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Dude, that was like some shit poetry right there. ^
MISAKI POV
Dear Diary,
It's been a week since I last ate anything.
I've come up with some pretty good excuses.
Usagi-San is starting to get a little curious,
I can tell.
I barely have any energy and it sucks.
Beauty is pain though...
Right?
I closed the diary with a sigh. I reached under the bed and put the book back in it's place. I fell back on the bed with wide arms and stared at the dark ceiling. Usagi-San was in the shower next connected to the bedroom.
My mood suddenly swung, I was fine one moment and upset the next. My eyes stared into nothing as my mind began to wander . Usagi was the most important thing in my life right now, I would never purposely hurt him or upset him. If he ever found out what I was doing would it burden him...?
You're burdening him by staying the way you are now.
I brought my hands to my face and just rubbed at it. I heard the shower turn off, Usagi stepped into the bedroom in seconds with a towel around his waist and steam pouring in from behind. He looked over at me with a small smile before he began pulling clothes from his closet. I took my hands away from my face before looking over at him. He pulled a navy tee-shirt over his torso, he slipped on a pair of plain grey boxers after dropping his towel.
USAGI POV
After putting on clothes I walked over to the kind sized bed. Misaki was sprawled out on the entire bed, his face showing no emotion. I leaned over him, planting a kiss on his slightly open lips. My eyes opened wide when I felt him kiss back, he brought his arms around my neck and pulled me closer.
I put my hands behind his head and pulled him even closer. My heart jumped when I felt his little warm tongue touch my bottom lip. I brought my tongue out and began to feel his, signaling him that it was okay. He pushed his further into my mouth with a sigh. Our tongues intertwined and swirled around each other's before we pulled apart with panting breath.
Misaki's eyes were closed, his cheeks flushed, and lips bruised red. He looked exhausted but satisfied at the same time. His head fell to the side before letting out small whine.
"Misaki, are you okay?"
Misaki nodded, my concern didn't fade. I brought my face into the crook of his neck and relaxed myself. He didn't look like he wanted to continue, it didn't look like he could continue. In the midst of my thinking I heard his breathing slow down to a deep steady pace. I lifted my head to see that he'd fallen asleep. His usually peaceful sleeping face didn't look the same. His eyebrows look permanently turned upwards in worry.
...Something isn't right. He didn't do anything today, he shouldn't have so much fatigue. I brushed it off and simply rolled off of him. I pulled him to my chest and held him with love clear in my movements.
...
MISAKI POV
I woke up tangled in Usagi's embrace. I carefully retracted myself from his grasp and made my way to my own room. My first class started at 9:30, I had 40 minutes to make breakfast and get dressed.
Searching through my closet, I found an oversized beige sweater and a pair of skinny jeans. I quickly paced down the stairs beginning to preparing Usagi's meal. I laid out a bowl of white rice, and a plate containing a single omelette. My eyes traveled to Usagi's door as it opened gently. Out came a grumbling and disheveled man, as if he were hungover.
Wobbling down the stairs, he walked around the kitchen counter to pour himself a cup of coffee. I watched him reach for a mug with the word ~ HOT ~ written on it in permanent marker. He poured the already prepared coffee cooling in the pot. Making his way over to the table he abruptly stopped.
"Where's your breakfast?" He asked.
"I already ate," the lies easily slid through my teeth.
Usagi-San peered behind over his shoulder. "There aren't any dishes in the sink."
My gaze fell upon the empty steel sink. "...I cleaned them already."
Usagi stared into my eyes with a frown. My eyes didn't meet his, I awkwardly rubbed my bicep. "I'll still sit with you," I sat down in my chair across from the older man. "I have nothing else to do anyway."
He nodded once before sitting down in front of the breakfast laid out.
"You look cute today, Misaki."
"T-thank you..." I blushed, playing with the hem of my sweater. A buzz came from my bookbag, I shuffled over to fetch it.
:: Sumi: Want to walk together? I can meet u up at the book store on the corner of your street ::
I smiled gently in reply to the caring message.
:: Sure :) ::
"Usagi-San, I'm walking with Sumi-Senpai to school today. Is that okay?"
He was silent before finally answering. "... I guess."
"Thank you, I'm heading out now then. I'll see you at 12," I put on shoes and swung my book bag over my shoulder. "Buh bye" I smiled.
Usagi jumped up from his seat and sped over to the where I was standing. He gave me a peck on the lips before wishing me farewell. I nodded and left, shutting the door as gently as I could.
...Lunch Time at Da School...
"You're not eating anything?" Sumi asked before his mouth was stuffed with noodles.
I shook my head in reply as I downed my water bottle. I saw Sumi make some configuration of a frown at me. "You're looking thinner, ya know... Is something that I should know about going on?"
I only shook my head again. His frown deepened as he just continued with his lunch.
...
"Usagi-San, I'm home!" I yelled into the spacious room as I walked through the door. I through bag on the floor in a corner and flicked my shoes off. I walked over to the couch and collapsed face first. Usagi came down the stairs as soon as I laid down, his footsteps got louder until he kneeled down leveled with my covered face.
His unexpectedly warm hand stroked my hair. "You okay?" He asked quietly.
"Mhm..." I lied.
"Misaki."
I turned my head towards him and saw the worry in his usually calm eyes.
"I'm just a little nauseous and tired is all. Don't worry about me, I'm fine."
"Was it something you ate? What did you have for lunch?"
"I, uhm... Just some.. Noodles and rice."
Usagi's face didn't look very convinced.
"You've been acting strange lately, I'm starting to worry about you."
USAGI POV
As soon as I mentioned my concern towards him his eyes instantly looked glossy.
"I'm fine, I promise." Misaki answered back.
I kissed his nose gently. "You know, whatever you're hiding I'm going to find out sooner or later, Misaki."
He sighed before he closed his eyes, he rolled over and faced the back of the couch. I sighed as well at how difficult he was being at the moment. I squeezed his shoulder before getting up and heading back upstairs to do some research. I needed to get to the bottom of this.