Dimitri

Cupping each side of her face I crashed my lips against hers. Fuck. She tasted even better than I remembered. Fighting in my arms she pulled back gasping for air, "What the fuck do you think you're doing?" she said with shock and surprise mixed with anger written all over her.

Tilting her head back slightly I met her gaze head on, "You know as well as I do you want this" I leaned close my lips just an millimetre away from hers, "Don't fight it" I said simply before pressing my lips against hers.

She was gripping my wrists at first, in a poor attempt trying to push me away. But as soon as I ran my tongue along her bottom lip, it was like a switch turned and suddenly her hands were tugging at my t-shirt, urging me to come closer as her full lips kissed me back.

Forcing our way through the crowd, I made our way towards the nearest wall. Letting my brain take a back seat, I roughly pressed her against the wall as she gasped for air as my lips left her. "Fuck" I breathed as I was looking down at her.

She was absolutely breathtaking. That dress was lethal as it was hugging every curve on her body, her cleavage was playing with my mind as her legs were out for the world to see. Still cupping her face, our eyes met, she gripped my wrists and moved them down her body.

This Rose was not like my old one. The old Rose was more timid and careful when we had foreplay or sex. She didn't take charge, she left that for me, but now it was the total opposite. And fuck did I get hard as I squeezed her body closer to mine.

One of her hands snaked around my neck pulling me down and I didn't fight her. Her lips were greedy and she moaned into me as my hands slid towards her ass. Squeezing her I pressed my hard cock against her and she groaned against me as my tongue mixed with hers.

Taking her hands in mine I fixed them above her head as I buried my face in her neck, my tongue leaving a trace from the nape of her neck to behind her ear. Taking her earlobe between my teeth she gasped.

I was so fucking hard hearing her react to me all I wanted to do was take her to the bathroom and pound right into her. As I pressed myself against her again, she was biting my lower lip as I moaned "Fuck"

Somehow her hands had gotten free, she took charge moving my face to the side as she nibbled on my earlobe breathing "Me" in my ear.

The second those words left her lips, it was like a cold bucket was poured right over me. What the fuck am I doing? Turning my head towards her, her lips caught mine before I could say anything.

But it was like I had sobered up within a matter of seconds and suddenly I had moved her hands away from me and I stepped back as if she'd burned me.

"What the fuck am I doing?" I said under my breath.

Staring at her, she looked absolutely fucking gorgeous. I had no fucking clue how I'd gotten her all hot and bothered against a wall but fuck.

"I can't do this" I mumbled under my breath.

I think she heard be, because the look on her face told me she felt something completely different. She was fucking pissed.

Rose

The strange gush of air that happened as Dimitri very suddenly pulled away left me gasping for air against the wall. I was leaning against the wall as if it was the only thing keeping me standing.

I was so fucking turned on I felt hotter than a bloody sauna and as soon as his body disappeared and I saw the look of disgust go all over his face it was like an ice bucket had been dumped over me.

Rubbing his face with his hands I could hear him say "What the fuck am I doing?"

I groaned as I realised what he was doing. He's probably in shock. But it wasn't me who attacked him with my lips, it was the other way around! Running a hand through my hair I exhaled heavily. But what left his mouth next I wasn't prepared for.

"I can't do this"

Clenching my fists I felt anger burst inside me. He couldn't what? I was that bad of a fucking kisser huh?

As he looked up to meet my gaze again, he was running a hand through his hair as he kept shooting me a cautious look. His stance was guarded as there was quite a bit of space between us.

"You can't do what?" I spat venom dripping from my words.

"Rose-" he sighed shaking his head looking the other way as if to make sure nobody had seen us. "This is too fucked up, I can't just take you-"

But before I let him finish, I had enough. I didn't want to hear anymore bullshit leave the tip of his tongue. And before he realised what was coming, just as he turned to face me, I pulled my balled up fist back and with as much force I could muster, it connected with his jaw.

Fuck it hurt! But I was so high on anger I think the pain dulled down a bit. I was shaking with anger as he was gripping his jaw, turning to look at me like I was the freak of the earth.

"You are the most pathetic excuse of a man I have ever met!" I yelled over the music. "You think you can just kiss me whenever suits you? Then just leave me high and dry?" Shaking my head I gave him a ludicrous look, "Never again will you ever lay a fucking hand on me Dimitri Belikov"

He chuckled with menace, acting like the disrespectful ass he is, pulling my fist back I was ready for him to taste my fist again but I didn't catch him off guard this time. Catching my fist with his hand with his amazing reflexes I never saw it coming. Before I knew what was happening he had me pinned up against the wall again, but holding my hands firm against my side.

"Don't" he hissed, "You fucking dare hitting me again"

"You fucking deserved it" I spat. "You are the saddest excuse of a man I've ever met Dimitri Belikov"

"Don't rile me up Rose" he warned through his teeth.

I knew exactly how to wind him up. What button to push to release the storm that was heading my way and boy did I want to. He wouldn't get away with this. Not this time.

"Oh you don't want me to rile you up? Please, you've already taken that victory a long time ago baby! The shit you've done to me is far worse than my fist bruising that pretty face of yours. But hey, why don't you just hit me back? Seems like you are running low on ideas anyway"

The glare he was shooting me told me I was close. Oh so close. He wouldn't be able to take it much longer. He grip around my wrists tightened as I started to fight him to release me. I couldn't just let him keep doing this. He can't always have this control of me. He'd already taken my heart and kept it locked up tight. I wasn't able to love anyone else! He was the only one who could ever do what he does to me. And he already fucked that up royally. He's the only chance I ever had to be happy again, but could I let myself show my weakness in front of him now? As he have continuously humiliated me over and over? No. Never.

I felt like I was loosing it.

I didn't want to think of him like this, I have wasted hours upon hours thinking about what could have been and how we could have fixed this. But he isn't willing to fucking fix it! He just wants to destroy what ever is left of me.

Growling out loud in frustration I tugged at his hard grip. Going face to face with him I urged him on, "Go on, I fucking dare you Dimitri! Hit me" I screamed the last bit. The music was so loud nobody could hear me but him.

His jaw clenched as I kept tugging at my wrists to free myself, "I dare you!" I shouted at him right up in his face feeling tears starting to well up as his tight grip around my wrists started to hurt as I realised I would never be free of him, "I fucking dare you" My voice cracked as my tear filled eyes met his, "You've fucked me over so bad, what could be worse right?" I said darkly.

For a moment I thought he was going to release me as his grip eased up, until he pressed me even rougher against the wall. His hands landed on either side of my face, I jumped as he screamed, "You're only half as fucked up as I am Rose" His fist connected with the wall beside me hard.

Seeing the rage burning in his eyes I felt my stomach drop as he continued, coming closer his face was just an inch away from mine. "After what you did to me, you fucked over so good for any future women coming my way! You were the one who left, not me" he spat, "You didn't even fucking fight for us" he yelled hitting the wall again. I was scared. I had never ever seen him like this before. Ever.

"So don't you fucking dare say you're fucked up, you're not even close to what you did to me. I will never, ever, be able to look back at who I was back then again. That's on you Rose. You Fucking ruined me"

The last words to leave the tip of his tongue was like venom that killed any emotion I had left in my body. Before I knew it he had release me and he was gone.

I was left holding onto the wall again just like I was the first time he pulled away. But now I was trying to hold on to what ever sanity I had left. The wall behind me was the only thing that kept me standing.

Looking around for anybody, anyone who could make sense of the mess that was going within me right now.

No matter what I said or no matter how hard I tried I knew that I Loved Dimitri with everything in me. And seeing him like that, raging with anger and even hate? Was worse than a slap in the face.

I was stunned. Speechless.

I was fucked.

Quite a aggressive chapter... but that punch she got in on his felt quite good to be honest! So Dimitri is clearly heartbroken, he have finally admitted to the fact that it felt like she didn't fight, she didn't try. Does anyone agree? What did you think of the kiss? The moment after?

What will happen next?

I'll update again tomorrow night, so the wait won't be long!

Lot's of love x