Hey guys! Sorry for the long wait...again.

but I hope this chapter makes it up.

warning: sexual abuse as always

'Oh Gingka, who would do such a thing to you? Who would want to hurt you like that?' Thought Kyoya while hugging Gingka who was now crying uncontrollably.

He played with Gingka's hair hoping that would calm him down. But it didn't, it only made it worse.

"Gingka, please don't cry. You're safe now, you'll always be safe with me" at his soft words, Gingka looked up and dried his tears and said:"I know that, I'm just..."

"scared?"

Gingka nodded and Kyoya laid Gingka's head on his shoulder saying: "I know you're scared but I promised that I'll keep you safe, you'll never have to go through that again when I'm with you" Gingka nodded looking at Kyoya's eyes who was looking at him as well.

He gave a small smile and said: "you know, I'm glad I told you what happened, keeping it in really hurts"

"I'll be all ears all the time" replied Kyoya.

He then looked at the clock and noticed it was already eleven. "Let's get up now, it's too late to go back to sleep" Kyoya said with slight chuckle.

So Gingka carefully got up followed by Kyoya. "I'm gonna go fresh'n up a bit" said Gingka going to the bathroom. Kyoya sighed and rubbed his forehead.

Kyoya's P.O.V

What Gingka told me was too much. An almost? What about the other times? If this was the closest, then what makes it different from the others? How can that guy do that to him without regretting any of it?

I never cried for anyone before. So me crying over what happened to Gingka really means I care for him. Sometimes I think that maybe I shouldn't confess to him. What happened with Masumane was enough. If he reacted that way with Masumane, how will he react when I make a move on him? How is he going to react when I say I love him? Is he going to reject me? Is he going to trust me to protect him after that? Maybe I should wait until this mess is done. But he doesn't mind being around me. Hell! He doesn't mind laying on me! But anyway, I'll give him some time.

I heard the door to the bathroom open, and after a few seconds Gingka came into my room.

He sat next to me and said: "I don't really want to go to B-pit now"

"me neither"

Then there was silence between us. I then felt him lay on my shoulder casually. I put my arm around his shoulder bringing him closer to me. He was so warm that touching him made me feel hot.

"So since we're both on the same page, where do you wanna go?" I asked.

"I'm not sure, it's raining outside so there's not much options" he replied.

I looked out of the window and noticed how hard it was raining. "Yeah, maybe we should stay here" I said.

He nodded and got up looking at me. "What do you want to do?" He asked.

I blushed. There was so many things I wanted to do to him but that was out of the question.

"Well I need to do something, ever since I got here, I became lazy. I used to wake up at 6 and start my day. But you, you wake up at twelve and that's still too early for you" said Gingka in a serious tone but I knew he was joking.

"So I'm the bad guy now" I asked.

"Yeah you are, I don't like doing nothing all day" he said folding his arms with a huff.

To be honest and not weird, he is cute when he pouts. I got up and walked to Gingka and asked: "so what can I do to make it for you?"

"Well, I want to go out and train"

I was surprised but said: "train? In this weather?"

"That never stopped me"

"well, if you go out now you'll get sick"

"so?"

But before I could answer Gingka's phone rang so he answered it with a sigh: "hello?"

"Hey Gingka! Where are you at?"

End of Kyoya's P.O.V

"What do you mean where am I?"

"Uuuh, I'm at the airport! Where are you?"

"You told me at 6!" Yelled Gingka.

"Oh yeah, I did, I forgot to call you" said the guy on the other line of the phone embarrassed.

"Oh come on!" Said Gingka pouting.

Kyoya at this point raised an eyebrow but kept on listening. "Fine fine, sheesh...I'm on my way, just don't go anywhere" said Gingka then hung up.

Kyoya stood up saying: "you're going now?"

"Yeah, its good the rain stopped"

Kyoya felt sad when Gingka was getting ready and was about to leave when Kyoya grabbed his wrist saying: "do you want me to go with you?" Gingka looked at him with a smile and said: "if you don't mind, that will be...nice"

Kyoya nodded and went to get ready as well. Gingka left the room and leaned on the kitchen table waiting for Kyoya.

'I wonder why Kyoya always seems so safe? He's warm and I just feel different when I'm around him. I wonder why? Why does he even care about what happened to me? Why did he cry when I told him what happened? Why did I tell him anyway? And why did I feel revealed when he hugged me after that? And most importantly, why do I worry about what he thinks of me?'

When Kyoya came out he saw Gingka waiting for him by the door. He smiled and felt like he had just won a noble prize. But only one question he forgot to ask Gingka. 'What question did Hotaru ask him?'

"Shall we go?" He asked walking closer.

Gingka nodded and they both left locking the door behind them. They walked to the bus station since the airport was too far away. On their way they chatted a bit:

"So, how do you know that Hotaru is capable of training us?" Asked Kyoya.

"He showed me a couple of moves, he's a master at sword fighting but knows how to fight hand to hand comeback"

Kyoya nodded.

"Do you trust him?" He suddenly asked catching Gingka off guard.

"With my life" he answered.

Kyoya was surprised at this. 'He trusts him? With his life? This is getting really confusing' thought Kyoya.

When they finally arrived at the Bus stop, they got on, paid and found their seat. Their seat was at the back of the bus, a couple seats behind them. Gingka sat next to the window and Kyoya sat next to him. "These seats are kinda comfy" commented Gingka. Then the bus took off. It was kinda of boring, there was silence.

After about half an hour, loud laughter was heard. Everyone hated the day they envied silence.

It was getting annoyingly loud. Even the bus driver sighed in annoyance, but knew better than to yell at teenagers to shut up. So he kept driving not paying any mind to them at all. Two of the 'annoyingly loud group' sat next to Kyoya.

Gingka and Kyoya exchanged a glance before looking away. "Is that friend of yours single?" Asked one of the two.

Gingka and Kyoya looked at him then looked away. "I do not like repeating myself but I'll do it anyway, are you single?" Said the previous guy who asked the question looking at Gingka.

Gingka looked at Kyoya who scooted closer to Gingka.

The guy smirked and said: "protective are we?"

Kyoya wasn't liking where this was going so said: "get your ass out of here"

The guy laughed while hitting his thigh then said: "oooooh, that was funny! Do you really think I'll listen to you?"

The bus stopped letting off the last passengers and a couple members of the group, leaving Gingka, Kyoya, the two guys and the remaining of the group.

"the name is kaje, but don't worry about the last name though" he said looking at Gingka.

"Hey! Boys! Come here! You'll like this one!" Yelled Kaje.

When the other members came, they smirked. Gingka held Kyoya's hand clearly scared. Kyoya put Gingka's hand behind his back, not wanting the group to see it.

The leader approached and stood in front of them saying: "Well aren't you cute..." he looked down "hot and sexy!" Gingka flinched at the words but didn't say anything. Then suddenly, the biggest of them all grabbed Kyoya and pushed him to the other seats while the 'leader' sat next to Gingka. Kyoya tried to get up but the big guy held him in front of his chest, so he could see but not be able to anything about it.

The 'leader' leaned in, closed the window and the curtain, making it quite dark and impossible for the outside to look in. He then leaned in, and cupped Gingka's face saying: "the name's Hentai"

He leaned in closer saying: "damn! You're hot!" He then pulled Gingka and sat him on his lap.

Gingka struggled to get off but the man wasn't letting go. He then touched Gingka's neck and pushed Gingka's head back forcefully on his shoulder. He then licked Gingka's neck causing Gingka to moan in discomfort.

"Get your hands off of him! You...you pervert!" Yelled Kyoya struggling to get himself free.

"Oh really? The word pervert is not even offending considering my name means it" replied Hentai.

He then bit Gingka's neck causing Gingka to moan in pain. "You're delicious!" Said Hentai.

He then stopped licking, and started to untuck Gingka's shirt. "Stop! Get your hands off of me!" Yelled Gingka in response.

Hentai smirked and put his hand under Gingka's shirt touching Gingka's soft chest. Gingka struggled with discomfort as the man began raising his hand to his nipples. Gingka tried to pull the man's hand down but Hentai grabbed it and held his wrist.

The only thing Kyoya could do was watch hopelessly as Hentai was touching Gingka. He suddenly felt a feeling he never felt before. He looked at Gingka as he was struggling not wanting the contact at all. He looked down and felt the world fade away as these sudden thoughts entered his mind: 'Gingka is mine! Nobody is allowed to touch Gingka but me! Nobody is allowed to kiss Gignka but me! Nobody is allowed to make him moan like that but me!'

He then gasped at his own thought.

'No! How could I think like that? Gingka is not mine, nobody owns him. Gingka is free to be with whoever he wants. How could I think like that? Did I just think of having sex with him? Did I just think that I'll make him moan? Did I just think that? The one who I told Gingka can trust no matter what'

He then looked at Gingka and felt his body boil. He then sighed and knew that if he didn't control himself, these following moments were going to be painful, slow and painful. He stood up, elbowed the big man that was holding his arms and knocked him out.

He smirked at his own strength. He then proceeded with the group members. He punched, kicked, and threw the other members. He then tried to pull Gingka off of Hentai's lap. Gingka looked up, when his hand touched Kyoya's he felt a strange feeling. He looked up meeting Kyoya's eyes who nodded also having that feeling.

He then pulled Gingka till he was off of the man's lap completely. He held Gingka's wrist and glared at Hentai, he lifted him up by the his shirt yelling: "I swear on top of my life! If you ever touch him like that! I will kill you! Slowly and painfully!"

He dropped his hand and Hentai stood up straight with a smirk saying: "don't worry, you won't see me or my men around him. But what about you?"

"What do you mean what about me?"

"I saw you looking at him while he was struggling" his voice became a whisper so only Kyoya could hear it.

"You love him don't you? You maybe in control now, but sooner or later you're going to lose it. So if you wanna confess to him, you better confess now...before you hurt him" Kyoya gasped at the man's words.

And was going to deny it, but somewhere deep down inside him knew it was true. He loved Gingka to no limits, but being so close to the one that you love and ending up laying next to them in their sleep, could lead to something that could never be forgiven. He knew crystal clear that if he stayed close to Gingka, he's going to lose it. Lose what? His body's control. He's going to lose control over his body until he does what he wants to Gingka. Possibly hurting him.

Because those possessive feelings are going to turn into something worse.

Getting hard. Yes...that. He may not be getting hard now, but eventually he would. Either sooner or later he's going to need to let it free.

'This guy is one hundred percent right, I'm going to lose control over my body. I better confess sooner then I thought or I may hurt him. But I can't. I have to control my feelings if I ever want to be Gingka's lover. Haaaaah, Gingka's lover! That would be nice! Having him cling to me all day, making out with him on the bed, having sex with him that's full of love and emotions! What's better than that? What's better than having your love say 'I love you'? What's better than spending the rest of your life with them?'

(Kyoya's P.O.V)

I looked at Gingka who was looking back at me with his golden brown eyes, only then did I notice that I was slightly squeezing his hand. So I decreased my grip on his wrist but didn't let go.

He smiled at me and then looked out of the window noticing that we had arrived at the airport. I let go of his hand and we then got off the bus and walked into the airport. What really bothered me, was Hentai's words.

Me? Losing control? Over my body? It does sound possible, but I'm not that kind of person. I wouldn't force myself on him. I just don't see myself doing such a thing.

I looked at Gingka who was looking at the group of people that were waiting, probably looking for Hotaru. All that I know about the guy is three things: one, he saved Gingka from...I'm not gonna even say it. Two, he's a 'master' at sword fighting. And Three, he's trust worthy since Gingka trusts him.

But he seems fishy, something is definitely off with him. And what question did he ask Gingka years ago? And why does he keep asking Gingka? What could that question possibly be? Is it maybe that he confessed to Gingka and got rejected? That is possible. Maybe I should ask myself. I have a very special technique of getting what I want.

Oh Gingka! I swear that you'll be the death of me. I swear if I ever was claimed yours I won't make you regret it. I swear from the bottom of my heart and hope to die that I'll always make you smile. You'll always be safe with me, I'll make sure of it. Looking at him now made me actually happy, I just can't wait until I confess to him and he becomes mine.

As I look at him now, I could feel my heart race. It has been happening a lot lately though. Ever since I knew I had feelings for him. Why is this so hard? I just want to kiss him and confess to him right now before anyone has the chance.

"Uuuum Kyoya? Are you okay?"

Came a voice. I looked at the person who spoke and noticed it was Gingka. Only then did I ٍrealize that I was staring at him for a very long time. I looked away with a blush and said: "yeah, I'm alright! Why wouldn't I be?'

I saw him look at me for a while then look away rolling his eyes.

"Did you find Hotaru yet?" I asked changing the subject. He didn't answer me and instead kept on looking.

His ignorance kinda hurt.

"There he is!' He said with a smile on his face while running to what I can assume 'Hotaru'.

I looked at the person and felt a little sting when Gingka hugged him. And what really bothered me was when Hotaru hugged him back slightly what I saw squeezing him. I walked towards the group not wanting to be left behind and took a better look at this 'Hotaru' guy. He was tall, had a somewhat muscular body. He had long blond hair almost as long as my own. His eyes were green as grass. His face was nice, almost pleasant.

When they finally broke the hug, I could see Gingka smiling, clearly happy of seeing Hotaru. It bothered me a lot seeing him this happy with someone else.

"Wow! Gingka! You've grown so tall and handsome"

I flinched hearing what he said. He said it so casually like it was nothing. And Gingka didn't even seem to notice the way he said it.

"Kyoya I like for you to meet Hotaru! Hotaru, this is Kyoya" Gingka said.

Hotaru offered his hand to shake and I accepted it. When he let go, I retrieved my hand.

"So...Gingka? How is life treating you?" Asked Hotaru breaking the silence between us.

"Alright" he answered simply.

Then Hotaru leaned in Gingka's personal space, I was about to do something but I saw Hotaru whispering something in his ear. I could swear that Gingka's mode flipped, it turned from smiles and happiness to a frown and a gasp with maybe fear.

When Hotaru leaned back Gingka looked away. Hotaru smirked and Gingka surpriseingly grabbed my arm pulling me with him walking away.

"I wish for once you would change, walk yourself home" said Gingka still pulling on my arm.

Instead of listening, Hotaru followed us on our way to the bus. Gingka rolled his eyes before getting on, still pulling me with him.

We sat near a window and Hotaru sat somewhere else, probably behind us.

I'm going to found out what's wrong with the two, because it keeps on getting weirder and more confusing the more I think about it.

chapter question: what could possibly be Hotaru's answer? (Please comment your answer)

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