Can we all be clear that this will probably have some grammatical errors cause I am using my phone to write this next chapter. My laptop has broken and my boyfriend is always on his computer so I can never get a chance to go on there at the moment. So, my phone will have to do – please do not criticise the errors cause I am trying my best to remove them all. But I'm human and I will make mistakes.

So, Ana. Where were we?

Chapter 5 : Mrs Grey, not at work.

It had been a month since my talk with Christian about blip and so far things have continued back to normal. I am back to my better self and that makes Christian happier than anything. Today however was finally the day I put my big girl pants on and go back to work. Luckily enough I have a team around me that can power through when I am disposed, but it's time I hit the nail on the head and go back to being a bad ass boss at Grey Publishing.

"good morning Ana, what would you like for breakfast?" asked Mrs Jones. I smiled sweetly l, to be perfectly honest I didn't want anything but I know for the sake of being judged I better comply.

" just granola this morning please and a breakfast tea". It's all I could stomach and I'm sure fifty would have his opinion on the choice I've made but in all honestly I didn't care.

"why hello Mrs Grey" and that sexy voice that could only belong to my husband make my libido jump up from its morning slumber. How can his voice even have this effect on me? I have it bad. Sue me.

"Mr Grey" I reply. Oh he look delicious. He's wearing my favourite suit that is ever so fitting around is ass and I notice he has paired it with that gray tie. Oh he is trying to tease me this morning.

"Gail, please may I have bacon, eggs and a side of toast. Oh and a coffee- black". Oh he is bossy this morning.

"of course Mr Grey" and Gail pottered off around the kitchen making Christian his breakfast. He looks at me and studies my outfit. I have chosen a very nice- yet could be seen as 'too short' black skirt that stops right before my knee. I've paired that with a dark blue blouse and my black blazer. I look good. I think.

"that is a short skirt Mrs Grey" Christian notions and I know what he's trying to say. Ana change your skirt but I'm playing dumb.

"is it? Oh. Shame" I reply in my teenage sulk. I will wear this skirt. It's my choice.

"you're lucky I love you so much" he states and I guess that's his way of saying that I can wear it but I don't like it. I smile at him and head towards the bathroom to brush my teeth. 8.30 and I make my way to leave. Christian meets me at the door as work beckons him too. We both step into the elevator and instantly the electricity starts to flow between us. What is it about these damn elevators? They make my inner goddess want to dance around a stripper pole. I notice Christian also is feeling the effects and from under my eye lashes I look up at his glorious face.

"don't Ana. I want to fuck you but I have work to attend and so do you". He is keeping his glare forward and not looking at me. Oh fifty I know you've got it just as bad as I do.

The elevator felt longer than it was but when the cold air from the car park hit my face it felt heavenly. Taylor drove us to work with Sawyer behind. He has the duties of babysitting me at work today. I've come quite accustomed to Sawyer, he feels more brotherly to me than a body guard these days.

We arrive at my ivory business tower and I take a deep breathe. Come on Grey, you don't need to be nervous.

" have a good day Ana" Christian speaks but his face falls. Oh fifty, I am going to miss being with you all the time. These last few weeks he has been with me 24/7 and I have loved every minute of it. There is never a time where I don't get enough of this man. I will always want more.

"I'm going to miss you" I speak and caress his cheek.

" me too. More than you know. I love you" and he places a kiss on my forehead. I climb out of the car – trying not to prove that my skirt is in fact short – with Sawyer joining me. The building hadn't changed to my joy. I wasn't sure what I was expecting but I'm glad it's the same. Lucy was the receptionist today and she threw a big grin on her face when she saw me coming.

" oh Ana, it's so good so see you back" she squeals excitedly. I liked Lucy and she was very good at her job.

" thank you. Is Hannah in?" I ask.

"yes Ana. She's waiting for you. Everything is ready to be caught up on and a breakfast tea has just been brewed". This is why I love my staff. They look after me too.

"thank you" I reply and make my way up to much office where Hannah would be. I'm cautious to see Hannah as she was a part in blip happening and I know in hindsight I should have kept more on top of my schedule and noticing my shot appointments but fuck. I felt a twinge of pain in my heart remember these past events but swiftly move them as side. Not today Satan. When I opened the doors there she stood with paper work and of course my tea already on the desk.

" oh Ana it's so good to have you back here. I've missed you.". I smile. Christ even seeing Hannah is hard.

" thank you. It's good to return. So, shall we catch up?" and then Hannah dives into everything and I'm lost in this meeting for 4 hours.

I start to feel hungry so Sawyer kindly goes to get me lunch – chicken salad with a diet coke. Nothing fancy.

*bing* and my blackberry lights up blue.

Good first day back at work Steele. Ring me later to fill me in. See you soon. K x

I haven't spoken to Kate in a long time. I just couldn't. She is of course the best, best friend I could ask for but she is so intrusive at times that with blip I couldn't have her asking me all these questions.

I just put my phone back down when it starts to ring. It's him. Finally, I've been waiting.

"hello"

"hello baby, you okay?". God even though I left him like 5 hours ago I miss him. I want to be cradled in his arms.

"yes thanks, you?".

" I am. But I am having a hard time being away from my wonderful wife".

Oh. I blush.

"I wish you were with me" I spoke and I felt like a child for some reason.

" me too Ana. I love you Mrs Grey".

"love you too Christian. See you at 5.30".

"bye baby". And he hung up. I dive back into other bits of paper work. I've missed so much since I've been off.

*buzz* goes my intercom.

"yes?" I answer

"er Mrs Grey we have a Mrs Lincoln to see you".

My breath hitches. Are you fucking kidding me. This fucking bitch troll will not leave me the fuck alone.

"why is she here?". Fucking bitch troll.

"she says she needs to speak with you urgently". Fine. But I'm calling fifty and I'm taking precautions with this vile woman.

"I'll send Sawyer to collect Mrs Lincoln". Fuck. Christian is going to flip.

"SAWYER!" I shout and he comes rushing in.

" Elena is down stairs and apparently must see me. Search her and bring her up. Do not leave my side once you are back. I am going to contact Mr Grey now". He looks at me worried. He knows Christian is going to fucking kill me. But he complies.

"yes ma'am". And he leaves to retrieve the bitch troll.

I press dial on Christian's number and await the shit that is about to unfold.

"Ana! Are you okay?". And I decide to be utterly truthful.

"no. No I am not. After everything that's fucking happened. She's turned up here". I shout. I am freaking pissed actually.

"what. Who? ANA WHO?". Wait for it Grey.

"Elena". I hear him growl and I know he's probably leaning his office to come straight to me now.

"I'm coming. Do not be alone with her Ana. I forbid you. Sawyer better be with you at all times. Fuck. Why does she have to... I'm coming. Ana be safe. Be careful. Fucking listen to me and don't do anything stupid". And in the background I can hear the cars doors shutting. He'll be here within 20 minutes. Not long at all.

"yes Christian". And he puts the phone down on me. Fuck.

I don't know how minutes have past but I know she's going to waltz in my office soon with that crappy dye job blonde hair of hers and probably be more of a bitch than usual. There on que was a knock on my door and it gave me 1 second to prepare myself.

" Mrs Lincoln for you, Mrs Grey". Sawyer announced and shut the door after Elena came in. And fuck she looked pretty fucking good. Her black dress was tight and clearly she'd made an effort to see me.

"Elena. What a surprise. What can I do for you?". I ask. Sweet as sugar.

"oh no Anastasia. Don't be innocent with me. I've come here for a reason. See I've stayed away cause Christian wanted me to. But I cant any longer. I miss him and he doesn't know it yet but he's made for me. You need to be out of the picture. He isn't the Christian that I love, that I trained him to be around you and I want him back".

I was just about ready to burst in fit of laughter. Is this fucking troll delusional? How can she even think that she has a hold on Christian like I do? I'm angry really fucking angry. I want to drag her out of my office by her hair.

"are you fucking kidding me" I start and she looks at me confused.

" do you realise that I am married to Christian? That I sleep next to him every night? That I am the woman he makes love too?". I threw that one in there to hurt. I had no feelings but hatred towards her now.

I stood up from off of my chair and had my hands flat on my desk. Anger radiated through me. And then the door bursts open and my fifty is here. He analyses me and sighs relief realising that I am okay.

"YOU". He shouts pointing to Elena.

" WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU PLAYING AT?". She looks at him straight into his gray eyes.

"I miss you christian". She starts and her words make my stomach sick. This asshole needs to leave. Proto.

"and you thought you'd come here to see my wife? I told you before. I don't want anything to do with you. We are done. Why can't you get that in your head?". He asks and I want to laugh. It's probably all that bleach blonde hair dye sinking into her brain. I reel myself in. That's such a teenager response.

" but I'm the one for you. Don't you see? You need me and you need the control. You have gone so soft recently but I know you Christian and I know even now, you want the control and the sex together again. She can't be what you want but think about where you came from and where I brought you. Don't you want that?".

I awaited his answer but I'm so fucking mad. I walk around my desk and go to stand next to were like a unit now. Both together and battling the enemy.

"NO". He shouts ands I sag in relief. Why do I doubt him?

Elena looks at me with disgust but then smirks. What is she planning?

"oh Ana? I'm sorry to hear about your baby". And she is so fucking smug right now.

twists and my heart screams. How the fuck does she know? I look at fifty but he doesn't look back at me. He didn't? I move to be in front of him and force his eyes to look into mine.

He wouldn't have told her surely? He cut all ties. He just said so. But how would she know? Grace does the acknowledge her any more so that leaves? I'm so hurt. So hurt and so fucking angry. I turn to Mrs bitch troll and without thinking punch her straight in the face.

I'm not sure what happened after but I've never felt better in that moment. I finally got to punch Mrs Robinson in the face.