I'm finnaly back from holliday. Disclaimer: I do not own the hunger games.
The next day Peeta told everyone he felt the baby move. Even when my mom came by he told her. He told everyone he saw! Which was kind of funny because he sees a lot of people at the bakery. In no time everyone knew about it. I can't not be mad at him for that, he just happy. But the part where everyone puts their hands on my tummy is not that great! They ask but don't even wait for me to answer.
I was in the couch with Johanna and Peeta was at the bakery. We were playing with little Felix. He threw the ball away and we had to give it back to him. Don't really know why it was so funny for him but hé, that's what he wanted to do. I putted the TV on so we would have some back ground sound, which is something I like to have. It was some silly program about life after the rebellion. I never watch those programs because they always show me the faces of the people I lost and in each of these they show the pictures of Peeta and me getting married. We still have no idea of how they got those, but we are still mad about it. "Where did the ball go?" Johanna said with a silly voice to Felix. I had the same silly voice when I was talking to him. I took the ball and gave it back to him once more. "Here's the ball!" I said. The program was now over and it went over to advertisings. News flash! New collector item for the mocking jay collection. I heard it and looked at Johanna. During the years they had made a doll for each one of the victors, including Annie and Johanna. Even Nick was in the collection as Finnick's little boy, but Peeta and I had several of them. "What are they going to sell now? I hate that collection." Johanna said. I think all victors hate that collection. It's like if the capitol is still playing with us in some way. We watched the advertising too see what collector item it was. Felix wasn't really happy with the lack of attention he had right now. Starting today you can buy the 'Happy family' back, which include a Peeta Mellark doll, a pregnant doll of the now called Katniss Mellark-Everdeen. But there is more, you can also buy this little blond baby doll girl to go with it. "What!" I yelled out loud and Felix started to cry. Johanna took him in his arms and started to calm him down. "How do they know about this? Nobody except Effie in the capitol knows I'm pregnant we make sure nobody else knew." And they also knew we were having a baby girl. I hate Plutarch for starting that mocking jay collection. "Maybe someone you know told them?" I didn't know anyone who would tell them. Johanna managed to hide her pregnancy from the capitol so Felix didn't appear in it. But my little unborn little girl was already. Of course they know, they keep an eye on their Mocking jay. I was so furious that my vision started to fade. "Katniss, calm down, it's not good for the baby." Not good for the baby! The fact that's it's my baby is already not a good thing for this poor little girl! "I think I'm going to take a walk. Can you stay here by yourself?" I asked her and took a jacket in the hall. "Yeah of course. I'm going to but Felix down for his nap and I'll probably have one myself." She said, I think she didn't dare to say no because I was too furious. "Okay, I'll see you later." I said and took my bow and arrows hiding those from her. I know I promised mom and Peeta I wouldn't go in the woods anymore. But it was that or I would break everything inside of the house.
I was too angry to focus enough on anything. I walked for a long time and ended up at the little lake. I started to shoot on everything, the threes, the bushes, even managed to kill some birds and squirrels. When I was out of arrows I took all those I could find and started all over again.
When I was done shooting I just let myself fell on the ground and started to cry. I cried all of the tears I had in my body. The fear I had when I learned I was pregnant became stronger with the minute.
On my way back home I felt a little bit better. I walked back through the woods heading towards the district. I was thinking too much because I didn't hear that noise in my back. When I finally noticed it, I took my bow and turned. There was wild cat just in front of me. I shoot but he avoided it and jumped on my. Because of my tummy I couldn't take arrows as fast as I used to and I fell on the ground killing the cat, I usually would have avoid him but being pregnant really don't help when you want to hunt . When I wanted to stand again and take the arrows I shouted I noticed something was wrong. My arm was hurting me a lot. I won't be able to use my bow with this pain. So I took everything that fell and started to run towards the village, just in case that wild cat wasn't alone in the woods.
I probably was in the woods for a while because when I came back I heard some people yell my name. I walked in the village holding my arm close to me and hiding the few wounds I had. "She's here!" I hear someone yell and she run towards me. It was Greasy Sae's granddaughter, Summer. "Are you okay?" I guess I had been in the woods for a pretty long time because it was already getting dark. "Yes, I'm perfectly fine thanks." I said not that gentle. I didn't want to talk. I just wanted to go home and check my arm. The pain was harder with every step I took and even harder when I moved my arm. I was still walking towards victor's village when someone ran into our direction. I recognized that blond hair and everything that goes with it. "Thanks Summer. I'll take it over from here. Can you tell the people that are still searching that we found her?" He asked her. I was not waiting for any answer and I was still walking home leaving Summer and Peeta behind me. I just wanted to go home. I guess Summer left because Peeta ran to me and stop in front of me. "Are you okay?" I saw he was searching for a problem, something like what I was hiding under my jacket. I didn't answer, I didn't want to lie and I knew that my answer wouldn't make him happy. "Johanna called me at the bakery and told me what happen." Of course Johanna did, who would blame her? I've been in the woods for hours! "Can we just go home?" Was the first thing I could say to him. "Yes, sure. Let's go home." He putted a hand in my back, and I head to hide the fact it was painful. I guess I had some more wounds then I thought.
"Oh, good you find her!" Johanna said as we came home. "Sweetheart, don't you dare leave like this again!" Haymitch yelled. Of course he was here too, shouldn't surprise me! "Oh honey! Are you okay?" Oh, that's someone I didn't expect to see. My mom was here too. "Yeah, I'm okay." Peeta took the bow and arrows from my and I repress some more waves of pain. "I felt like hunting so I went to the woods." Maybe I shouldn't have said that. "Sweetheart, you know you can't into the woods pregnant! What if something bad had happen?" Thanks Haymitch. I wanted to reply 'something like what?' but I had a pretty good idea of what it could be. "Yeah, well nothing happened you see?" False, but they still didn't notice I was hiding my arm. "I am going to take a shower now. Okay?" I said looking at every ones face. I'm the worst person on earth. What was I thinking! And poor Peeta, he was probably worried to death! "Yeah, course. Dinner is almost ready." He said. Dinner? I haven't eaten since breakfast! How could I forget that! I didn't even drink since breakfast! "Okay, I will make it quick." I kissed him on his lips to let him know I was okay and walked upstairs without looking at the others. Once in the bathroom I took of the jacket and putted my arm into cold water. "Auw." I said, hopefully not to loud. "Katniss?" Oh damned, someone followed me!
I'm going to end this chapter here. Who is it that followed her upstairs? What's going to happen next? You'll see all of that in the next chapter.
P.s: please remember that my mother tongue isn't English so apologize me for the possible grammatical mistakes.