Hello Guys!
I have to warn you, this chapter has some "almost Rape" scene
When Kyoya woke up, he looked down and saw Gingka laying his head on his shoulder. He smiled and brushed Gingka's bangs out of his face.
To be honest, he didn't want to get out of bed. He wanted to hold the redhead for ever and ever.
He put his hand on Gingka's side hip and trailed it to Gingka's chest. He then put his hand on Gingka's thigh and massaged them for a bit.
He looked at the clock and noticed it was 6 a.m, way too early to get up.
He leaned in and kissed Gingka's forehead and then a sudden thought came to mind:
'wait, isn't that Hotaru guy supposed to come this evening? I never met the guy but Gingka's obviously doesn't like him. And what question did he possibly ask that would make Gingka say not to ask again? Maybe the guy has a crush on Gingka, or likes him? Or maybe it's something else. I'd have to ask Gingka and make sure that guy doesn't hurt him in any way'
He then felt Gingka shift and slowly open his eyes.
His vision was blurry so he fluttered his eyes lashes a few times until his vision became clear.
He looked up and saw Kyoya looking at him.
"Hey Gingka, slept well?" Asked Kyoya.
"Yeah, I guess I did. You?" Answered Gingka.
"Me? I slept just fine" answered Kyoya with a blush.
Gingka nodded and attempted to get up but Kyoya stopped him saying: "it's too early to get up" so he laid back down clearly not bothered by him laying on Kyoya.
Kyoya smiled and played with Gingka's hair.
"Kyoya?" Asks Gingka in a tiny voice.
"Yes?" Answered Kyoya not taking his hand off of Gingka's hair.
"You don't mind me laying on you, right?"
Kyoya's hand stopped at the sudden question then continued, he answered: "not at all, it actually feels nice when you lay on me"
He hoped with all his heart that that didn't sound weird or inappropriate. Luckily Gingka didn't seem bothered by it and said:
"I actually like laying on you, you're always warm. And right now, I feel so safe"
After that Kyoya felt something off with the redhead. Just how he said "so safe".
So he asked clearly worried: "Gingka, if there's something wrong you know you can tell me"
Gingka looked up, his eyes meeting Kyoya's the said: "it's just... about Masumane.
"Masumane?"
"Yeah, I never really thought he'd do such a thing. I mean we are friends, but are friends supposed to do that to each other?"
"No" answered Kyoya knowing where this was going.
"We've been friends for so long. Something like that I never expected to happen. And when I told him to stop he wouldn't listen. I know he wouldn't go that far and doing "that" to me, but it is possible. I know he didn't go really far, but I'm still scared. Not only by him, but by other people as well. I try so hard for it not to bother me, but it does. And when I hear that someone was sexually assaulted from someone, I can totally understand how they feel. I used to know someone who was in a relationship with a guy, he told me that he never felt safe around him. Is that what being lovers are? Hurting one another and forcing yourself on someone else?"
Kyoya was surprised to say the least. His eyes met Gingka's again and he asked:
"have you ever been through that before? Or dated someone?"
Gingka looked away then said: "I never dated anyone before, sure some people asked me but I rejected them all. I'm not being selfish, but they all want one thing from me"
"sex?" Kyoya asked afraid of being right.
"Yeah, and when I refuse they get all mad"
Kyoya golped then asked: "how mad?"
"They would yell at me and push me against something"
Kyoya flinched at the answer and felt like crying.
He then asked: "how far do they get?"
Gingka looked away and said: "far enough"
Kyoya didn't take that as an answer so he shook Gingka and asked again: "how far Gingka?!"
Gingka looked at Kyoya and saw some tears fall from his eyes.
"Kyoya?" he asked surprised.
"Answer my question Gingka! HOW FAR?"
He asked while shaking Gingka with tears streaming down his cheeks.
"Kyoya, I...don't want to talk about it" replied Gingka looking away.
He felt Kyoya sob trying to control his tears. "Gingka, please tell me. I can't take it anymore" said Kyoya with tears streaming down his cheeks while tilting Gingka's head so he could face him.
Gingka also had tears streaming down his cheeks.
"Kyoya, please don't cry" he said putting his hand on Kyoya's cheek wiping away his tears.
Kyoya looked down and did the same to Gingka. "Please tell me" Kyoya whispered.
"One of them almost did"
"almost did?"
Flashback
It was dark out, not the dark dark midnight. But dark as in sunset and it is getting dark.
Gingka was walking home to the hotel he was staying at.
To be honest, he didn't like being in the dark for too many things could happen.
He walked down a street and passed an alleyway.
When suddenly a hand was on his mouth pulling him in the alleyway.
He struggled as hard as he could to get the hand off of him, but whoever was pulling him had a grip of steel.
When the unknown man finally stopped pulling, the figure said:
"what are you doing so late at night in a street like this?"
Gingka shuddered when the guy whispered in his ear.
He couldn't answer because the guy's huge hand was preventing him to do so.
"Are you lost darling?"
The guy whispered again, this time running his other hand over Gingka's chest.
Gingka gasped at the world darling He was a boy for gods sake!
Gingka then lifted his hands and put them on the strangers' attempting to remove them.
"And what do you think you're doing? Now that I finally have you, do you really think I'd just let you leave like that?"
Gingka shivered at the guy's words and struggled more.
"Now now, stop struggling or ill have to hurt you" Gingka didn't listen and kept on struggling.
He heard the guy sigh and pull out something from his pocket. He felt the guy's hand move off of his mouth.
Gingka took a deep breath, but before he could move away and make a run for it, the guy put a piece a white cloth on his mouth.
Gingka again struggled, he struggled harder when he realized that the cloth had a sweet smell, meaning it was chloroform.
The guy smirked at this and pushed the cloth deeper covering Gingka's nose and his mouth.
Gingka started to feel dizzy and in an instant his body went limp.
The guy removed the cloth and held Gingka off to an abandoned where house that he lived in or rather hung out at.
After a few hours, Gingka woke up to a very dark room, the only source of light came from a candle which was at the corner of the room.
He looked around not knowing where he was, he then tried to get up but something stopped his movement.
He looked above him and noticed that his arms were chained to the bed posts spread from each other.
He then tried to move his legs but noticed the same thing as well.
He began to panic.
He tested his restraints and frowned when they were tight. He then heard a door open and close, he looked and saw a figure who appeared to be in his thirties.
Just what was the guy planning to do with him?
He was fifteen for heavens sake!
He then flinched when he heard the bed creak. He then saw the man hovering above his face saying:
"I was waiting until you woke up, and now that you're awake let's have some fun! Shall we?"
He felt a tongue on his neck, he shivered at the contact and tried to lean away.
"Oh come now, stop resisting me and enjoy it" said the figure.
He suddenly bit Gingka's neck causing Gingka to moan a bit. "Your moans are more sexy than a girls" complimented the guy who was now lifting Gingka's shirt up and pinching Gingka's right nipple while licking the other one and occasionally biting it. He did the same to the right nipple while pinching the left one.
Gingka struggled and moved his hips so he could be at least away from the man's touches.
"Well aren't you sexy!" Said the guy then held Gingka's hips and squeezed them slightly causing Gingka to yelp.
He then felt pressure on his knees, so he looked at where the guy was at. The guy was now sitting on his knees preventing him any access of moving anywhere.
He then felt a finger on his belt. He looked at the man with tears steaming down his eyes and began to struggle more.
"Stop it! Get off of me! I don't want this! You're hurting me! You're mmmmfhm" he felt some pressure on his mouth, he looked up and saw the guy's hand on his mouth.
The guys grip was strong which was really painful. Gingka shook his head left and right and began to struggle harder.
He then heard a loud rip. He opened his eyes and saw a big piece off cloth coming towards him.
"I didn't want to do this, but you leave me no choice"
The guy put the cloth on Gingka's mouth and tied it behind his head as tight as it could go.
He then sat on Gingka's legs and unbuckled Gingka's belt and slid Gingka's pans down.
"You're skin is soo~ soft" he said while touching Gingka's thigh.
He then bent down and started to lick it. Gingka shook his head at the unwanted contact.
He then let out an: "mmfph!" when he felt the guy bite his thighs.
He started to form tears in his eyes and let out muffled whimpers.
The guy smirked and kept biting them.
"Okay now let's go down to business!"
Said the guy unbuckling his own belt and lay down on Gingka. He massaged Gingka's boxers and slowly slid them down. Gingka's tears streamed down his face and he started to struggle harder not wanting what the man was about to do to him.
When his boxers were down and the man was taking his own off as well, only then did he notice that a shadow was creeping behind the guy.
He then he heard a loud BANG, and the figure fell off of him out cold.
He felt two hands carefully pull his boxers and pans up and break the chains that were on his ankles. He then felt the shadowy figure hover over him untying the gag that was on his mouth.
He looked up with with wide eyes and flinched when he heard a loud CRACK that came from the chains that were on his wrists.
"There there, you're alright now. No need to cry"
Only then he noticed that he was still crying.
He slowly got up but fell back down when a sudden wave of dizziness surrounded him.
"Hey, are you alright? Say something!"
But the only thing he could say was: "thank you" before he closed his eyes and went limp.
End of flashback
"And that's how I met Hotaru" said Gingka shaking from crying so much.
"So that Hotaru guy almost raped you?!" Yelled Kyoya.
Gingka flinched at the sudden yell but answered: "no, he was the one that saved me" Kyoya calmed down and became really quiet.
Gingka however didn't know what to think anymore, he was so disgusted with himself, he wasn't even surprised if Kyoya thought that too.
But to his surprise Kyoya hugged him tighter.
"Kyoya?" Asked Gingka.
"I swear on my life, that i won't let anybody hurt you like that ever again" Gingka was surprised but hugged back.
'Why does Kyoya always feel so warm and safe?' Thought Gingka looking at Kyoya.
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