BPOV

We were in the bathtub; Edward and I. After having sex in the meadow we ran vamp speed back to the house and when we got into Edward's room I saw a mini fridge there.

"Edward what's that?" I asked

"It's the blood you asked Carlisle for the stored it up here to resist the cravings. They installed one in Damon's room as well." He told me and gave me a small smile towards that last part.

"Oh thank God I'm starving!" I went and opened the fridge and inside was 10 blood bags. On top of the fridge there were glass cups. I took a bag and poured some blood in and started to drink. I moaned at the feeling of blood sliding down my throat. I felt someone staring at me so I stopped and looked around. It was Edward and he wasn't looking at me he was looking at the blood. I put the cup down and walked towards him.

"Is that going to be a problem? I won't drink in front of you if it is too tempting." I told him; maybe the blood bags weren't such a great idea in a house full of vegetarian vampires.

"No it's just going to take some getting used too that's all. Bonnie put a spell on the fridge so that no cold ones can open the fridge." He finally looked me in the eye now and I saw that his eyes were no longer gold they were black he was hungry. That's when an idea popped into my mind. I drank the rest of my blood and pulled him towards the bathroom.

"Come on let's take a bath. I'm all dirty from having sex on the meadow." He followed me into the bathroom and I started the bath. He was still in a little shock but I have the perfect idea for him. Once the bath was ready I hopped in and he got in after me. I started to wash my shoulders and my neck while Edward just sat in the tub.

"Is this how you're going to be for the rest of the night?" I asked and he seemed to snap out of his haze.

"No I'm sorry. I'm all better now. I promise." He told me and smiled

"Okay now that I have Edward back. I have an idea that will hopefully help you out." I told him and he looked at me interested in what I had to say. "I can let you feed on me. It will be completely safe I heal quickly and if anything I can drink some more blood to help the healing." I told him.

"Bella no, I couldn't, that can't be right what if I don't stop?" He asked worriedly

"Edward I'm a vampire I'm strong enough to push you back and I know you wouldn't drink me dry. Come on I want to do this. I can stop you I know I can." With that being said I leaned closer towards him and held on to his neck and pulled him closer to me. "Just bite me Edward I know everything will be okay. I trust you." I let the weight of my words fall upon him and with that he leaned in closer and bit me. It hurt at first but after the pain the feeling that I got was amazing. The venom was like a drug it was sending me into to a high I have never experienced before. All too soon it was gone. I felt the pain of Edward's fangs pull out and all of a sudden I started crying.

"Bella what's wrong?" he asked his mouth covered in blood, his face full with concern.

"Why did you stop? I liked it. I want it Edward please bite me again. I need to feel that again." I begged him. It was an amazing feeling and he just took it away from me. Only thinking about himself. I stopped crying and got angry at him for being so selfish. He took away the one thing that made me happy.

"Bella calm down your emotions are all over the place. Are you sure you're ok? Do you need me to get Jasper?" he asked worriedly, I can see now that he was just worried about me and all he did was love me and I'm just here acting like a baby. Gosh why is he still with me considering that I'm such an immature person? I don't deserve Edward he needs a woman. "Bella I think now would be a good time to tell you that I can read your thoughts." He said shyly, oh my god I'm so stupid… Wait shhhh…. Can he hear me now? Omg he nodded yes. Bella shut up! "Bella this is amazing it was never possible before. Do you think it's because I drank your blood?" he asked, cold ones can only use their powers on us when we are weak. Edward drinking my blood made me weak since he took a good amount of my blood. Or maybe it was just because he had my blood in his system and that made him connect with me. I looked at the bite wound and saw it was still healing. It never usually takes this long; so maybe it is just because he made me weak. I looked up at Edward and saw that his eyes were changing from black to gray. I guess since it wasn't animal blood or technically not human blood either his eyes just turned gray. I liked it they made him look even more mysterious; but it will take some getting used to. I looked back at my bite wound and it was all healed up. It took 5 minutes to heal when it usually takes seconds but its okay I liked it. I looked at Edward again and I saw a pained smile on his face.

"What's wrong Edward?"

"It took too long for you to heal Bella this can't be safe. I don't want to hurt you." He said sincerely "No matter how good your blood is, it can't be safe for me to feed on you." He rubbed my shoulder close to where the bite wound was but I just shrugged his hand off.

"No Edward you have to feed off of me whenever you want…" I don't know what came over me but I started to compel him, "Edward I want you to know that you can feed on me whenever you want just don't tell the others. It will always make me happy to feed you." I looked at him and he looked loss in a trace like state; but suddenly snapped out of it.

"Bella what are you doing you know that doesn't work on me. I might feed off you again but just so you know it won't be often and it will only be if I really need it. I can't believe you tried to compel me again." He got up out the tub and wrapped his body in a towel. He got another towel and handed it to me. I grabbed it and got myself out the tub and wrapped my body in it as well. We walked into his room and got dressed for bed. I went to the fridge and got another cup of blood to help me heal more. After I drank the blood I walked towards the bed and Edward pulled me towards his and started to kiss me. It was amazing even better than the kiss in the meadow he pulled away and started to kiss my neck. More and more kisses and then suddenly I felt it. The best feeling ever; the pain of the bite; but drug coming from the venom making me feel amazing again. He was feeding again because he wanted to that means the compulsion worked. I compelled Edward to feed off of me and he doesn't even know it worked. I was so happy that I just let the endorphins kick in and take me deeper into an unknown world.

Because I Still Love You

A/N OOOOO hehehe sorry for the cliffy but hey it's a good one no…. What does it all mean? Will Edward end up killing Bella for blood? How long will the compulsion last? Can Edward still read Bella's mind? If yes then how long till he figures out that she compelled him. All good question and you will get the answer soon. I love you Beautiful People please continue reading my story.