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Chapter 4

Let's just say that I was totally screwed, I didn't know it was Edward coming down I thought it was his younger siblings since I had to meet them any time sooner. When he stepped in the living room, I immediately stood and stared at him. His eyes were full with anger and mixed emotions that I had no idea what it was but I knew it was bad. He started pointing at me and I knew at that exact moment that they hadn't told Edward anything. They probably told him that they are getting a new babysitter but not me.

"Can someone fucking answer me, I need an explanation why is the freak in our house?" Edward said looking at his parents, so he can understand what is happening.

"Edward, you have no right to talk to us with this language in this house. Especially in front of a guest." Carlisle said raising his voice and I felt he just saw red.

"You call her a guest, very funny." Edward said it in a sarcastic tone and continued. "Is this a meeting that I don't know about? because if it is, I think I should be part of it." Edward said crossing his arms.

"Edward I actually didn't want any of this but your dad insisted on Bella to babysit your younger siblings." Esme said innocently."

I felt uncomfortable just standing there so I only looked at Carlisle and said, "Carlisle I should probably go. You gave me all the details I need and tomorrow I will go and pick Lily and Sam from school."

"Okay Bella, I will tell them today. Thanks you." Carlisle said sincerely.

I walked out of the living room and when I passed Edward, I looked at him but he stared away and went up to his room. I left the Cullen's house and when I got back home, I saw my mom sitting reading Men Are from Mars, Women Are from Venus.

"Hey mom." I said smiling and putting my bag on the ground.

"Hey honey, so what happened?" Mom asked laying her book on the table.

I sat next to her on the couch then placed my head on her lap and she instantly started stroking my hair. I hesitated and said, "It was good, I will start tomorrow."

"Mom, why do you hate Esme?" I blurted the question out loud then closed my eyes because this was not the way I wanted to ask her.

"Well honey I don't hate her, I just don't like her." My mom stopped for a second, took a deep breath then said," I cannot tell you the reason today but maybe one day I will." She said smiling down at me. Right now thousands of questions started to come to my mind, but none of them had an answer. Maybe one day mom will tell me exactly what happened.

I went to sleep late as always, but I was awaken by the same dream that has chased me for 2 years. I didn't sleep that night, I stayed wide awake and I knew if I went to sleep again, bad dreams will come chasing me like a crazy person and especially the one I'm always praying that it will go away one day.

The dream always took place in a dark room and someone holding their bare hands around my neck trying to choke me; however, I would wake up sweating but I won't know what will happen next. I went to the bathroom; it was a good thing that I have my bathroom inside my room that way, my parents won't t feel something is wrong.

I washed my face and I could see the horror in my eyes everytime I wake up from the dream. I needed to take sleeping pills because I didn't want the dream to come again but I felt so tired and I knew it was ridiculous ;in addition to that, I needed something that could take the pain away.

I did my homework then went to Google about ways that help people to go to sleep faster and I found the most stupid ways ever. Exercising and eating were one of them. They might help, but my eyes caught something interesting and I actually laughed about it. An article with a title "How to Solve Your Sleep Problems". I had so many problems that none of them could be fixed. I decided that I should go and read one of my favorite stories; I grabbed my "Speak" novel and started reading it again.

The next morning I went to school, it was a normal day; I tried my best to stay away from Edward. I saw Alice looking directly at me; I guess she got the news. Nothing bad happened and when school finished I went to pick Sam and Lily. Carlisle told me that Edward or sometimes Alice drive them to school, so I only have to pick them up after school finish.

The school was not far from ours it was a ten minutes' drive, I stood there waiting for the kids to come out when I felt a lot of parents staring at me, the bell rang and a lot of kids came out of the door really excited and running toward their parents.

I had seen Sam and Lily before; I actually remembered them pretty well. Whenever Carlisle came to our house, he would show us pictures of them so I cannot forget them. I saw Sam and Lily looking around trying to find me, I remembered that they had never seen me before so I walked quickly and approached them slowly.

"Hey guys, I'm Bella." I said smiling at them. I got down to their level and looked at them. They were so cute I could actually eat them. Sam and Lily had the same color eyes as Edward, and both of them had brown hair.

"Hey Bella, My dad told us about you, you look pwtty." Lily said touching my face.

"Oh thanks Lily, you look pretty too." I said smiling then taking her hand and hugging her.

"I'm Sam, the older brother and this is my sister Lily, the younger one." Sam said in a serious tone and he later extended his hand; shook his hand and smiled back at him.

Lily turned to face him and said, "You are just olderer by a minute". I didn't want to laugh when Lily said olderer so I smiled at both of them and said, "Okay guys how about we go to your house and eat something."

"Yay, I'm weally hungwy." Lily said smiling. I went to the car and started driving to their house. I learned a lot from them in the fifteen minutes' drive; let's just say that they actually explained how they live each day, their likes, dislikes and other stuff. I just hoped that if I saw Edward that day, everything will be fine.

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