Peeta and Katniss decided it's time to try having a baby. Disclaimer: I do not own the hunger games or any of his characters

I've throw my pills away for already 3 days now. I'm stilling working hard on not changing my mind. When I have doubt I just look at Peeta and I see that smile he has since we decided it. That's keeps me from changing it. I just try to not think about it. I know he already has done some research about it, about how long it takes for the pills to stop working and how long it normally takes to get pregnant. I think he even knows what's going to happen when we'll be. Like we said we aren't talking about it to anyone and I'm perfectly happy its stays between us. I know he's really happy right now. But I have to admit I'm afraid. Really afraid. That's why I can't just think about it.

3 months later

Peeta left early to the bakery. I'm still lying in bed not feeling like coming out. It's still early so I try to just fall asleep again.

I open my eyes and feel nauseous. I run into the bathroom and vomit. Great now I'm getting sick. But I don't really feel sick, I just feel nauseous. Once my stomach is empty I walk down to the kitchen to have some light breakfast. I take a slice of bread and eat it just like that. So what I'm I going to do today? Don't feel like hunting today. Maybe I could just stay here and watch some TV. Maybe even just read a book. Ohoh, their it comes again. I run just in time to the bathroom and throw up the slice of bread. I take a glass of water and brush my teeth to make that taste go away. Well I guess I definitely shouldn't go too far from the bathroom today. So I just take a book and sit on the couch, and put on the TV to have some background noise.

At noon I'm really hungry, I didn't keep anything in my stomach of the entire morning. So I decide to take just some soup with a slice a white bread. To keep safe and prevent from more visits to the bathroom. I hear someone knocking on the door and opened it. "Hay Katniss. Weren't you supposed to come over today?" Magnolia's ask as she comes in. I completely forget! "Oh, I'm sorry Magnolia! I forget about it. I've been sick all morning." "You don't seem that sick. Well don't think about it anymore. Have some coffee?" She ask coming in the kitchen. I close the front door behind her and head to the kitchen. "Yes, Peeta made some before leaving the house. It's probably still warm now." I say and she serves herself a cup. "So where Beth? And where is Ivy?"Ivy was about 4 years old now and she was as adventures as Beth was. I ask her as I finish my soup. "Oh, sorry, want some?" I ask her. "No I've already ate at home. Beth is at school and Ivy went to the bakery with Jasper today." Oh yes, she was sick some days ago, maybe I just catch what she had. I felt something coming up again and run to the bathroom to throw everything over. "Katniss? You're okay?" Magnolia says and come in. "Can you give me a glass of water please?" I ask her still leaning over the toilet and she hands one over to me. "I've been throwing up all morning!" I told her I was sick. "I know the feeling! I almost couldn't leave the bathroom during both my pregnancy." Well I'm not pregnant. I'm not, am I? O god. Stay calm when were my last periods? I think two weeks ago I had some bleeding, but not as much as I usually do. "Katniss, are you pregnant?" No way! I can't be! Magnolia was leaning over me now why I was still in shock. "Katniss?" Was I? "Katniss?" she said again shaking my shoulder. "Yes?" I finally answer. "Are you pregnant?" I don't know okay! Stop asking me that question! "I don't know." I told her and finally look into her eyes. "I don't know." I was still in shock, which prevent me from more panic. "I know how you could know it. Stay here I'll be right back." She said and walked away. I drank the glass of water out trying to stay calm. It's probably not that. I can't be pregnant. Not yet! It's probably not even that.

"I'm back!" Magnolia jelled out and run back into the bathroom where I was still leaning over the toilet. I couldn't move the time she left. She was holding something in her hands but I couldn't see what it was. Everything I saw was just fuzzy. "It's a pregnancy test. You know how it works?" No, I'm sure Peeta know, but I hadn't any idea! "N-N-No." I blurred out. "It's really easy. You take it out his plastic and pie on this side of the stick. That's all you have to do. Afterwards it is going to tell you if are pregnant of not." That's it? That little stick is going to tell me have to panic or not! Just think about Peeta. His eyes, strong hands, lips, the way his hair fell in front of his eyes. I was calming down and took the stick. Magnolia left the bathroom and closed the door.

"So, what does it say?" I was walking circles in the bathroom while Magnolia looked at the stick. "Not ready yet. Weren't you on the pill?" I better had stayed on the pill! "I was, put I stopped three months ago." Bad idea, bad idea! Shouldn't have stopped it! Why did I! "So you were trying to have a baby? Katniss that's awesome!" Really! Because it doesn't feel like that! "Oh, sorry. It's not the right time I see." No you think! Not the time to be mean, she just trying to help me. She's just being a good friend. "It should be time know. So what does it says?" I took a deep breath and Magnolia took a look at the little stick. If its smiles I'm pregnant, if it doesn't I'm not. "It's smiling." She told me. Smiling, it's smiling. Smiling! "Oh god." I whispered more for myself. "Congratulation!" She said. Pregnant, I'm pregnant. Stay calm, think Peeta! Blue eyes, blond hair, strong arms. Think Peeta. "You have to take an appointment with a doctor." That's not what I'm thinking about right now. Not at all! "Do you still have some of Beth or Ivy's baby clothes? Like a bodies?" It's not because I'm scared that Peeta can't be happy about it. And I knew how I was going to tell him. "Euh, yes somewhere in a box." She told me. "Can I borrow one?" I just needed one little baby body. Not more. Just one to tell him about this. "Yeah of course. You can even take all of those clothes." No no no, just one will be enough. Just one.

I was trying to act normal the rest of the day, I made Magnolia promise she wouldn't tell anyone. . And I don't think Peeta noticed anything when he came back from work. I was getting pretty good at this. I had heated up some of the squirrel stew I had frozen down a week ago. Everything was ready now. "It's ready, we can eat now." I was feeling the nerves growing inside of me. I putted to plates on the table and putted some stew in both of them. He came in the kitchen cleaned up because his other clothes were covered of flour. "So how was your day with Ivy?" I ask him. "Ha, it was funny, she decorated some cupcakes. She's better than you with the frosting." He jokes. "That could actually be true!" I joke back. "Oh, something came in for you today." I say as I stay and walk to the living room. Now was the moment of true. I took the little wooden box I found in the study and came back. I handed it over to him and took a long sip of water. "What is it?" He asks me before opening it. "Just open it." I say. He looked into my eyes and opened the little box. When he looked down he sees a little green body. He took it out and looked at me. "Who is it from?" He asks, like if he didn't know yet. "Actually it's from, … Me." I said and see the look in his face change. "Wait, do you mean that we are,… expecting?" He was smiling like he was the happiest man in the whole world. Too bad I couldn't feel as happy as him about this. "Yes. We are." I give him as answer. He stood up and took my in his arms. "I love you so so much!" He says as his hugging me. "I love you too." I say. He then goes on his knees and start talking to my belly. "And I already love you too little bud." He says as his rubbing my flat tummy. "We did it! We are soon going to have our little family." He says as he takes me back in his arms and kisses me. I try to faint the fact that I'm scared to death and it seems like its working. If only he knew how afraid I was of all this.

So what do you think of this? Katniss if finally pregnant, but is she going to handle it?

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Once more I'd like to apologize for the possible grammatical mistakes, my mother tongue isn't English.