Random Song One Shots Chapter 6: Just So You Know, a grojband fanfic

Thanks for the nice comments! Also Skinkyfly, cool it girl, I only got two hands with ten fingers and I don't really type fast. XD As I said in the last One-Shot, this chapter is going to be Just So You Know by Jesse McCartney and the ship is Larrie or Lenny/Larry x Carrie. Let's jump in!

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I should be more open with my feeling to her...No, she'll just keep you away from her...No I have to tell her soon, I should be more open...No...Yes...No...Yes!...NO!...Why is this happening to me? I don't know. I should just tell her...No...God damn it. I hate feelings. I know they show who you are and how nice and cool you are and stuff...but, when it come to being in love with your best friend, it's hard. She's my best friend damn it why do I have to fall in love with my best friend in the first place?! 'sigh' Maybe i'll wait a little bit before deciding.

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Lens has been acting weirdly...Not like i haven't either. But, he's been acting weirder then usual, he's been zoning out when I hug him, he's been missing notes in songs that I know he perfected over the years, and he stopped flipping his lucky coin! He never ever played a gig with out flipping it up in the air for good luck...Yeah i notice stuff like that in my best friend, who wouldn't? Well, especially with his awesome green eyes and he's nice white smile, it's hard not to notice him. Wait- What did I just say? Oh shit,...I like my best friend...Why have I denied it? I don't know.

Just so you know

This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

I was tuning my bass during practice because Kim and Konnie had problems with they're instruments and decided to go home and get they're dad to help them out a pit...Weird that I know almost all the instruments you can think of and they leave for help when I'm right here. But the thing I was worried about now are the butterflies in my stomach as i looked at my blue haired crush right on top of a amp writing lyrics and tuning her red ax. Awe man she's beautiful. Stop thinking that Nepp! I pinched my self at this point. I got to quit it. She'll never like you back.

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

I looked over from my paper to see the red haired bassist tuning his brown bass. Why does he have to be cute and easy to talk to?...I can't take it. I have to tell him own I feel...And soon before I go insane with thoughts. "Hey Lens, can I talk to you?" My best friend put his bass on the stand right next to him and looked at me and smiled as he walked over to me. "Sure Care, what's up?" I jumped off the amp and put my guitar on it's stand right next to it. After that I grabbed his hand and pulling him up stares to my living room. "Alright. Now that you dislocated my shoulder, what do you need to tell me?" I sat on the blue couch as he sat right next to me looking at me. "'Sigh' Lens, I like you, alright? I might as well love you, I can't get you out of my head," I looked away from him at this point.

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

"I know you might want to leave the band now and stop talking to me and everything but," I was stopped by having my head turned and my lips being kissed by the red head in front of me. I pulled my arm around his neck as he put his hands on my waste. He pulled away. " You don't know how long I've waited to here that. I thought you wouldn't feel the same and I was trying to hide it and look the other way, but, I couldn't. You always seemed to get stuck in my mind and my heart wouldn't let me."

I looked back at the memories me and Carrie always had...Why haven't I noticed? She always liked me...Why did I always denied it? I don't know. I'm happy right now as I stared into her blue eyes.

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

Till next time, stay musical my friends!