Hey everyone! This is an original request from HUDanny on tumblr. It's another Larrie so hold on Corney shippers. I'll get you guys a one shot soon. :D Anyway, ENJOY!
I break apart everyday. Just to make sure you're alright. I would like to say. It's worth the si~ght. Broken heart ships hurt like heck. That's why I'm such a wreck. It's also why I continue to ignore, the pain I gain as I pretend to smile. I have a plastic smile... Can't you see? I'm smile sore, as your the girl I dream. This isn't meant for me. Can't you see? The plastic smile I wear as I fall asleep.
I admit. I'm kinda of a let down. I even make the happiest people I know go into depression. I hate it. I'm like a walking talking plague to everyone set for my family. That's why I write. It keeps me from talking to people and it keeps someone from dying in side. The only person I actually could talk to that didn't act like I killed her from the inside out was Carrie Beff. She's my best friend... Technically... My only friend. She talks to me like I'm normal. Like I'm her long time friend she haven't seen in years. Which is weird to me because no one did that set for her. At school, she didn't act like I was nothing like the other kids did. She lost friends because of me though. But she'll always told me it showed her who were her real friends instead of fakes. She was invited to birthday parts, events, and bashes with the other kids but she wouldn't go unless I was allowed to. The thing that shocked me most about her was, her perfect like personality. She was musical, nice, kind, head driven, strong, smart, and over all the perfect friend anyone would want. But the bad thing is that she looks different and the other kids make fun of her for it. She has blue hair with light blue eyes and she always has a orange beanie on her head. I actually did give her something for it so it looked cooler. It was a female skull that I gladly drew my self that she loved have to death. She knew how I could draw, play bass, and write but, she never really liked me for my abilities... She liked me for me and I'm glade for that.
Broken heart ships hurt like heck. That's why I'm such a wreck. She's the only one that sees behind the plastic smile I wear all day. She's why the pain I gain reduced. She's the reason why I actually smile at ni~ght. Can't you see that she makes me smile. So don't take her away from me~. Please don't take my angel from me~.
I was sitting on a bench when Carrie came running in. "LENNY LENNY LENNY!" I smiled at her as she sat next to me. "GUESS WHAT?!" I chuckled and closed my drawing book. "You got a new song?" She shook her head. "Um." I looked at her blue eyes closely. They sparked brightly making me smile again. "By the sparkle in your eyes I guess you met someone new." She then deflated and frowned. "I guess I'm right." She nodded and then put her hands together. "His name is Jerek. He's really cool! He wants to meet you tomorrow before me and him meet up. Are you okay with that?" I noticed she was doing the puppy dog remover on me. "Fine I'll meet him." She then got up and ran around the bench shouted the word yes over and over again as people stared. I laughed to my self as people looked away after they noticed me.
Angel~. My sweet an~gel~. Don't go no~w. Please stay with me. The plastic smile just left me~. I don't need it back. Please don't leave. Angel~. Is he really worth risking everything for. My sweet an~gel~. Look at this from my, angle~! I'll lose EVERYTHING when you leave me alone... My sweet angel~. You're the only one that means ANYTHING to me~.
I walked down the park the next day looking for this 'Jerek' Carrie likes. I could tell in her eyes that she really liked him. And I mean really likes him. She told me what he looked like before leaving early the other day. "Blonde, blue eyes, tan." I repeated the description to my self till I found him. "Jerek?" He looked at me which I could easily see as discus. "I'm Lenny Nepp. Carrie's friend. She told me you wanted to meet me before you and her meet up." He smirked at me which I didn't notice at the time. "So your the living breathing plague everyone talks about. Hmm. You seem weird enough for it." He was right. I have red hair with natural black streaks in it, gem green eyes that Carrie always told me were rare to find, and pale skin. "I'll tell you something right now Nepp. I don't like you but I like Carrie. She's cool, you're not. I'm going to ask her out in 10 minutes when she gets here and she'll forget you and all the loner stuff you had her into. And there's nothing you can do about it so don't even try to come in between me and my girl alright?" I growled lowly as the words my girl came out of his mouth. "YOU KNOW WHAT JEREK!? People like you blushed me around for years and I'm SICK OF IT! Also, Carrie is not an object you can all yours! She's human and she has her own life to live. You can't just tell her who and not to be friends with and I don't just DRAG her into 'loner stuff'! She likes to draw with me, she's free to do what she wants! I might not be cool to you but to her I'm not a no body, I'm not just the plague, I'm a person, I'm cool to her and to me she's my angel! And you know what JERK! YOU CAN'T TAKE AWAY ANGEL FROM SOMEONE THAT WENT THOUGH HELL TO TALK TO HER!" Right then Jerek decided to push me against a tree and started to punch me in the gut,kick me in my legs and slam me against the trees around us.
Angel, angel. Listen to me! He's not the man he se~ems. Trust me~. You need to know the truth, of this devil in a man suit. So help me~. Fight him off. Everything's at risk when the angel I fought through hell for, trys to go to hell.
I whipped the blood off my chin as I tried to get up as Jerek stood in front of me. "YOUR FINISHED!" He was about to punch me in the face as I seen a flash of blue and orange. "STOP!" I seem the orange beanie I know so well, the voice I heard so many times in my live, and the easy to see from a mile away blue hair. "C-Carrie." "CARRIE!" I looked to see Carrie holding Jerek's fist as she had a pained expression. "JEREK! How could you hurt Lenny?! That's heartless to beat someone for protecting someone from a horrible choose." I smiled weakly as I tried to get up. "BUT CARRIE HE'S A-" I seen Carrie do something I never seen her do to anyone. She smack him across the face. "Don't even finish that sentence you jerk! And don't even say my name! You hurt my friend. I don't care who you are, where you from, or what you have done, I don't allow anyone to do that when I'm around. Now get out of my face." Carrie helped me up as Jerek huffed as he left. "I'm sorry I didn't stop him when I could Lens." Did she just give me a pet name? "It's no big deal Care. Just don't ever talk to people like that again." She giggled and help me patch my self up with the first aid kit she carried. I'm happy my angel is still with me.
