Chapter 4
The look on Koz's face was priceless once I told him he had to get Tig's blessing. I think I was closer to Tig than any other Son other than Daddy and Opie. But I knew there was bad blood with Koz and Tig so I knew that would be a challenge. Getting ready for the day, knowing we were going to Gemma's for her Sunday night dinner, I had errands to run before getting the two cakes ready that I was taking to the dinner. Walking out the door, Koz stops me. "Where are you headed?" he asks. "To the store. I have to get the things I need to bake the two cakes for tonight." I tell him grabbing my purse and keys. He takes the keys from my hand and says "I'll drive." I walk out the door shaking my head smiling as he locked the house and we headed to the car.
Walking through the store with Koz really felt normal. Like we had been doing it for years. I don't know what it is but things are just coming easy with him. Maybe this wouldn't be so bad. "What else do you have on your list?" He asked. "I have everything but the vanilla extract." I say as we turn down the aisle that the last item was on. Getting it and heading to the checkout, I see Donna. "Hey sis!" She says looking from me to Koz. "Something you want to tell me?" She says smirking. "Not yet." I tell her, laughing. "Pop and Ope know?" She asked. "Not yet but they will be okay with it." I tell her knowing I am right. "Yeah but you know how protective Tig is. He's going to flip his shit." She says. "I know. But it's good." I tell her. I know Tig is protective and he doesn't like Koz but I know he will be okay if he knows I feel safe and happy. Tig is the only other one that knows about my rape but Koz is the only one that knows who it was. "I gotta go. You going to Gem's tonight?" I asked her. "Yep. You think I'm gonna miss everyone seeing you two together?" I just laugh as Koz and I walk away.
Later that evening, walking into Gemma's house together, all eyes turn to us. I had driven since I had the cakes and ended up bringing cupcakes too. Koz followed me on his bike but we walked in together. Taking the deserts to the kitchen where Gemma was, I walked over and kissed her on the cheek. "Hey Gem." I say smiling. I put the deserts on the counter as she responded. "Hey Sweetheart. Why did it get quiet in there all of a sudden?" She smirked knowing why. "Koz and I walked in together." I say smiling. "So, you finally getting your head out of your ass and giving him a chance?" She asked. She has always seen me becoming someone's Old Lady but it was just a matter of who's. "Yes but he has to get Tiggy's blessing first." I say. "Well shit, making it hard on him aren't you?" She laughs.
Dinner is done and we are all sitting at the table and I am between Daddy and Koz and Tig is right across from me. I see Tig glaring at Kozik and can't help but stifle a laugh. After we eat, everyone is sitting in the living room talking and drinking when I slip outside to the back deck for some air. I stood out there for a few when I hear footsteps. "I was wondering where you wondered off to." Tig says stepping next to me and lighting his smoke. "Yeah, just needed some air." I tell him. "You gonna tell me what's going on with you and asshole?" He says not looking at me. "He wants to be with me." I tell him. "He know?" he asks and I know what he is referring to. "Yeah. Told him last night." I say looking down at my hands. "I told him he had to get your blessing." I say smiling a little. Tig laughs, "Making him work for it. Good girl." He says. His face turns serious. "You want to be with him?" I can't help but smile. "Yeah. Tiggy I have not been able to be with anyone since it happened. But it seems so easy with him. I can't explain it." I tell him. "Well, then he has my blessing." He says and my eyes go wide. "Really?" I asked. "Yes but I get to be the one to tell him." He says sternly. "Wouldn't have it any other way." I tell him hugging him.
We walk back inside and Tig walks over to Kozik, pulling him to the side away from everyone else. He whispers something in his ear and they bro hug before Koz walks over to me asking, "You ready to go home?" Smiling I say, "Yeah. Let's go home." We say our goodbyes and walk out the door and we walk to my car. "Head home. I'll be there in a few. Just need to get some things from the clubhouse." He kisses me and I respond "Bring all of your things." He smiles and nods. Kissing me again, I get in the car and head home. Twenty minutes later I hear him pull in the driveway before he walks in and locks the door. Taking his bag to what is now, our bedroom, he unpacks and gets changed before snuggling up on the couch with me to watch a movie.
After the movie is done, we head to bed, we undress and crawl into bed. He starts kissing me softly and I deepen the kiss. He is the only one that I have been with since my attack and he just makes me relax and actually feel. I cut off my emotions for a long time but he just makes me feel different. Makes me feel like it is okay to let someone in. He kisses down my neck and to my breasts before climbing between my legs. He takes off the rest of my clothes and his as well before entering me at a nice slow and steady pace. Kissing me passionately the entire time. There was no need to rush. It was just us and we had all the time in the world. He made me reach my peak several times before reaching his own and emptying his seed inside me. Laying next to me, he pulled me to him and held me there. I could hear the rhythm of his heart and it was like lullaby that lulls me into a restful sleep. I could feel him kiss the top of my head and whisper "Good night Pretty Girl" before I dozed off.
I woke up the next morning and he was gone. I thought for a minute that he may have been called for club business but then I smell coffee and bacon. Walking into the kitchen, I see him at the stove cooking and can't help but smile. "Sit" he tells me. Setting a plate of toast, bacon, eggs and hashbrowns in front of me, he kisses my lips softly. "Morning." "Morning" I respond. I swear he couldn't be more sweet. We both eat in silence before getting ready for work seeing as it is Monday morning. But little did I know it was going to be a long day.
Pulling onto the lot at TM I see a line of bikes. I drive and he rode just incase he had to leave for club business I would still have a way home. Walking into the office, I see Gemma. "Hey baby." She greets me. "Hey Momma Gem." I say. "I see your boy got Tigs blessing?" She asked. "Yeah. We talked out on the deck last night and he saw where I was coming from." I tell her. "Good. You need a good man and he will take care of you." She says. "I know." I tell her, smiling. Speak of the devil, he walks into the office. "Hey Babe. I am heading out do the repos. You need anything while I am out?" He asks. "No babe. I'm good. Be careful." I say before walking over and giving him a kiss on the lips. He smiles before walking off. I turn back around to see Gemma grinning from ear to ear. "I don't want to hear it." I tell her, blushing. "Sweetheart, I see a crow in your future." She tells me before walking out of the office. 'God I hope so.' I say to myself.