RPOV

It's been a month since Dimitri told me that he doesn't love me anymore. A month of plain torture, memories and thinking 'what have I done wrong?' I wish someone could tell me. Lissa and Christian's relationship is getting worse day by day and feel guilty for it. If Lissa hadn't agreed to bring Dimitri back, he wouldn't be here and Lissa wouldn't be paying so much attention to Dimitri than Christian.

Adrian, Christian, Eddie, Mia, and Sydney all have been really protective and supportive of me and I can't thank them enough for what they have done for me. Adrian is like the boyfriend I never had, always there for me, never complaining, but sometimes is overprotective. Christian and Eddie are like older brothers looking out for their little sister. Mean while Sydney and Mia are like my sisters but not as close as Lissa and me. Adrian, Christian, and Eddie have promised me that if any guy hurts emotionally or physically, they are going to kill him and that does include Dimitri.

Couple of weeks ago there was a trial to see if Dimitri is still a strigoi. It was confirmed that Dimitri is a Dhamphir and he can't harm anyone. I was delighted to hear that. Honestly, I was. At least people won't behave cautiously near him anymore. But there are 'those' kind of people who are absolutely fucktards. Even though I'm not talking to him (I only talk to him as guardian not as Rose or Roza), I still don't think that he is a strigoi because I know that he isn't. I was there when we changed him back.

Dimitri was given back his title. So now works as a guardian at the Court. Guardians get to choose if they want to work with their charges or guards the wards. I chose to guard the wards, with none other than Guardian Belikov. At first when I heard this I was really shocked because I had avoided him for so long and now I have to work with him. When I told the news to everyone they were all shocked. Eddie had this murderous look on his face, as he was ready to take down an army of strigoi or kill someone.Well, that someone would be Dimitri. Adrian and Christian wanted me to change my shifts, but I said no. I didn't want to because I know that I can't keep running away from him. No matter how many times I kept saying that I hate him, I know that's not true. I love him with my whole being and I never stopped. Everyone else knew that as well.

Today was my first shift. As much I wanted to runaway and hide, I sucked it up and went on with it. I was in the little cabin located behind the Court. It wasn't the same as the one at the academy. It had a desk, a couch, and a small kitchenette. I sat down on the chair with my back to the door. I just stared at the wall in front of me. There were a million things running through my head. I didn't know how to feel or think. Just thinking about the cabin bought back so many memories, especially of Dimitri and me. Someone shaking me bought me back to reality. I was staring at those big brown eyes that I could get lost in the depth of. His hair was tied at the nape of his neck.

"Roza, are you ok?" Dimitri asked me in worried tone. I just stared at him adoringly. Before I could say anything, his lips came crashing down onto mine. Oh God, it was the most amazing feeling ever. His tongue begged me for entrance and I allowed. The kiss was amazing and was filled with passion. He lifted me up and took me to the couch. He was on my top of me and in control as always.

I don't what happened but I pulled away and ran out. Was it right to runaway like a coward? I don't know. I heard him call my name.

"Roza! Please come back! I'm sorry! Please!" He Begged. I shouldn't have allowed him to do that. Ugh.

I ran home and cried. I'm not sure why I was crying. I think I was crying because... I don't know. Adrian and Christian came in running. I told them everything. Their expression were unreadable. I don't know if i should forgive him for what he did.

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