I'm so excited! A couple of more chapters and I'll be done with 'Saving you with Love'! I really hope you actually liked reading it.
Enjoy!
Kyoya's P.O.V
I can't win, I can't reign
I will never win this game without you
That's right. I feel like I a loser. I can't win the simplest battles without you. I feel hopeless and I just can't make it without you. I feel like I lost everything, my cool, my authority attitude. I just feel…...empty. I don't think I can win if you're not by my side. I feel so hopeless. I feel that I can't do anything right anymore. I could barely breath without you. What can I say? You're all I think about.
I am lost, I am vain
I will never be the same without you
I never felt so lost before. I never felt so….. out of place. I feel different when I'm without you, Gingka. And it's not a good difference. Everyone is avoiding me because I keep on losing control over myself and snapping at them. I feel that everything is slowly and unnoticeably fading. Fading into thin air and not ever coming back. When I'm with you Gingka, you make me feel calm. You make me feel relaxed. It's almost a sin the way you make me feel.
Can't erase, so I'll take blame
But I can't accept that we're estranged
I can't delete the memories of me having the chance of confessing to you and blowing it up. Even though I thought about it afterward, I regret not confessing my love to you, Gingka. But what makes me worried, is that you friend zone me. They way you treat me is like a friend. How could you, Gingka?
I can't quit now, this can't be right
I can't take one more sleepless night
I'm not quitting because you wouldn't want me to. I'm doing this for you, Gingka. Because I love you with all my heart and hope to die. I can't take it anymore, Gingka. I haven't been sleeping for two days since you passed out. All night I stayed awake looking at your face waiting for you to wake up. But you would stay asleep resting and recovering peacefully. I hope you wake up soon because my heart just can't take it anymore.
I won't soar, I won't climb
If you're not here, I'm paralyzed
I can't look, I'm so blind
I lost my heart, I lost my mind
Gingka, I feel that I can't do anything without you. Training is hard when you're not here with me. Please wake up soon, Gingka. I know that you are physically hurt from opening the Bey Portal for Kenta and Chris, but is it wrong for me to ask for you to recover faster and sooner? Is it wrong for me to ask you to open your beautiful eyes and smile at me with that breathtaking smile of yours? Is it seriously wrong to ask that of you?
Please wake up soon, Hotaru isn't making it any easier for me. Making fun of me for my weak aims. It's not that I can't fight him back, I just don't feel like saying anything to him. I don't feel like doing anything but I know you'd want me to at least to try so I'm doing this for you.
Because I Love You and my love will only grow for you and hopefully when I confess it isn't too late. I have a feeling that you love me even you don't seem to notice it yourself. You have always been the oblivious type of guy, so maybe….just maybe that you might notice about those feelings and know what they are.
I am lost, I am vain
I will never be the same without you
Without you
So what did you think? I know it's a little boring but it is part of the storyline. Next chapter will have (Spoiler Alert) Hotaru X Gingka.
I can not believe I just told you guys what is going to happen (Smacks forehead) but I want to excite you guys. (You deserve it)
The words in Italic are from the song: Without you by David Guetta.
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Hope you enjoyed and are excited about the next chapters!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!