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Dimitri
"Fuck!" I yelled as I kicked the door shut after entering the flat.
Zeklos was jumping slightly by the bar giving me a wide eyed side glaze. "The fuck man?"
Running my hands through my hair my head was going 500 miles an hour as Christian appeared through the door. "Dude you got to chill"
"Don't fucking tell me what to do" I snapped glaring at him.
"You knew she was back, why so surprised?" Christian asked leaning against the bar next to Ivan.
"Because" Ivan said with his mouth full, "She was already good looking before she left, now coming back she looks like one of them big ass porn stars you find on-"
"Finish that fucking sentence and I'll cut your dick off" I growled feeling anger pumping through my veins. Christian moved away from Ivan, "I have no clue what the fuck is going on in your head most of the time, the fuck man?"
"What I was just-"
Christian held his hands up, "Don't touch me"
Ivan rolled his eyes, "So she looks fucking great? So what? Not to sound gay but have you seen yourself? You look like Schwarzenegger in his good days man"
Shaking my head I was blocking Ivan out of my head. But I didn't really want to, it only made me listen to every single thought passing through my head. I noticed her the minute she stepped out from the main building. How she turned around to give Lissa a hug and how my dick got hard seeing her ass, from across the yard might I add. I clenched my fists at the thought of it.
I was almost shaking when I first saw her making her way over. Not a clue what to say, all I could do was act on the emotion that brewed within, anger. I know it's not the soundest and sane thing to do, but I've fucked plenty of pussy to get over her. I see her once and nothings changed. The fuck is wrong with the universe?
The worst thing though? The worst is what she said before she walked away. My tactic was to fuck with her head just like she fucked with mine. I know I was being an absolute dick, but I had no clue she'd have a come back in store. Not even close.
"It's funny you mention that because yes, yes I think I've heard that before, about every time someone bought me a drink, which was every night because I never bought one"she fake laughed before turning serious and I knew I was in deep trouble "But do you know what's most comforting? The fact that this ass is tighter than any ass you've ever wished to bury your face in and you are never getting any joy out of it"
That image is burned deep into my mind where it won't ever leave for a long time. I bet I can jerk off to it for fucking weeks judging by what she does to me and I haven't even touched her yet..
"So what's your plan D?"
Falling onto the sofa I sighed, "Fuck knows.. What I do know is that I need a drink, you up for it Ozera?"
"Got date night, tomorrow?" He half shouted from the kitchen.
"Cool" I mumbled turning the TV on. I needed something to zone out my thoughts so I turned up the volume.
Rose
I was having dinner with my parents before it was time to head over to Tasha's flat. We were sitting by the dining table, Mum said that it was dads turn to cook, so in True Abe fashion, he ordered Chinese.
I was eating my noodles as mum and dad were talking about what they wanted to change around the house. Like I said previously, they are very particular in their taste, they love grey/brown hues with lot's of white and black accents. Very clean and simplistic kind of style.
"So how was your first day yesterday? I didn't see you when I got in" Papa asked as he was filling up his plate.
"It was ok, I saw Lissa, Tasha and Viktoria. They all seemed to remember me" I smiled.
"Of course, it's hard not to" Dad winked my way before he started eating, "Oh I spoke to Olena this morning, she was so happy we were back, she wanted to arrange something soon so we could all catch up"
Biting my lip I got flashbacks of yesterday. Shaking my head I put more noodles in my mouth.
"Have you seen Dimitri yet?" Dad asked.
"He must be happy you're back" Mom smiled as she was pouring wine into her glass.
Making a face I moved my noodles around on my plate, "Can I have some too please?" I asked pushing my glass her way, thinking about avoiding the question, but knowing my parents they'd see through it. "I saw him yesterday, he's …changed" I chose my words carefully putting the food in my mouth I continued, "A lot"
"Don't speak with your mouth full" Mom half glared at me as I rolled my eyes and smiled.
"Changed how?" Dad asked looking at me with a frown.
Shrugging, I knew I couldn't tell them the whole truth, but "He's got a new girlfriend" slipped out.
"Oh" Mom said grimacing before looking over at me, "You guys didn't really leave on the best notes did you?"
"To put it lightly" I said leaning back in my seat, "He's huge though, looks like he's on steroids"
"We both know Olena would give him a beating if he was" dad said. Smiling I nodded, she would!
Olena was one tough woman and I had always loved her. She was one of the strongest women I had ever met.
"So what are you girls doing tonight?" Mom asked as she was refilling dads plate. I chuckled, it was still a mystery to me why he wasn't twice his size judging by how much he ate. He always told me that yelling at people all day is the best calorie burner. At one occasion he said I had my mother to thank, after that I faked throwing up right in front of him and he just laughed at me.
"We're going to Tasha's to get ready and then we're going to The red, Down town"
"Let me know if you need a lift" Dad winked, he knew I came home trashed sometimes, he was just good at keeping it away from my mother. My mom shot him a glare and he cleared his throat and said, "Make sure you are responsible!"
"I will" I said taking my dishes to the sink, "I love you both, I'll see you tomorrow" Kissing both their cheeks I grabbed my bag and I was out the door.
Tasha lived in a small flat on the outskirts of school, it was a cute little thing, tons of little bits laying around but it all made it very homey. She had lit loads of candles, half her wardrobe was on her bed as she was pouring some cheap wine into glasses.
"Right, I cannot decided what tot wear so I need all the help I can get" She said as she took a big sip on her wine before handing me a glass.
"What about that awesome leather skirt you wore a while ago? Makes you're legs look killer" Vika said as she popped her head out from the bathroom as she was doing her make up.
"Ata girl" Tasha said, "That's why I love you Viktoria!"
I chuckled as I was skimming through the different outfits I had brought. To be honest I haven't been out for over a year so I wasn't sure what to wear. I got some different options and I was gonna ask the girls what their thoughts were.
Lissa was plugging her Phone in getting the music going as she joined us in Tasha joined bedroom/living room. "Yes!" She said seeing Tasha getting into the leather skirt, "Wear that with that black crop top and your hair out and you will look awesome"
"Thanks Liss" Tasha shouted as she was digging it out. Lissa was pulling out a soft pink number from her bag and a pair of scrappy heels. "What are you wearing Rose?" She grinned picking up her glass.
"Well, I haven't been out in a while so I wasn't sure what to wear but I got some different stuff to choose from. But I'll go try something on and I'll show you. Is anyone we know going tonight?" I asked as I joined Vika in the bathroom.
"Well the usual I guess, it's the most popular place to go in town really, it's always a good crowd" Vika smiled as she was doing her lashes giving me a smile. Turning towards me she grinned, "Damn!"
"Is that good?" I asked grinning.
I put on a pair see through black pantyhose, high waisted black jean shorts, a black tube top with a fishnet style top over it.
"Tasha you're gonna love this" Vika grinned, "You look hot Rose" she said getting back to her make up.
"Fuck's sake Rose" Tasha groaned, "You're not suppose to out dress us all"
I laughed, "I'm wearing shorts, you're the one with he leather skirt!"
She rolled her eyes, "You gotta wear a choker with that, I have one you can borrow" she said disappearing. I smiled to myself, I had really missed these girls.
Lissa appeared in the door wearing his amazing pink dress that reached just passed her knee, it was like a second skin on her and turtle neck. She looked incredible! "Liss" I gaped, "You look gorge! Where did you get those little curves from" I teased, "No offence but when back in the day you were like a stick"
She gave me a wink "Christian works me hard"
Vika was pretending to throw up in the sink as she said that and I snickered, "I'm glad the two of you are going strong, how long is it now?"
"Almost eight years" Lissa grinned as she was applying Lipgloss. "Wow" Was all I could say. It felt like forever since Dimitri and I was doing everything to get Christian to finally ask Lissa out. At least some people could stick together.
"Here" Tasha smiled passing me a thin black choker. I smiled in return as I put it on before putting on some thin liner and Mascara. With a slightly darker shade on my lips I was ready.
Viktoria took ages with her make up but as soon as she was done she slid into this cool long sleeve blue dress. It had a low back and reached just above her knee. Before I knew it we had finished the bottle of wine and we were in a cab on our way to the Red.
The queue outside wasn't massive but people were still queuing. Tasha walked straight to the front and smiled to one of the bouncers and slid him a twenty. As he let us pass she kissed his cheek in a very girly way and he just sent her a wink in return.
"Very smooth" I said as we walked in. Tasha sent me a wink before opening another door and the music hit us like a wall. The bass was so good you could feel it from the bottom of your stomach.
The Weeknd was blasting through the speakers, the beat dropped and as the lights were flickering across the room. It was a big place, they had big bars on one side of the dance floor and boots across from it. The dance floor was already crowded even though it was just after ten.
The bar was our first stop as the wine didn't even affect us. As Lissa got to the bar, a round of shots was put down in front of her. Passing them out she grinned holding her hand up, "To our golden girl who has finally returned, we've missed you!" she shouted.
"To Rose" Tasha and Vika grinned as we clinked our glasses together to then down the burning liquid.
It felt so good! The music was so loud I couldn't think about anything but the lyrics, Lissa always was a hoot on a night out. Tasha always knew the right people so she kept you going and nobody was a better dancer then Viktoria.
As Lissa passed me a Vodka Cranberry, Christian appeared taking Lissa in his arms. He had really shaped up over the years as well. His hair was still dark as night but had a boyish look to it was he always flicked it out of his eyes. He was still on the lanky side but he had definitely gotten some meat on those bones since the last time I saw him.
She grinned as he was whispering something in her ear. I rolled my eyes, them two had always been so sickly sweet. As another song came on Viktoria took a hold of my hand dragging me with her onto the dance floor.
Viktoria and I was always the ones staying the longest on the dance floor, even if we had only been to bonfires and backyard parties together she was the only one who could properly let loose. Tasha was more for getting her groove on as long as she knew she had some guys attention.
Lissa Mainly danced with Christian but we got a hold of her every now and then.
Downing my drink I could feel the warm thingy feeling spread through my veins. Getting lost to the music with Vika we were singing loudly as we were jumping around among the warm bodies crowding the dance floor.
As Justin Bieber came on Vika screamed a girly scream and Lissa suddenly joined us. I could tell she was a true Belieber as she knew every single word. I laughed at the two as they were doing the moves from the video. Lissa's eyes were closed as she moved lip singing each word. Viktoria grabbed my hands as she started to move her hips to the beat and I couldn't help but follow. I hadn't had this good of a time in so long.
Seeing Tasha over at the Bar again I pulled the girls with me. As we met her she passed us all a bottle of beer and a wink, clinking them together Vika and Lissa instantly started talking about something.
Turning towards the dance floor, my eyes scanned the room. This wasn't a scene I was use to, and this was my home town after all. The only clubbing I had done was in London and that was mainly to find the right guy to pick me up. I didn't go with just any guy, I was a good people reader, but that didn't make it safe.
I did some pretty stupid things in London.
Suddenly I could see Ivan's familiar face making his way through the crowd and he grinned as his eyes fell on me. His hair still sandy blonde, he was wearing a white shirt, rolled up sleeves and pair of fitted black jeans. He could be the most annoying guy in the world, but he had a good heart! Grinning in return he gave me a bear hug, "I didn't expect to see you here" he said close to my ear.
"Girls night out" I shouted. He chuckled and nodded before pointing at my half empty drink, "Want another one?"
I made a face at the beer and he snickered, "Or what ever?"
"Vodka Cranberry" I smiled. He grinned as he pulled me over to the bar. He told the bartender what he wanted before turning back to me. "You look awesome Rose, really, I'm happy to see you back"
"It's good to see you too, you good?"
"Yeah, schools a pain but I didn't get a scholarship for nothing" he said with a smug look. I shook my head as I chuckled, "You're just as smug as ever"
He laughed outright as he reached for our drinks, passing me mine, he had two beers in hand. Feeling spontaneous I said, "Wanna dance?"
The look on his face, I knew instantly that he was hesitating and that was only because of one person. I rolled my eyes taking a swig of my drink, "You know it's not like that, we're just friends Ivan, plus I'm not even with him anymore, it's been six years"
He had a cautious look on his face, I gave him my best smile, "Come on Ivan, you know nobody's a better dancer than me, plus you got sick moves"
Chuckling at that he nodded, "I am pretty Awesome"
"Well then" I said finishing my vodka cranberry a little too quickly. I blinked hard as the rush was burning through me.
"You ok?" He asked looking a bit worried.
"I've had much worse" I said putting a smile on my face, "Come on" I said grabbing one of the beers out of his hands before pulling him onto the dance floor.
As I was skimming through the crowds I came to a sudden stop when I saw two bodies moving together onto the dance floor. Dimitri was standing behind Camille who was barely wearing what normal people would call a dress. His hands were on her hips as she was grinding against him, his mouth on her neck as they were publicly dry fucking.
Rage started to fill me, Ivan placed his arm on my shoulder, "Are you ok?"
Shaking my head I tore my eyes away from them. Licking my lips I nodded before giving him a smile, "Yeah" taking long swig of Ivan's beer I dried my lips on the back of my hand. He chuckled at me just as Dance off, Macklemore and Ryan Lewis came on.
"This is my Jam" I grinned towards Ivan as Idris Elba's voice was filling the room.
As the beat dropped Ivan instantly started ugly dancing and I couldn't help but laugh out loud as he was looking crazy. Finishing my beer I joined him. We had a history of amazing dance offs during Mine and Dimitri's last summer. He knew how to have a good time on the dance floor just like Viktoria and wasn't afraid to look stupid at all.
N**as in Paris came on and the whole room started moving to the steady beat. I was rapping every single word to Ivan as he was laughing hard me. Drying tears from his eyes I placed my hands on his shoulders I started jumping shouting "That shit Cray!"
Suddenly he was tugged back causing me almost to fall over. Between us stood Dimitri, With his back to me I could tell by the tense look of his shoulders he was saying a word or two to his best friend.
Angry with his sudden way of intruding I glared at his back before tapping his shoulder. I could faintly hear his fierce voice over the music when he gently shoved Ivan in the other direction. My shoulders dropped in disappointment, I knew my night would be ruined from now on.
Turning towards me I was shooting him glares as he snapped "What?"
My brows rouse at his fierce tone of his voice "Eh what's your problem?" I asked, "You kind of ruined our dance off"
"What you jumping up and down with her tits all up in his face?" He snapped, "Please, I hardly call that dancing"
"I know you don't know how to dance, because you probably call foreplay on the dance floor that, but normal people like keep that behind closed doors"
"You're spying on me now?" he challenged raising a brow.
I rolled my eyes, "You wish, It's just hard not to see you half fucking on the dance floor"
Stepping closer he spoke in a dark voice as he said "Jealous?"
Huffing I took a step away from him. His smell was absolutely intoxicating, he was fucking with me.
He chuckled darkly, "I know you are"
"Of Camille?" Shaking my head, "Nu-uh, If I wanted to be a slut I could do that without being paid for it" I said snidely shooting him a look.
"What was that?" he said fiercely.
Tasha appeared with a grin that died quickly as she saw the angry look on Dimitri's face. Ignoring him I turned to Tasha, "Wanna get a drink?"
As I started to pull her to the bar Dimitri grabbed my upper arm pulling me to him, "What the fuck did you just say?"
His fingers were digging into my arm and I was glaring at his hand before meeting his gaze, "You heard me, now get your hands the fuck off of me" I hissed.
"You think I pay her?" He huffed, "Please, I can have any girl in here in my bed before you even find a lift home"
"Does it look like I care?" I snapped back.
"Oh you care" he said as he was studying me before leaning close, "I bet you've never had anyone fuck you like me"
Gasping, his voice made goose bumps spread across my whole body. He pulled away, Leaning over me towards Tasha, "Wanna Dance babe?"
My head snapped over towards her and she had a grim look on her face before she shook her head. His eyes fell on me once more before running a hand through his hair, "Suit yourself. Camille!" He grinned as she appeared
"Wanna go home baby?" She said with a sultry look as she started to cling to him. With only a nod he started to make their way through the crowd. He sent me one last gaze before disappearing.
I stood there frozen.
I could still hear his voice in my ear, feel his smell fill my nostrils. Tasha was still next to me as she was grabbing my hand. I felt so disgusted with his behaviour I felt sick. Literarily sick.
I think Tasha could see it on my face as she started tugging at my hand, "Let's go outside"
As soon as we did I hurried around the corner, pulling my hair back as I emptying my guts out next to a dumpster. Tasha was rubbing my back as she was moving some strands out of my way.
Feeling a cold shiver come over me, I spit one more time before straightening up.
Looking over at Tasha she had a guilty look written all over her face and I just shook my head, waving her off, "Don't sweat it"
Sighing she said, "I was going to tell you that something happened, it was once, it was three years ago and to be honest it was one of the biggest mistakes I've ever made"
Nodding, I didn't look at her "I've made my fair deal of mistakes so I don't blame you" I said bitterly.
"Please don't be mad at me" she said, I could tell she felt really bad, part of me wanted to be mad but I knew i had no right to. If I hadn't left this would never have happened. I cannot blame one of my best girlfriends for that, I had lost enough over the years.
Shaking my head no I dried my mouth as I cleared my throat, "I'm not going to let him come between us"
A Thankful smile came onto her lips as she took my hand in her "Thank you, plus I'm pretty sure he was just trying to taunt you" she said with a grim look on her face, "He became a real asshole after you left"
Biting the inside of my cheek I didn't want to think of him any longer. He had already ruined my night. "I think I'm gonna head home" I said giving Tasha a small smile, "I've had enough for one night"
"I feel you" she said giving me a hug, "Let me know when you're home yeah? Viktoria is sleeping at mine so I gotta go find her"
"I will, tell them I'm Sorry I just left" I said hailing down a cab.
"Don't worry, they'll understand" she smiled. "Get home safe"
I gave her one last smile before I got into the cab. The silence was almost deafening, burying my face in my hands I took a few deep breaths as the taxi slowly took me home.
I don't know how I could even think that Dimitri would be remotely OK with me returning, but I had no idea it was going to be anything like this. The way he was speaking in my ear, the way his words shot straight through me, the affect he had on me made me feel sick all over again. Was I ever going to be happy being in the same town as him?
What do we think? It's clear you're not very big fans of Dimitri so far, he is quite dark character in this story but have faith. He has been hurt deeply and I don't think he knows how to cope.
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