Heellloooo readers! Or fellow fanfictioners? No? Okay. Lol heey guys. I have bad news. So, I start school tomorrow and that means I won't be able to update as often. Even though it already takes me so long to update now. I feel so ashamed of myself that this chapter is so short but I love the way I ended it. And for those of you all that want Blaine to turn gay already, patience is the key! :) Imagine if you were straight and someone pressured you to turn gay or lesbian. Or other way around. Anyway! Thank you guys for reading my fic! All reviews are accepted. :)
Kurt's POV
When I arrive at The Lima Bean, the whole Dalton gang is there. Not just the four misfits. Wes had a serious look on his face while the rest of their heads were down. If I were to do a head count, there's about 14 boys.
"Kurt, please take a seat." Wes says, gesturing to the surprisingly empty seat. I happened to realize we are the only ones in the Bean, I mean, even the staff is gone.
I sit down and question, "Where in the world is all the civilians and staff? This place is pretty busy like, all the time."
"We asked them to leave." David answers.
"And how did you manage to do that?" I ask shocked.
"We sang to them."
I nod my head in understanding. Of course they serenaded them and they were swooned. It was one of the warblers many special talents. Especially when Blaine is the lead. Sigh. Blaine. I hope he's okay.
"So, Kurt, I bet you already know what we want to talk about." Jeff says.
"Yeah, I think I have a pretty good idea." I say. We all know they want to talk about Blaine. We all know that they are about to jump me because I hurt their Blainers.
"We aren't going to jump you, Kurt. If that's what you were thinking."
I let out a huge sigh of relief. Thank God.
Trent comes out of the pact, holding his phone as if he wanted everyone to hear something.
"I trust that Sarah told you everything about Blaine before he joined us," I nod. "So, when he came to us, we were confused. And he pleaded that we allow him to join us. But, we needed him to sing first. And he sang this." Trent says as he presses play. I groan silently. I really didn't want to hear Blaine sing right now. Because I know I'll end up bawling my eyes out.
You think I'm pretty
Without any makeup on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the punchline wrong
I know you get me
So I let my walls come down, down
It was Blaine singing, while playing the piano. Wow, I actually never knew he could play the piano. Or play it that amazingly.
Before you met me
I was alright but things
Were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my Valentine, Valentine
Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I,
will be young forever
You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back
Tears start coming out of his eyes and his throat begins to clog up. I can tell in his voice because it slightly starts to crack.
My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back
We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete
Oh, his voice definitely cracked. I just feel so bad for him I just…
Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I,
will be young forever
Cause you make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back
My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back
Don't ever look
I'm a get your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
You make me feel
Like a, teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back
He's singing with so much passion. Tears slowly come out of my eyes too. Some of the warblers were tearing up.
My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So, oh oh
Don't ever look back, no
I'm a get your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
My heart completely broke after he sang that last sentence. It was like that song was made for him to sing. That was his song.
Be your teenage dream tonight
When he finished the song, I was sobbing, David hands me a tissue and I blow my nose. I clear my throat so I could speak.
"That was…"
"Moving? Yeah, we thought so too." Wes says, throwing away his tissues.
"It was extremely lovely. Thank you for showing me that. But why?"
Nick stands from his seat and walks over to my table and gently sits on it.
"Because Blaine has been through so much but he's very good at hiding it. You didn't know he was guarded up until now, right?"
I nod.
To be honest, I would have never known. I thought he must have the best life in the world. I mean, he's hot, dapper, what girl won't be attracted to that? Sarah even told me she thought he was attractive. And that's his best friend.
"We wanted to tell you that we aren't mad at you, but don't think we are happy with you. Well, we are the Warblers," Wes says looking around. "We are groomed to find the best in everything. We understand that you did it for love but he could've died and then there would be no Blaine. You probably already know that. But we forgive you." Wes nods.
"But, if you ever, hurt Blaine like this again, I will kill you. I'm not joking. I love Blaine like he's my brother. I'll go to jail over killing you. I will-"David says threatening me.
"Okay... David. I think he gets it." Jeff says.
"Otherwise, we're good Kurt. If he ever turns gay, we hope he's with you. I think you've learned your lesson." David reassures me.
"But, we wanted to tell you some things about Blaine."
I groan. I know what I did was terrible but everyone keeps telling me stories about him and I honestly don't want to hear it right now but I have no choice.
"Blaine… um. He sort of has anger issues. Well, what I mean by that is that when something angers him, he goes wild. David told me he slapped you. In that moment, he wasn't necessarily angry, he was shocked and hurt. So, when Blaine is mad, give him his space." A random warbler says.
"Blaine, he's extremely nice. He will literally do anything for the person he loves," another warbler says. Too bad Blaine doesn't love me so…
"Blaine loves you, Kurt. He won't shut up about you. It's just that he doesn't-"
"Love me in that way. I know that already."
"But have you accepted that?" Wes questions.
He's right. I never really accepted that Blaine's not in love with me. Because I'm holding onto the slight chance that Blaine might love me. I know he's the one. How do I know? Well, you can't really explain how but, once you find your soul-mate, you'll be together forever. And I am certain that Blaine is my soul-mate. There's no one I'd rather be with.
"No." I tell him.
"Well, you need to. For the time being. You never know, he may change." Nick says.
"Yeah, we can't have you killing any girl he might be with. Or guy."
I chuckle to myself. I might actually do that… Nah, I can't go through what I went through again.
"I understand."
"You're lucky Quinn is in the Bahamas right now. Because when she finds out about this… Jesus. I wouldn't want to be around for that."
All of a sudden, I got extremely worried. I forgot about Quinn. And Cooper! Oh shit man. I thought my ego was already killed. Wait till the Andersons come along to finish me off.
My thoughts were interrupted by a loud ringing sound erupting from everyone's phones. Whoa, what are the odds?
I answer mine and hold my phone up to my ear.
"Hello?"
"Hello, is this Kurt Hummel?"
"Yes, it is he,"
"I have called to inform you that Blaine has woken from his coma."
My hands start to shake, which causes me to drop my phone on the ice cold floor. My body froze, slightly shaking as the rest of the warblers celebrate.
Tears start falling out of my eyes as my lips tremble. My lips form into the biggest grin I have ever had in my entire life. This is the greatest news I have ever received. Ever.
"Kurt? Kurt Hummel, are you there?"
I snap out of my frozen state and pick up my phone, surprised that it wasn't cracked.
"Can I see him?"
"Yes."
"AHHHHHH!" I scream.
All the warblers stop celebrating and looks at me suspiciously. Oh God, how embarrassing.
"Sorry," I say shyly.
I grab my keys and run out of the Lima Bean. I was so excited that words couldn't eve explain how I felt. Blaine Anderson, the love of my life, is alive.
HE'S ALIVE!
If I believed in God like everyone else does, I'd be hugging him right now.
When I got to the hospital, half of the warblers beat me there and Rachel, Finn, The Andersons, including Quinn and Cooper, oh shit I need to avoid them. And Sarah who was lying on the ground, facing the ceiling, thanking God or doing some type of prayer.
When Rachel sees me, she runs over to me and pulls me into the tightest hug I have ever witnessed. But I didn't care, my excitement overpowered everything.
"He's alive!" We both shout at the same time.
When they tell us what room he's in, we all rush down the hallway to room 3b. I peeked in the room and saw an adorable Blaine, watching TV. The way his eyes lit up made me coo.
I breathe in and walk into the room.
"Blaine!" The whole crowd erupts.
"Hey guys!" he says, welcoming and giving everyone hugs.
When he did, I felt like my whole world came crumbling down.
He didn't get amnesia.
He was the same old Blaine who would never love me.
The new directions started to hum. Oh God, they were singing.
Hum-hum-hum-hum-hum
Hum-hum-hum-hum
Hum-hum-hum-hum-hum
(Artie: Yeah)
Hum-hum-hum-hum-hum (Artie: Mmmm)
Hum-hum-hum-hum-hum (Mercedes: Ohhhh)
Hum-hum-hum-hum (Mercedes: Yeah) hum (Artie: Ohhhh noooo)
Artie sang his part, with so much passion.
Sometimes in our lives
We all have pain
We all have sorrow
But, if we are wise
We know that there's always tomorrow
Mercedes with Artie and New Directions:
Lean on me
When you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Till I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on
After a while, I joined in too.
Mercedes (New Directions):
Please! (Please...)
Swallow your pride (Pride...)
If I have things
(with New Directions: You need to borrow)
(For) For (Ooooh...) no one can fill
(Ooooh...) Those of your needs
That you won't let show
New Directions (Mercedes):
So just call (with New Directions: Call!) (call on me brother) (New Directions: Hey!)
When (you need a hand) (with New Directions: You need a hand)
Mercedes with New Directions:
We all need (New Directions : Need) somebody to lean on!
(New Directions Girls: I just might have a problem)
I just might have a problem that you'll understand.
We all need somebody to lean on! (Artie: Lean on me)
Lean on me (Artie: Hey)
When you're not strong (Artie: When you're not strong)
I'll be your friend (Artie: I'll be your friend)
I'll help you carry on (Artie: Help you carry on)
For it won't be long (Artie: Oh, it won't be long)
'Till I'm gonna need (Artie: Oh, 'Till I'm gonna need, Oh) somebody to lean on
New Directions Girls (New Directions Boys):
(Just lean on me) You just, call on me brother (Hey)
When you need a hand (You need a hand)
Mercedes with New Directions Girls (New Directions Boys)
We all need (Need) somebody to lean on! (Artie: Somebody to lean on...)
New Directions Boys (New Directions Girls) :
(I just might)
I just might have a problem that you'll understand
Mercedes with New Directions Boys (New Directions Girls):
We all (need somebody to lean on!)
Lean on me (Artie: Oooh oh)
Artie (New Directions):
If (If)
There is a load (There's a load)
You have to bear (You have to bear)
That you can't (with New Directions: carry)
I'm (I am) (with New Directions: right up the road) (Oooh...)
I'll (with New Directions Boys: share your load)
Artie and Mercedes with New Directions:
If you just call me
Mercedes with New Directions:
Call me (Artie: I'm calling)
New Directions:
Call me (Mercedes: When you need a friend)
Call me (Artie: Call me)
Call me (Tina: Call me) (Mercedes: Call me!) (Artie: When you need a friend)
Call me (Tina: When you need a friend)
Call me (Mercedes: If you need a friend)
Call me (Mercedes: Call me, uh) (Tina: Any time of day)
Call me...
Mercedes:
Oooo, It won't be long
'Till I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on, lean on, lean on me
New Directions:
Lean on, lean on (Mercedes: Lean, lean on me, yeah), lean on me
When you need a friend
Lean on, lean (Mercedes: Hey, yeah!) on, lean on me, (Artie: Yeah!) lean on me
Lean on, lean on, lean on me
Mercedes with New Directions (New Directions):
I'm gonna need (Somebody) somebody to lean on
New Directions (Mercedes):
I'm gonna need (Hey!) somebody to lean on (Somebody to lean on) (Artie: Yeah!)
Mercedes with New Directions:
Yeah! (Artie: Ohh)
When we finished, I couldn't help but have a grin on my face. Whenever we all sang together, it would always bring me happiness. But then I remembered my life. And how fucked up it is.
Everyone all had their alone time with Blaine, especially Sarah who took like an hour, and I know I'd be last. There's no way the Andersons would let me be first. But finally, it was my turn. I breathed in and out. And opened the door to his hospital room.
"Blaine," I breathe out.
Blaine's POV
I wake up to a bright light and doctors standing near me. What the hell. Where am I? Oh, I'm at a hospital. That's weird… why was I at a hospital? What was I doing before I was at the hospital?
"Hello Blaine." One doctor says.
"Hi?" I answer. They then leave the room unexpectedly. Okay then…
I found a remote to the side of me and pressed the power button. The small TV in the corner turned on to Tom & Jerry. Yes! I love Tom & Jerry! At least I think I do.
Around 30 minutes later, my door burst open to a bunch of grinning faces.
"Blaine!" Everyone shouts.
I look at them confused for a second, but then I remembered. They were all my friends and family. They then burst into the song, Lean on me, and I slightly sing along with them. No one ever gives credit to Artie's amazing voice.
Then, people wanted to talk to me one on one. First, it was my parents. They didn't really say much, except my mom kept kissing my on my cheeks.
Next came my siblings.
"Blaine, oh my God! I was in the Bahamas and then I got a random call about you in the hospital and then I came straight away!" Quinn says throwing her arms around me.
"Good to see you man! I was so worried! Do you remember anything before you were in the hospital?" Cooper says.
"Nope." I tell him.
He looks disappointed for a second, but then he smiles.
"Well I'm just glad you're okay."
The Sarah came in.
"Blaine."
"Sarah."
"Oh my God."
"Oh. My. God." I say mimicking her.
"Blaine!"
"Sarah!"
"Ahh!" She screams, capturing me into a hug.
I grin. Ugh, I love Sarah so much.
After around an hour of her catching me up on the life I've missed, she said she had to go but she assured me that she'll be back.
Then next came all the new directions all at once. I felt like there was someone missing, but I couldn't really put my finger on it. I got a little tired of everyone hugging me, mostly because it hurt a lot. But I loved how much attention I was getting. It made me feel good.
Next came the warblers. I think I was the most excited to see them, other than Sarah. The warblers brought me back, they felt like home. They all hugged me and we talked like old friends.
"Thank God you're still dapper Blaine. I was worried there for a second." Wes says.
I chuckle at his stupidity.
Lastly, I think, a boy walked in the room. He looked scared out of his mind.
"Blaine,"
I look at him, and I really looked at him. But I just couldn't put a name to his face. I feel really bad for not remembering him. I'm really trying but I couldn't.
He walks over to me and the more I got a look of his features, I realized he was gay. I mean, what guy wears light blue skinny jeans with a black shirt and a polka dotted scarf? Then he sat next to me and I felt so uncomfortable, I didn't know what to do.
"Hey Blaine."
What is this feeling I'm all of a sudden feeling? I felt so disgusted to be around him. When he said my name again, I cringed.
"Blaine, it's me, Kurt."
Kurt.
Kurt…
Why can't I remember a Kurt?
He reaches out to grab my hand but before I knew what I was doing, I moved away. Even before I knew what I was saying, I couldn't believe what I said but it felt so right but it also felt so wrong.
"Get away from me you fag!"
His body freezes, mouth opened, and tears automatically pouring out of his eyes. Am I a homophobe? Homophobes don't like gays, and he's gay. And I don't like him. Wait, was I always a homophobe? Why that I remembered everyone who came today except him?
Kurt's POV
"Get away from me you fag!" Blaine screams.
Then that's when I knew my world has ended. That felt like someone grabbed my heart, took it, and threw it in a dumpster. Get away from me you fag! It kept repeating in my brain. How did he know I was gay? Probably because I look like it. Was he a homophobe? Oh my God, what have I done? When Rachel came out of the room, she said he was a sweet and charming as usual. If Blaine didn't turn gay, then he being his old self would still bring me great joy.
But now, as he looked at me with uncertainty and disgust, as if I were a skunk who just spayed my ink on him.
But that is exactly when I knew.
I created a monster.
A/N: The songs used in this chapter are Teenage dream, again, but this version is the one Blaine sang to Kurt at callbacks. The very, very emotional one. I started crying when I was writing it. He's so talented man.. I just found out today that he did that performance live! Gahlee, what exceptional talent. And Lean on Me, the glee cast version. I felt like it was such a family song lol. Sorry for the slight cliffhanger! :D