Random Song One Shots Chapter 44: Last to Know by Three Days Grace, a grojband fanfic

Here's a request from ShaneHLover36 off Tumblr. The song is Last To Know by Three Days Grace and the ship is Larrie. Also, sorry for not updating lately, I had band festival over the weekend and I could barely finish my I Must Be Dreaming chapter yesterday. XD WARNING: THIS REQUEST MIGHT BE DEPRESSING IN THE BEGINNING! Anyway, ENJOY! :D

Today was a free day from practicing so I was just laying on my bed staring at the ceiling as music blared out of my radio speakers. I would have been hanging out with Care, but she was with the girls for the day. Also, her new boyfriend Danny, doesn't really agree with me well and hates it when I go to her house or when we hang out instead of her going on a date with him. What hurt the most is that I love Care and she never noticed sense I started having a crush on her when I was eight. It felt like someone stabbed a sword into my chest when Care told be she had a boyfriend and it felt like someone pushed the blade in deeper everyday I seen them together. I stopped going to band practices after Danny beat me to a pulp when I was walking home from our gig. Care was scared of what happened to me but it seemed Danny got her to believe him more then me. I went into a deep depression over the month that had me starting to cut my wrist... I hat doing it but it's my only relish from the pain, it also tells me I'm still alive/this it not a dream and that the pain I'm feeling, could be worst. I've been covering them though welly and Care,Kim,Konnie, or even Danny haven't noticed it all. I was lucky about that. At the moment 'The Ghost of You by My Chemical Romance' decided to play on the radio. I sang out to the lyrics as my heart broke more. This was the song that was playing when me and Care decided to be best friends when we were kids. It was a song I loved to hear growing up because i could always still hear Care's voice singing to it in the back of my head. I could feel a tear fall down my cheek as I sang to the last verse. I almost broke down then. I walked over to the radio and shut it off as I wiped the tears out of my eyes that blurred my vision. I grabbed out my notebook and opened it to a song I wrote after I found out Care was dating Danny. She told me, her best friend, last out of all the people she knows so I wrote that pain out in this song that I named 'Last to Know'. It was the perfect song that exampled the pain in my chest when I found out. I walked over and grabbed my keyboard and guitar out of the corner because one: there was a keyboard intro, and two: my bass was at Care's and Danny wouldn't let me near her house to get it. I turned on the keyboard and started playing.

She just walked away
Why didn't she tell me?
And where do I go tonight?
This isn't happening to me
This can't be happening to me
She didn't say a word
Just walked away

I switched to the guitar at this point.

You were the first to say
That we were not okay
You were the first to lie
When we were not alright
this was my first love
She was the first to go
And when she left me for you
I was the last to know

Why didn't she tell me
Where to go tonight?
She didn't say word
She just walked away

You were the first to say
That we were not okay
You were the first to lie
When we were not alright
this was my first love
She was the first to go
And when she left me for you
I was the last to know

I'll be the first to say
That now I'm okay
And for the first time
I've opened up my eyes
This was my worst love
You'll be the first to go
And when she leaves you for dead
You'll be the last to know

I could feel the tears go down my cheeks at the end. My voice cracked on the last note and you could hear my heart snap from a mile away. I heard a light knock on my door so I rolled my long sleeves down that covered the glaze on my wrist and put my instruments back before wiping the tear marks off my face and opening the door. "C-Care?" She had a sad look on my face when she looked at me. Instead of saying anything back, she hugged me and started crying into my chest. "L-Lens. I'm s-so sorry for everything I put you though. I'm r-really s-sorry Len-ns. I heard the song a-and... I'm so sorry Lens." I just stared down a the blue haired girl crying into me in shock. She heard me sing? S-She heard the song I wrote and she knows what the song meant? She then put her hands on my wrist before taking her self off me. "I also know what you have been doing to your self too Lens... I'm sorry I haven't been there for you to stop you from it... Danny wouldn't let me out of his eyes and that's why I broke up with him today." She gripped the glaze around my wrist as a tear went down her pale cheek. "Please stop hurting your self Lens. It hurts me when you do. S-So please s-stop cutting your self Lens... You d-don't need to." I gave her a sorry look before I took my writs out of her grasp and I put my hands on her cheeks. "Care. Listen to me." I wiped the tear that went down her cheek away with my hand. "Your apologies are accepted... Even though I should be the one to say sorry." She gave me an confused look. "If I told you before this all happened then I wouldn't of scared you like this and neither of us would have went though all of this." I took my hands off her cheeks when I started to stare at the ground. "If I told you, you wouldn't have been hurt, I wouldn't have done all this and Danny wouldn't have been in our lives. But, I was too scared to tell you that, that... I love you! There, I finally said it. I love you Carrie, ever sense we were kids. But I was way to scared of losing you to actually tell you and-" She then lifted up my head and kissed me. After a minute she broke away. "I always loved you too Lenny. I was just too scared to tell you that I did because I thought you would reject me and never talk to me again. I thought dating Danny would get my mind off you but it just made it worst huh?" I smiled at her. Something I didn't do in a while. "As long as he's gone for good, everything's perfect." She giggled at that and smiled. "Good to have ya back Lens."