Disclaimer: I do not own the hunger games or any of his characters.

I didn't have much sleep. I just couldn't sleep not knowing how Peeta was doing. Last night I went to the guest room for what seemed to be just a few minutes but then I started thinking of all the things that could happen to him when I was not right next to him. So I took a pillow and a blanket and sat right in front of the bedroom door. I probably slept for just an hour or two, but I had to know if he was doing okay. I didn't hear him wake up and I was probably half asleep when he opened the door. Knowing that my head was resting on the door, when it opened, I fell and instantly woke up.

"What, what, what?" I said while I almost jumped on my feet. "Oh, sorry. I didn't know you were up already. I'm gonna pack up all those things." I said while I took the pillow and the blanket and putted them back in the guest room. "Did you really sleep here all night long?" He said with a sleepy voice. "I stayed there but couldn't really sleep." I said shyly. "You do know we have a bedroom with a bed in it?" And I also know that the floor isn't really comfortable to sleep on but I knew worse. "Yes I know…" I couldn't really look at him. Yesterday I was that monster again that is only good at killing, who knows how he's looking at me now. "So why did you sleep outside our bed then?" For so many reasons actually. The first one was not knowing if he actually wanted me by his side. And I just couldn't get in the bedroom. "I didn't really know if you wanted me there." I answer while I was looking out the window. He came closer to me and made me look at him by gently pushing my face in his direction. "I gave you that ring so that you would always be by my side, no matter what." How could he just say that? After what happened yesterday I really thought he would I don't know just be a little bit more different. Maybe that he wouldn't want me anymore. "Katniss look at me", he said almost whispering. I looked him right in the eyes, those gorgeous blue eyes. "I love you! Nothing is going to change that! Not even some weird flashback. That is never going to change!" It then felt like those words where taking all the weight of the world off my shoulder. "Really? " I was still drowning into his eyes. "I swear! I'll always love you no matter what happens." "Oh Peeta!" I said and I started to kiss him on every piece of skin I could see holding is lips as last. "I love you so so much!" I said when I finally kissed his lips.

"You should really go get some sleep sweetheart." Haymitch said. He came to check on us this morning to see if everything was okay. I was on a chair in the kitchen with a huge cup of coffee in the hands. Actually I don't really like coffee, but it keeps me awake. Peeta was sitting right next to me and Haymitch was sitting right in front of me. "No, no I'm fine." I said, but I guess you could already see those sleeping bags under my eyes. "Katniss, Haymitch is right, you really should go get some sleep." I would love to just go take a nap, but leaving Peeta all by his self didn't seemed like such a good idea. "Maybe you could catch some sleep if I stayed here for the day? Because we do not need you to walk around as a zombie during the day you know. That job has already occupied." Haymitch said, he was so obviously talking about Peeta. "Okay, but just for an hour or two." I couldn't really resist that much, I was exhausted. "Oh by the way, congratulations you two!" He said whit a sudden happier voice. "You're engaged aren't you?" I guess he say the look on our face. How does he know we're engaged? I guess Peeta was as surprised as I am. "Euh, the ring on Katniss finger that sudden appears. It's an engagement ringisn't it?" Well what else could it be. "Yes, it's an engagement ring and yes it means we're engaged." Peeta said. I let those two alone and go get some sleep on the couch. There where are can still hear the voice of the love of my life.

I wake up with the smell of some food in the kitchen. I can't really put a name on it, but it truly smells delicious. "Haymitch just left." Peeta said as he put a plate Irish stew in front of me. "He should have waked me up. This smells delicious!" I say, Peeta takes a seat in front of me and we start eating. "And it is delicious! Peeta this is incredible!" I always knew Peeta was a great cook, but that's makes him even better than I thought! "Thanks, I wanted to thanks you for yesterday. So I thought that I could thank you by trying to make my dad's stew. I don't think I've made it before." I would remember have ever eaten something that good! "No, you never made it before! Shame on you! You should have made it earlier!" He smiled and that smile made me feel warm inside. It's like his smile is made of some invisible sun light and that it is lighting me up from the inside. "Well I couldn't remember how my dad uses to make it so it took me some time." "You should add it to the book. On your fathers pages. That something we shouldn't forget." The book, it seems like ages that we didn't work on it. But we already had worked so much on it that we can only add little things now and then. "Yes, that's something we shouldn't forget. I'll add it later."

I took a shower while Peeta was writing he's father's recipe down. It's late already and I'm still pretty tired of the past night. I was just drying my hair when Peeta came upstairs. He came into the bathroom and brushed his teeth. I was done drying when he was done brushing. "Is my fiancé ready to go to bed now?" He said looking at my with those blue eyes and a large smile on his face. "Yes I am." He took my hand and led me to our bed. We lay down and I put my head down on his chest while he takes me in his arms. "I've missed that sound." I said listening to his heartbeat. We kissed goodnight and I could hear snore a few minutes later. Peeta was already sleeping. He actually always falls asleep before me. Even if his being in his arms calms me down, when I know I have to sleep It always take me some time before a actually fall asleep. I know what's going to happen when I close my eyes. Most of the night I see Prim or Peeta dying and I just can't do anything about it. Other night I see all of the tributes purchasing me and sometimes I'm just left all alone with no one around. Alone in district 12 because every single person I loved had been killed. That's why I always lay my head on Peeta's chest. His heart beat remembers me that not everyone is gone, and that he's still here with me.

So I hope you've enjoyed reading this. Please review and let me know what you thought of it.