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Thursday, October 25th 2007
7:26 AM
Ow. Ow. Ow.
I groaned slightly, sitting up. It feels cool in here, not cold, not hot.
Perfect.
Am I still sick?
I might be, it doesn't feel like it though.
I groaned.
The throbbing of my head wouldn't cease.
Can you hear it? Hitting me in the head over and over.
My hand rested on my head and I groaned again.
Just stop. Just stop. Please?
It wouldn't end. Another groan.
I sat up and rubbed the sand out of my eyes.
I haven't slept like that in ages.
I looked around.
Danny's room. No doubt. Posters of NASA covered the walls. To the left of me, on the floor, lay a mattress with a blanket and a pillow.
Danny must have slept th-
I cut myself off.
A knob. Turning. The door.
I writhed slightly on the bed, falling back and trying to act like I am asleep. Which, I failed at. It was the grimace of pain on my face that gave it away. I tried to stop myself from wincing, but all the throbbing felt like I was being repeatedly hit in the head.
I felt a hand on my shoulder, shaking me slightly. I groaned.
"Hey," Danny said, lightly. He sounded… different. Upset? Mad? Disappointed? I couldn't place it. I sat up, rubbing my eyes.
Danny. It's Danny. Don't mess it up.
"Hey, Danny," I said, opening my eyes. "I think my fever is gone."
He put a hand to my forehead, a slight smile on his face, "Yes, it is. You really blacked out last night. What happened to you?"
Even with a smile on his face that tone didn't waver.
"Um… I don't know. I just, I was really sick… and I couldn't get medicine so I guess it just got worse and worse and…" I frowned.
Where am I going with this? So much happened.
I'm so tired. Do I really have to tell him now?
Danny could tell I wasn't in the mood.
"Hey, its okay. We can talk about it later," He said, moving his hands away for a moment. He then sat on the bed next to me and put his hand back on my shoulder. "You need rest."
I need rest.
I need Danny.
I smiled lightly and leaned into him, my head on his shoulder. "Thanks, Danny."
He put his arm around me, not saying anything.
"Are you okay, Danny?" I asked, pulling away slightly to look at him.
"Honestly," He said, "I'm not. You came to town and you didn't even plan to say anything to me? And after I saved you a couple months ago, you just leave Amity Park and you don't even try to contact me?"
I winced, retreating away from him.
That's angry.
"What about you? It's not-" I paused.
Not thinking again.
Ow. Headache. Stop. Now.
What do I say? Yeah, I wasn't going to talk to him. That's because I thought he didn't want me.
"I didn't leave because I didn't want to see you," I said.
"Then why?" Danny asked.
I groaned silently, falling back on the bed.
"I didn't think you wanted me in your life," I whispered, staring at him. His eyes looked deflated.
"What… What made you think that?" He said quietly.
Useless.
I'm useless.
I stared at the ceiling.
"I'm a mistake," I whispered. It was so faint I'm not even sure if he heard it.
I could feel tears.
Mistake.
I am just a mistake.
