Kristian pov
Oh my god she is really dead. But how could i feel her? Why did she have to go? It had been an hour since she had left and we were all eating brakefast but i had no appitite. "Come on kristian your mom will kill me if i let you starve," liz wrote on a dry erase bord. I just stood up and walked away to my room and locked the door.
well at least i can still talk to her and and feel her but i can still only think of her being gone and this song that kenny said she liked during our date so i grabbed my ipod put my ear buds in and turned on the song and it started to play just a dream by carrie underwood
It was two weeks after the day she turned 18
All dressed in white goin' to the church that night
She had his box of letters in the passengers seat
Six pence in a shoe, something borrowed something blue
And when the church doors opened up wide she put her veil down tryin to hide the tears
Oh she just couldnt beleive it
She heard the trumpets from the military band
And the flowers fell out of her hand
Baby why'd you leave me why'd you have to go i was counting on forever now i'll never know
i cant even breath
Its like im looking from a distance
Standing ing the background everybodys saying, he's not coming home now
This cant be happening to me
This is just a dream
The preacher man said let us bow our heads and pray
Lord please lift his soul, and heal this hurt
Then the congregation all stood up and sang
the saddest song that she ever heard
Then they handed her a folded up flag
And she held on to all she had left of him
Oh, and what could have been
And then the guns rang one last shot
And it felt like a bullet in her heart
Baby why'd you leave me why'd you have to go i was counting on forever now i'll never know
i cant even breath
Its like im looking from a distance
Standing ing the background everybodys saying, he's not coming home now
This cant be happening to me
This is just a dream
Oh,
Baby why'd you leave me why'd you have to go i was counting on forever now i'll never know
Oh, now i'll never know
Its like im looking from a distance
Standing ing the background everybodys saying, he's not coming home now
This cant be happening to me
This is just a dream
Oh, this is just a dream
Just a dream
Yeah, yeah
When the song finished i reilised that i had tears all down my face i just wiped them off and put my ipod on shuffle and fell into a deep dreamless sleep only to be awaken at 1:00 and was forsed to walk into town.
Sorry it was a filler chapter but i really love that son btw it was Kenny that he woke up to but he couldn't see her because she was astral projecting so he thinks she is a ghost.