Hey guys im starting to lose ideas hence why this chapter is mostly songs lol so please leave suggestions
Kenny's pov
Is it bad that i don't feel bad? Because...well i don't. It seemed like he liked me but then all of a sudden he acts like he doesn't. I mean i don't really know him, why did i think i liked him? He is really just like most of the other guys, a huge JERK! Bradley isn't he is nice and actually cares about me. I think i really just need some time alone right now. Bradley left a few minutes after Kristian.
I get up and walk over to my door and lock it. Then i grab my iPod and put it on shuffle as i walk over to my bed. The first song that comes on is Broken by Lindsey Haun (if you want to know how i feel go listen to the songs i list because they explain EXACTLY how i feel so ill list a few i totally recommend you look them up cause they help with getting over jerks)
After broken my iPod went to the following songs
cowboy casanova by carrie underwood
So small by carrie underwood
Bless the broken road by rascal flats
Then last it went to someday when i stop loving you by carrie underwood.
As the songs went on i let a few tears slip down my cheeks. I had just ruined any chance of friendship i could have had with Kristian. I pulled out my journal and a pen then went on auto pilot writing once i was done i noticed i had just wrote a song/poem (if i get 5 good reviews ill post the lyrics)
Its then that i finally lost it and broke down crying into my pillow and the song change by carrie underwood came on and i fell asleep with tear stained cheeks.