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Chapter 5

BPOV

I entered the house and it seems nobody has arrived yet. I wondered why Edward or Alice had not arrived; we finish at the same time. Lily instantly grabbed my hand and started pulling me to go check her room while Sam planned to go to the kitchen.

Lily's bedroom was beautiful. I imagined a girl in her age is untidy but what I saw shocked me, the bed was huge and the carpet was so clean that in any minute it would shine.

"Do you like it?" Lily asked staring up at me.

"It's beautiful Lily, the room is fascinating."

"Yup, I know." Lily said smiling then started to change her cloths.

"Are you going to play with me after I finish my homewok?" She asked innocently.

"Yeah sure, honey."

Lily and Seth weren't loud and noisy; both of them were calm and intelligent. Lily later told me that she normally would not study with Seth and each of them would study separately, I asked her why and she said that her mother said it was a rule. I thought about it and I decided that I will get tired moving from one room to another plus I have my own studies. We were sitting in her little library which was filled with pink and white tables and chairs. I actually didn't know where we were going to study but she directed me to another room in her room.

"You know what Lily? Today you will study with Sam." I said happily but then noticed Lily frowning.

"What's wrong honey?" I said leaning to her.

"My mom will get mad at you, you will be in twouble and I don't want that because I don't want you fiyad." Lily said looking at her lap.

"Oh Lily I promise you I will not get fired." I said smiling at her.

"Pwomise." She said and I immediately held my pinky hand and said, "Pinky promise."

Seth later joined us and both of them seemed doing well in their studies. I noticed when Sam didn't know how to answer a question he would start shifting from left to right and that made Lily really angry; however, Lily would start moving her legs. It was funny and cute at the same time.

I was in the middle of explaining to them about math when I heard footsteps coming from the stairs. "Seth, Lily, Where are you?" Edward said in a worried voice. Both of them chanted "here".

Edward entered the room smiling at Sam and Lily but when he saw me, he immediately frowned. Lily left her seat quickly and went to hug Edward while Sam waved his hand at Edward.

"Hey sis, how are you?' Edward asked Lily.

"I'm gweat, Bella is so nice to us and she doesn't yell at us." Lily answered him with a smile. I looked at Edward and I felt he didn't like the answer. Lily returned to her seat and went back to her homework. After a minute or two, I could feel Edward staring at us. I turned my head to face him.

"What the fuck are you doing, teach them both?, you will get fired" Edward said frowning.

Lily instantly looked up and held her hand out and said, "No she will not, she pwomised." Edward pulled a dollar from his pocket and placed it in her hand.

"Guys, why don't you finish your homework and I'll be back with some snacks." I said smiling. I got up and when I arrived at the door room, I pushed Edward outside and closed the door.

"What the fuck Edward? You cannot say these things in front of them and seriously cursing?" I said angrily at Edward.

"Excuse me, this is my fucking house, I can curse whenever I want and why would you care? I give her money all the time." Edward said defensively.

"First, money is not the solution and second Lily told me about your mother and I actually don't care plus this is ridiculous, they are both in the same class, why do I have to teach them separately?."

"Well I don't know but that's what my mom wants." Edward said hesitantly then continued, "Why the fuck I'm talking to you? I'm getting out; it's your problem after all." Edward disappeared and went down stairs and left me standing. "Thanks" I muttered.

I spent two hours with Sam and Lily revising what they took from class, later when we finished Sam went to play in his room and I stayed a little longer for Lily. We played Tea Party and she allowed me to use her personal tiara, Lily was a stunning and it's amazing how she create her own world in her bedroom. Truthfully, I didn't want to leave this world too. I wanted to stay in her world and believe that all of it was true.

When it was time for them to sleep, I read for both and wished them a good night. It was eight o'clock and I went down to say goodbye. I saw Esme and she said she wanted to talk to me, she seemed upset and I knew why. We went to the kitchen and sat there.

"Listen Bella, this is my house and my rules. I want my kids to study separately, so from now on you will teach them each one in their room." She said with a strong voice.

"Excuse me Mrs Cullen but I cannot do that because I have studies to do as well as that both of them are doing great in the studies." I said defending my act.

Esme got up from her seat and stared at me in disbelief, "well then, you're fired ."

I thought about Lily and I remembered that I had promised her, "You cannot fire me; I promised your daughter that I will not get fired."

"I don't care she will forget it so please pack your stuff and get out." Who is she to talk to me like that? I grabbed my bag and was on my way out when I saw Carlisle, I had a feeling that he listened to us he looked at me and said, "Bella, you are not fired and we will see you tomorrow, thanks." Carlisle smiled at me.

I looked at Esme and saw that she was getting really mad; she left the room immediately and went upstairs. I said my thanks and left the house rapidly. When I arrived at home everything seemed normal, I saw my mom and asked her about my dad, she said he is going to stay at the hospital. because a fire had happened in a mall.

I said good night to my mom and left to my room, I saw Riley sleeping on my bed; I smiled and laid him in his small bed. I grabbed my diary and started recording the events of the day and after I finished I started to flip throw the pages and landed on one awful day.

September 13, 2012

Thursday

Today was bad because first it was my birthday, I just turned sixteen and second school was just perfect. I woke up and went to school. Nobody knew that it was my birthday but Tanya told everyone that it was and when I got there, I heard people muttering my name but I had no idea what they were saying. I saw Mike walking towards me alone, he stood in front of me and said, "Bella, Bella, Bella, today is your birthday and since no one brings you gifts or presents each year. We decided that we should bring you something."

His tone didn't seemed welcoming, I got scared and when I looked up he said, "Lauren please give me the card." Lauren extended her hand and gave the card to Mike.

"Here Bella, happy sixteen birthday." He said smiling

Mike opened the card and when I looked around I saw Lauren distributing the same card to the other students. I wanted to take the card and to not open it but mike opened the card for me and placed it in front of me. I saw a picture of me and around it words of loser, lonely, disgusting, need help, pathetic. I turned my head away from it and saw all the students looking at it and laughing hysterically at the picture.

I felt tears coming out of my eyes and then I ran like an idiot. I went home and here I am writing what had just happened. I wish I can write something about happiness, how I really want to feel it and be happy, but I cannot because this is who I am: loser, lonely, disgusting and pathetic.

I closed my diary and saw my vision was getting blurred from my tears. I wiped my eyes with my hands and went to sleeping.

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