somewhere far." He said then asked "Where do you usually go?"

"If I had time I would go to Seattle or Port Angeles if not then I would just fed off Charlie." I told him. Sometimes if I lost track of time or couldn't get home in time I would just take some of Charlie's blood not a lot just enough to make it through the next day. That's another advantage to living with a human. "Let's go to Port Angeles better there not too far, not too long. Nothing to exciting just snatch, fed, erase ok?" I asked him.

"Yeah, Yeah I know, but Bella I will bring the fun side out in you again. She is hidden somewhere inside there and I'm going to find her." He said a sped off.

Gosh the way Damon and I used to hunt. We would find the most innocent, the one who wanted to be seduced. We wouldn't go for the easy ones no. we would find the ones who played hard to get but secretly had a freaky side; and if for some reason we were wrong and they didn't want it; we would compel them to obey. But no not anymore that was the old Bella, I have control over myself now and I could never just kill an innocent; no not any more.

I ran after Damon and caught up to him he smiled and then proceeded to run even faster. We raced all the way to Port Angeles it was fun, haven't really had a chance to run free.

Once we go to Port Angeles we stopped running. Damon looked at me and smiled.

"So how are we going to do this? Good cop, bad cop? Innocent girl getting attacked? Couples fight? Or are we just going to find a random person and feed?" he asked, gosh which one should we do…

"Damon get off of me!" I screamed

"Please you like it don't try and fool me." He whispered

We were in a dark ally, still in Port Angeles and Damon has lost his God damn mind.

"Damon please just let me go! I don't want this I never did." I yelled again.

He had me up against the wall and was kissing my neck pinning me against the wall so I couldn't move. It's too much I can't believe he is actually doing this to me.

"Someone please help me! Please! Anyone! Damon let me go I'm begging you please." I screamed for help.

"No can do sweetheart not until you understand…" he was cut off by the voice of some guy.

"Let go of her. She said she doesn't want you." The man yelled at Damon

"Hey mind your own business ok?" Damon growled back

"No not until you leave this girl alone. I mean really what's the matter with you?" the man asked Damon.

"And I suppose you're going to try and stop me?" Damon asked with a smirk on his face; and with that the man punched Damon and sent him flying to the ground.

"Oh my gosh, thank to so much that was really brave of you. What's your name?" I asked as I took a step closer to him.

"Brian; and don't worry about it I think he was drunk or something." He said looking quite relived.

"No really you saved my life Brian." I hugged him then and started crying. "Thank you so much. Hey Brian can you help me out with more thing?" I asked

"Yes of course what do you need?"

"I need you to stay still and be quite." I compelled him and proceed to bite his neck. Next thing I know Damon came and joined in. We fed together until the man was almost dead and then pulled away. I took a deep breath and the looked at Damon.

"You got a little blood on your chin." I told him "Can you heal him?" I asked and he shook his head.

"Are you kidding the guy punched me in the face he is not going anywhere near my blood." He said and turned away.

"Gosh Damon you're such a child." I bit myself and fed it to Brian. He woke up and started to drink my blood until his bite wounds healed. Then I pulled my arm away and made him look up at me. "You're going to forget what happened here and go home. Don't do anything dangerous, or anything that can cause you harm for the next two days. You can leave now." I compelled him. He got up and walked away from us. I looked at Damon and smiled. "We did it! Oh my gosh I forgot how much fun that was." I laughed

"Yeah I know did you see his face it was ridiculous he thought one punch was going to knock me out…"

"What's going on here?" I heard Alice's voice call out. I turned to see Alice and Jasper standing in the alley. One very pissed off Alice I might add.

"Alice what are you doing here?" I asked

"I had a vision that Damon was attack you kissing you and stuff and I came to stop him before things went too far. But I see now that it was all just an act." She said shaking her head.

"I told you that we were going hunting."

"I know but it just looked so real I thought you needed help." She said sadly "Bella why did you let him kiss you?" she asked angrily.

"That was my fault I took it too far don't tell vampire boy about it, really it was my mistake." Damon interjected.

"That is still no excuse. You know that she is dating my brother you should have had some boundaries!" Alice yelled at Damon, but he just smiled down at her.

"It's ok short stack I promise I won't do it again without Bella's permission." He told Alice, I shook my head at him; he has no filter.

"Bella are you done here?" she asked me

"Yeah let's head back to the house. Damon, are you coming?" I asked and he smirked at me.

"If you want me too all you have to do is ask." He said and I smacked him playfully on his arm and turned to walk out the alley. "Alice you didn't tell Edward about your vision did you?" I asked her. If she did then I don't want to go home and deal with that drama.

"I didn't tell him but he is a mind reader I can't stop him from reading my thought especially when I'm having a vision." She told me as she shrugged her shoulders.

"Then maybe I should stay here and enjoy the weather…"

"Oh no you don't, you have a favor to ask us and the sooner we get this over with the sooner they will all leave." She told me then grabbed my arm and sped off.

I really don't want my good mood to be killed by Edward's insecurities. Damon caught up to Alice and grabbed my arm and sped of faster than her. She slowed down confused but that didn't stop Damon.

Because I Still Love You

A/N I am soooo sorry it took me so long to update please forgive me. I forgot to write. I had a really busy weekend and didn't get a chance to do it. I'm working on the next chapter now so hopefully I can update later on today or early tmr. Please forgive me and please enjoy this chapter. Love you Beautiful People!