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REN'S POV
When her lips touched his cheek in a slow torturous motion – he lost it. He knew many sexy women and had plenty of experience in the past. He had touch readered them in endless different ways, they had done it to him, but never in his life he had felt anything so sensual and exiting. Her light touches have been teasing him, her shy kiss has aroused feelings deep inside of him, he never even knew he had. She was irresistible to him, and he lost it.
She should not have done this, and I should not use her weakness, this is so wrong, but feels too damn right. Just one kiss and I will stop. After all – she kissed me first, so… It should be all right. Damn…
Her breath was hot and shallow and her skin under his hands was softer than silk and her lips were so close. He felt the ghosts of touches, with his thoughts running crazy, and his heart pumping hard, high on adrenaline. He hasn't even kissed her yet, but what he felt now was already so hard to handle. It was as if he was high on drugs.
*Ding*
The lights went on and they started moving again.
Seconds passed, but they were standing still. Neither of them have moved, lips barely touching, eyes opened and both staring at each other, not breathing.
This is it. I have to let her go. NOW.
He thought so, but never moved, he was studying her face features, not daring too go any further, but unable to back off. Long sigh escaped his lips. His gaze went down and then back up again. His hand moved on her cheek again, feeling her fine skin and his face moving forward, titling a bit to fit her lips.
And God, they were softer than anything he has ever touched.
He didn't hold still anymore. After the initial touch, he moved his lips slowly upon hers, wanting to feel more of this soft touch. Something inside him burst, he felt his blood running hot through his veins mixed with pleasure. He couldn't get enough. It was perfect.
KYOKO'S POV
When the light went back on, she thought it was the end – he would back off and they were going to have this awkward atmosphere between them for at least a week. But when he didn't move, neither did she. She already gave into her weakness and at the moment she was past the point of return. She waited for what was to come. Her senses went into overdrive and her thoughts drove her crazy with the anxiety.
Why did he stop? Why did he even start? Is this strange? What should I do now?
These and millions of other questions were torturing her from inside. The tension between them was so thick in this few moments that she didn't dare do anything, fearing that she would break the moment.
And then he moved.
His lips felt strange on hers. Good strange. They were soft, but firm on hers. She wanted this feeling to last, so her hands moved up into his hair, keeping him close.
What do I do now?
She didn't know, but she needn't to. It was just natural. He led this kiss and moved his lips slowly against hers, while she just followed. All the pent up frustration between them, all the unreleased needs, and all the unconveyed feelings poured into their very first kiss. She didn't think about Lory or his stupid test, she just thought of Ren and of his touch. It was, as if nothing existed, but them. There were no problems, no fears, no heavy past. It was simple and sensual.
And it was great.
Both Ren and Kyoko were lost in their kiss, when the doors opened. Luckily there was no one there to see them. As their need for air grew they parted, both breathing heavily and holding onto each other. They were just standing there in a tight embrace, trying to catch their breath.
REN'S POV
This was just…WOW. I have never felt like this with anyone. She isn't freaking out, she is here and this is not a dream, and this is just…WOW.
His mind was numb from the euphoria he experienced. The God smile was nothing compared to the utterly happy and warm smile he had all over his face now, without even realizing it. He rested his forehead on hers looking into her eyes. It was so easy, to be happy with her, to forget about everything and he loved it. However, as time passed it was getting more awkward, and it felt like it was time to go, if they wanted to make it on time for her shoot. Even thought it was one of his least concerns at the moment.
«Ahem…I-I… We should probably go, Kyoko, otherwise we are surely going to be late»
He straightened out letting her out of his embrace, looking at her, waiting for any reaction. He ran his hands through his hair to straighten them, erasing any evidence of what has just happened between them
As soon as she was out of his embrace, she felt cold. Kyoko never wanted this blurred bliss to end, but she had to come back to reality sooner or later. She didn't hear what he asked, when he spoke and just stared at him, completely lost in the situation
«I am sorry Tsuruga-san, could you please repeat that, I guess I was a bit… distracted»
He was caught off by her reaction. First she called him Tsuruga-san, after what has just happened! It was, as if she was just ignoring the whole kiss thing. But on the other hand, she was so, affected by it, that she didn't even hear or notice anything around her. Surely that meant, that it was a good kiss? Or at least she liked it? This and the fact that she wasn't running away gave him hope and made him extremely happy.
«I said that we should probably start going no, or we going to have another lift ride and than be late for your shoot»
The words sunk in her head, and she remembered, that she had shoot in now less, then 20 minutes, and that they were still standing in the elevator with the open door.
Shit, did we just kiss, in public place no less… What if someone saw us!? Shit, what about Tsuruga-san's career. Oh my God, he is going to hate me, OH MY GOD, but then I will fail the test and will be forever stuck in this pink hell! NOOOO!
As these thoughts were rushing through her head, Tsuruga had a fun show to watch. The changes on her face were just hilarious. First it was shocked, and then flushed with embarrassment, slipping into concern, developing into fear and later an utmost terror and in the end the complete hopelessness and crying agony.
I hope this terror expression is not her reaction to the kiss. Fuck, what have I done? I just can't control my goddamned feelings, please let it be something else. I just don't want her running away from me every time she sees me now. Oh…
He caught her thoughts, by asking one more time
«So, should we go?»
«Yes, sure… Yes, let's go»
And so they left the life-changing lift and went to his car.