Authors note: So I finally have the computer all to myself all day so I am doing what I promised and will be writing a healthy chapter. I've been getting Pm's about the timeline of events and I've not really set them to be very clear. I'm just typing snippets I have in my head. I might add in a couple one shots here and there. The Grey's first Christmas Ect. But for now I'm just going to continue with is Mrs Grey knocked up?

Chapter 9: I'm not a China doll.

Since I spoke to Grace last night Christian has been on cloud 9. He's smiling constantly and always kissing my cheek with his hand touching ever so slightly on my stomach. I am happy too, of course but there is still that thought of what if? What if I get my hopes up then when we visit tomorrow, Dr Crowe laughs in my face and explains – no Ana, you're not pregnant, it's just a common illness -SIKE! I don't think I could take that. Not anymore.
The only bad thing since last night is Christian has suddenly become – well, I know he always has been – wary of me doing things. I can't be left alone. I wanted a shower, he followed me. I wanted to cook breakfast, he had to supervise. Apparently now I am made of glass. Sigh, my protective fifty. I had a lack of independence anyway and now, I know I am going to loose even more of this.
"Ana?" Christian calls, I sigh.
"In here" I reply. I was sat in his study catching up on emails Hannah needed me to go over urgently. In walks Mr protective in his casual attire – black jeans and a tight gray tee. My he was a god and all mine.
His smile was huge and definitely infectious.
"How're you feeling baby?" he asks and I think I had counted that to number 34 from the times he has asked me since I awoke this morning.
"I'm okay. Still okay" I laugh and roll my eyes. He cocks an eyebrow but does not say anything. Oh, no threats of spanking anymore? What am I? A China doll?

"So what are we doing today? A walk, a bike ride?".
"Actually Ana, I want to get lost in my wife for the day". Hello my inner goddess arises. You said you wanted sex Grey, so here we are. I swallow and I must have a funny expression on my face cause Christian laughs at me.

Due to the lack of energy I have seem to accustomed over these last few days means that I have yet to dive into my delicious husband and I know he is building up tension, I can sense it.
I wonder what he has planned for us. I know we are leaving at 4 and it's now 11am and I wonder what the next 5 hours are going to bring. Oh baby, I am ready.
He cocks his head to the side and greedily looks down my body. I want to place my hands in front but I know he'd go all fifty on me. I am beautiful in his eyes and I should never be ashamed of my body in front of him.
"I think you are wearing too many clothes Mrs Grey" he speaks and even the tone of his voice can get me damp in that place.
I bite my lip in anticipation and slowly start to undress myself. I take my time, letting him absorb everything I am doing. His eyes never leave my body and I can his trousers getting tighter. He shifts slightly, oh- getting uncomfortable Mr Grey?
I'm now stood only in my bra and panties and I know this is what is going to drive him wild. I unhook my bra straps and let my breasts pop out of each cup. I smile ever so sweetly whilst doing so. Christian hasn't moved from the spot and his is evidently hard right now.
"You. Are. So. Fucking. Beautiful". His words travel and soak into my skin. I can never tire from hearing them. After all this, he is mine, so fucking mine.
I go to pull my pants down..
"No" he speaks and starts to step towards me. He kisses my cheeks, my neck – working his way to my breasts. I close my eyes and let the torture begin. I know it won't take me long….

Christian P.O.V

Ana is stood in front of me wearing nothing but her panties. My fucking god, she is so beautiful. How can she be mine? Everything about her screams sex appeal. She's a siren and calling only my name. I'm allured to her. She parts her lips and I can see her tongue scrape along her bottom lip. Fuck, I am so hard. We have not had sex since we'd been here yet and I wanted to get lost in my wife for fucking hours. This raging boner was making me jeans tighter by the second. She goes to take her panties off but I stop her. That's something I must unwrap Mrs Grey. I walk over to her and start to kiss every inch of her skin. She smells so sweet and addictive. She's my drug and I can't get enough. I get to her breasts and fuck me, they are perfect. So round and perky. My hand fits them perfectly She was made for me. Even with a slight touch her nipples respond. That's my girl. I still can't believe I am the only man that has been over her body. She has had so many suitors but none of them hold her like I do. She's been mine since she fell into my office. Only mine.
We got to the bed and she lays down first. Her skin is pale like porcelain and I want to lavish in her scent. I kneel over her and look down. Her big blue eyes make it easy to get lost. They are two sapphires, the most beautiful pair of gems I have ever seen. I continue with my kissing and head towards those delectable pants. See through lace? Good choice Mrs Grey. I can see everything, so I tug on her pubic hair and she moans. I pull them down and I don't even need to check to know she is ready. Ana is squirming on the bed, awaiting my touch. I part her legs with my hands.
She is just fucking heavenly.
"Hold still" I command. She nods in response but we both know it is going to be hard for her. I move myself up so she knows I'm ready to take her. My dick twitches in response. Fucking dive in Grey. I look Ana in the eyes and get this over whelming feeling of love. I love this woman so much, who would have thought it?
"I love you Ana" I say and before she could respond I slam into her, making her scream in pleasure. Yes, baby. Feel me.
"Oh" She moans out and I watch as she tries to hold still but I can feel her pelvis try to meet with mine.
"You feel so good Ana. Oh I have missed this"
"Me too" and she squeals again. I keep pounding her hard and I know I haven't got long left.
"Let go Ana" I speak and pick up the pace even more. Fuck she is close I can feel her body tighten around me. She's a goddess – who, lets out a desired moan and orgasms around me, sending me over the edge too. Christ, she will unman me.
I roll off of her and lay by her side. I notice she yawns. I don't think so Mrs Grey, I have not had my fill of you yet.
She rolls over to look me in the eyes and she does look beat. Poor Ana. I know she tired and everything wears her out at the moment but I will have my way.
"I don't think so Ana, I haven't had enough yet" she looks at me shocked. Yes Ana, one time isn't enough for me baby.
"This time you call the shots" I say and that catches her attention. She smiles like the naughty flirt she is and climbs on top of me.
"Well then, Mr Grey. I guess I could do that" and she looks so fucking sexy right now. Her breasts her hanging in the most taunting way. I just want to devour them entirely. She shifts down my body and places her hands on my dick. Oh you are a tease Anastasia. She licks her lips and that makes me harden even more.
Whilst looking me dead in the eyes she places her smart mouth on the dick and the sensation is ridiculous and I feel my eyes roll back into my head. This woman has oral skills of a fucking master and she is all fucking mine.

Ana P.O.V

I can safely say that today was added to the list of best fucks in my diary. I am exhausted but I still have to travel home. Christian said I could sleep on the drive. Lucky me. Everything has been packed, even snacks for the road. They're for me. I can't stop eating. Christian loves it. I pick up my duffle bag but two hands take it from my grasp. Oh, okay then. I smile and head to get my handbag but again the same two hands take it before I had the chance.
I frown can't I even carry my own darn bags now. This is starting to get really annoying. I turn to look at Christian and he is smiling at me. It's hard not to find his smile infectious. I stand my ground and continue to look at him with my perfected bitch face.
"What's wrong?" he asks. I sigh. Am I really mad that he's being a gentleman towards me?
"nothing" I don't want to hash an argument. It's been a perfect day.
Taylor opens the door for me and I climb into the car. I stare out the window and say goodbye to a perfect weekend in the woods.
I hope he brings me back here one day, maybe we'll be back as a family of 3! My insides squirm with excitement. Stop, Ana, stop. I don't want to get too excited until I speak with Dr Crowe.

The drive home was long. Christian didn't really talk to me, he was catching up on emails on his phone.
I heard a Bing on my phone and looked at who sent me the message.

Hey Ana, how you been? I'm in town this week and thought lunch? Jose
Oh great, Just when things seemed to be going well. I look at fifty and I know he would go bat shit crazy on me if I didn't show him.

I merely just passed him my phone so he could read. At first he looks confused but then I see the anger come out in his face. He frowns.
"No" he speaks and I like I didn't know that, that would be the answer.
"He's my friend Christian" and I don't even know why I'm defending this shit cause we all know that I will not be allowed to go.
"He still wants you Ana. I don't fucking think so". Why oh why do you have to be so controlling? I am pissing married to you, I think Jose should finally get that he cannot have me.
"Christian" I start but he looks at me. Fuck he is so fucking angry.
"No. Fucking no. End of" and he starts replying on my phone.

It's Christian. The answer is no and it will always be no. Leave my wife alone. And he hits send. Well, goodbye Jose, I guess we will not be friends anymore. I'm so fucking angry, I stare out of the window trying to hold back all these tears. I know for a fact I am probably never going to have any male friends. Mr protective will always think they want to get in my pants.
Christian doesn't acknowledge me for the rest of the drive and I know it's cause he is pissed and well so am I. I tried not cry on the way home but I couldn't stop myself. I noticed him looking at me a few times but he didn't do anything.

When we arrive home it's the same, not like I expected it to be different, but I do enjoy the home comforts.
I head straight up into my library and lay down on the couch, staring at the ceiling.
Fuck me, I am shattered. I love Christian but he is just so exhausting in everything. He's so bipolar it's hard to keep up. We have had a wonderful day of sex but then something or someone like Jose can tip his good mood over edge and out spills the bad.
Then there is tomorrow. We have an 8:30am appointment with Dr Crowe. I would see Dr Greene but since the shot fiasco, Christian wanted me to change Dr's and he trusts Dr Crowe. I am overwhelmed with emotions and I really want to be pregnant. I know I'd only be what, 4 weeks or something but I want to be a mother. Last time, I was scared cause I didn't know if I could do this and I knew fifty was going to be pissed, but now – I know what I want and I know it's a family. Even Christian is excited though I can still see he is scared as hell too, but what new parents are not?
I just hope tomorrow is what I want it to be.
I feel like someone is watching me and see fifty stood in the door way. I cannot work out his expression and it puts me on edge.
"Hi" he speaks and I know he's come to grovel.
"Hey" I reply and I sit up from the couch. Christian walks in and sits next to me and picks up the book from the table.
"Ah, Romeo and Juliet" and I know he is trying to make small talk cause he is nervous. So you should be Grey, you pissed me off.
I don't say anything. I pick up my phone from the sofa arm and quickly text Kate.
See you soon? Ana x

and I know it need a girls day. Don't get me wrong I love spending all my time with Christian but it's starting to get too much and I just need to vent to someone that doesn't have a hot wire to my groin.

"I know. I overreacted".

Sorry, did my Mr Grey actually admit how over bearing and controlling he is? Shit, he must think he is the dog house.
"You did"
"I just can't let you go to lunch with Jose fucking Rodriguez". I roll my eyes. It's turning into my form of a catch phrase.
"Look Christian, I didn't say I was going to lunch. I just showed you the message cause I know how crazy you go on me. I didn't expect you to still going fucking nuts on my ass and not even let me have a chance to have a say. I think if I wanted to go for lunch with an old friend, I can. I would be respectful of you and take Sawyer, so I would not be in fact alone with Jose fucking Rodriguez. But again, you loose your shit and I'm left without a friend".
Fucking put that in your pipe and smoke it Grey!
I notice him look sad and I feel kind of bad. No, Ana – Stick your ground.
"It's just hard for me Ana. I hate the way he looks at you".
"Oh for fuck sake Christian" I hold up my wedding ring hand "I am yours. See? And I am pretty sure I am knocked up with your baby right now, so I don't know how much more I could be yours". This is so fucking exhausting.
He smiles at me and its so darn cute.
"say that last bit again" and I can see that playful smile toying on his lips.
"What? That I might be carrying your baby right now?" and his eyes are gleaming.

"Do you know how happy that would make me Ana?" and whoa, change of subject. I start to calm down and focus on what he is saying, he really wants a child.
"yes, it would me too Christian" and he kisses me and plays with my hair.
"You are mine and I cannot wait to see Dr Crowe tomorrow".

Still kissing me, he lifts me onto his lap.

Lets just say the argument was over. I wasn't seeing Jose and we were too happy for the oncoming revelation that I could be pregnant.
I sit on top of my husbands erection and let him take control in showing me how much he wants to protect what is his.

Monday.

It's Monday and it's 7.30am. I'm waiting for Christian to come out of his study. He had to send some last minute emails as he shall not be in the office today. Luckily for me Hannah has everything under control so I have the day off to see if I am carrying.
I feel so nervous and hope that I wasn't imagining all of these feelings I feel. My nausea has been insane this morning and last night. I woke about 4 times just to throw everything up and of course Christian was with me every time.
Taylor announces that the car is ready and out strolls Christian wearing a gorgeous suit. It's navy blue and is tight in all the right places.
I however am wearing jeans with boots and a dark blue blouse. Christian's favourite colour on me. I aim to please.

"we should get going Ana, you ready?" and I smile. I am so ready.
We walk into the elevators and the same electricity hits us both. I try not laugh. Those tight trousers are not doing Christian any favors into hiding anything.
I don't say anything and he doesn't either. But we both know that we want to fuck right now.
Once the Ping of the elevator distracts me from any kind of bad thoughts we are walking to the car.
Taylor drives carefully and I wonder if Christian has told him too? My thoughts are running wild. I know everything doesn't seem to want to go my way but please let me have this. After everything. I say a prayer in my head hoping that it will be answered.
When we arrive at Dr Crowe's office we are the only ones in her waiting room. Christian wanted to get in before anyone else and with some added help of extra money, Dr Crowe could fit us in before her opening hours.
We sit in silence and my stomach is alive with butterflies. Christian is soothing me by rubbing his thumb over my knuckles- again.
"Mr and Mrs Grey?" Dr Crowe calls and we both stand up. She leads us into her small examination room. There are machines hooked up and I remember from last time what this examination entails.
"Right Mrs Grey, lets see shall we. Please take off your underwear and lay under the blue sheet. I'll be back in one second". And Dr Crowe leaves the room. Christian watches me like a hawk and I hand him my underwear. I watch him in shock as he sniffs it and places my pants in his pocket. Really Christian, really!
He smiles and I shake my head. When does he never surprise me?
Dr Crowe walks back in and I am safely hidden under the thin blue sheet, it makes a noise every time I move. I flush red.
"Okay, lets do this. I see you think you might be pregnant Mrs Grey, what symptoms have you been having?" she talks whilst putting a condom on the wand like tool. Ah yes, I remember this from last time. Ugh, it is going to be cold again.
"I've been really tired to the point I want to sleep all the time and the nausea. That's getting worse each day" I explain. Christian says nothing, he's nervous.
"Okay then Mrs Grey, lets be sure. Please part your legs. This will feel cold" Christian's eyes are cautious as he watches the wand go towards my lady parts. Yes dear, it's a vaginal examination.
She pushes the wand inside and I close my eyes. Can't they warm these things up first? Christ. It's feels weird. Not sexual as I imagine fifty to think.
Christian and I both look at the monitor. It's full of white lines and shapes on the black screen. Dr Crowe moves the wand around searching for that little heart beat.
"Ah, there we are. See there? That little tiny flutter is your baby. Congratulations Mrs Grey, Mr Grey – baby Grey is in the building!" and I start to cry.
How do I deserve this? This is a second chance. I am staring at the screen overwhelm with utter joy and happiness. Dr Crowe snaps some pictures for us and they look identical to blips. I turn to look at Christian and he is fascinated by the screen. I notice his eyes are filled with water too. Yes, Christian we are having a baby.
Dr Crowe removes the wand and talks to us about our due date. She thinks I am 4 weeks also, so I'm still early on. We have decided not to tell anyone until I am further along just to be on the safe side. I am full of leaflets and knowledge on what I do and don't do.
Christian just stares at the scan of blip 2 the whole time and I know he's in a worlds of his own. I thank Dr Crowe and she gives us a minute to talk and get ready before I need to head to her assistant to make another appointment in a few weeks.
"So" I say and I am beaming with happiness.
"I love you Ana. So much" he says and kisses me on the forehead still holding on to the picture.
"I love you too, daddy". I reply and that makes a tear roll down Christian's cheek.
"I am a dad. Oh Ana, I can't wait" and he hugs me tightly.

So here I am, pregnant with a baby Grey and ready to start this journey.

Authors note: Guys, I know this is probably a rushed chapter and lots of angry then love moments but isn't that the normality of the Grey's? They get angry, fight then fuck! It's just how it is.

I hope this was okay. This is 6 pages and the most I have wrote for this story. I am going to update on Wednesday and let everyone see the scan from Christian's point of view. I think that would be interesting. So until then, by little loves!