Chapter 8
Sitting on the couch with Koz pacing bath and forth across the living room floor, we hear the sound of motorcycles pull up. Koz opens the door and they all come rushing in. "What happened?" Jax asked looking from Koz to me. "Mother fucker was in our house. Pussy bitch got off on our bed." Koz tells him seeming more angry than before. Chibs sits down beside me. "How ya doin' lass?" He asked me. "Chibby, he was in our house. There were pictures. He was watching us in bed?" I tell him with tears in my eyes. Chibs puts his arms around me trying to get me to calm down. The more I think about it and the more I see Koz getting even more pissed, the more I feel my chest tightening. Chibs sees me tense and realizes what is happening. "Koz, get a paper bag. NOW!" he shouts. Herm brings me the bag and I start breathing in and out and he is in front of me, "Baby, breathe for me. Slow breaths. God, baby, I am so sorry." My breathing slows down and I am feeling a little more calm just concentrating on him. "This is not your fault." I tell him. "I'm just anxious." I say. "Pack a bag, guys. You need to stay at the clubhouse until we can find him." Bobby says and I nod my head and walk to the bedroom to pack a bag.
Walking into the dorm room once we made it to the clubhouse, I turn and look at Herm. "Herm, please find him. I can't handle much more of this." I plead with him. "We will baby and you won't have to deal with him again. I promise. I meant what I said though. Once this is done I'm making you my wife." he said with a little smile. "Okay." I smile back at him. God I love this man. We walk back out to the bar and Clay calls church.
Koz POV
"Juice, have you been able to find anything on Kyle?" Clay asked. "Yeah. He has an apartment just outside Charming. Dumbass actually put it in his name." Juice says. "So what are we waiting for?" I asked and I can hear Happy next to me grunt ready to go too. "We have to play this right so that we make sure it is taken care of the first time with no blow backs. I want this piece of shit just like you do, Koz, but we have to be smart about this." Clay says. "If this was Gemma he was fucking with you would have had us out there and found him already. This is my Old Lady, Clay! She's going to be my fucking wife! I want him dead, NOW!" I yell standing up at the Redwood. "Calm down, Koz. We know how bad you want this. We all do. Savy is like a sister to me. I promise this will get handled." Jax assures me. "I meant what I said. This kill is mine." I yell and storm out of the chapel.
End of Koz POV
I see the chapel doors open and Herm comes storming out with Happy hot on his heals. Knowing something is wrong I ran outside behind them. "Stay back Sav. I got him." Happy warned me. Koz was at the boxing ring, punching the punching bag. Happy walked up and grabbed the bag to hold it steady to help him get calmed down. I sat down on the picnic table and felt an arm go around my shoulders. "He loves you. You know that?" Opie asked me. "Yeah. I know. Opie, what happened in there?" I asked. I had never seen anyone as pissed as my Old Man was. "He's wants Kyle dead and Clay wants to figure out a way to do it where there's no blowback before going in." he tells me. "As much as I hate it, that makes sense." I tell him, still watching Herm. I see Happy talking to Herm and they bro hug before Herm walks over to me. "Can I get a minute, man.?" Herm asks Opie. "Sure Brother." Opie says before kissing my temple and walking off. "Are you okay?" I asked him, looping my fingers in his belt loop and pulling him closer to me. "No. Clay wants to wait." he tells me, still pissed. "I know. Ope told me. Baby, as much as it sucks, it makes sense. Just please make sure this is done right. I can't have you going to jail because of this. I need you. We have to be smart about this." I reason with him. "Okay." he says, wrapping his arms around me. I wrap mine around him and we stand there in silence.
Walking back inside, he pulls Clay aside and apologizes and makes sure he was right with Clay. I see them hug and know everything is fine. The croweater behind the bar hands me a water and I thank her as Herm walks over to me. "We have church again in thirty. We have to figure this out." He tells me, so not to say too much. "It will work out. I love you Herm." I tell him. "Come with me." he tells me as he takes my hand and leads me towards the dorms. We head up the ladder and sit on the air unit that we sat on that I told him everything. "I need to do something before all of this goes down." He tells me, holding my hand still. "I love you Savy. I have since the day I met you. I told you that I was going to make you my wife and I meant it." he says as he reaches inside his kutte pocket and pulls out a ring. "This ring was my grandmother's ring. She told me to hand on to it and to only give it to the one I wanted to spend my life with. The one that I saw being by my side, being the mother of my kids. Baby, I see that with you. I have never loved someone this much. I know this isn't all roses and romance and shit but will you marry me?" he asked getting down on one knee in front of me. Smiling as big as I can, I tell him "Yes Herm. I will marry you." He stands up, pulling me with him and we kiss, softly and passionately.