This is not a request, reason why I'm not doing request for a little bit, well you should have read the top of the last one shot. XD Anyway, I wanted to see if I can write this one like I used to. Let's see if I can huh? The song is Stomach Tied In Knots by Sleeping With Sirens and the ship, I didn't think of when I wrote this note. XD Anyway, ENJOY!

Oh, my stomach's tied in knots
I'm afraid of what I'll find if you wanna talk tonight
Ooh ooh
See the problem isn't you, it's me, I know
I can tell, I've seen it time after time
And I'll push you away (mmm)
I get so afraid, oh, no

And I can't live without you now
Oh-oh
I can't even live with myself
Oh-oh-oh
And I can't live without you now
Oh-oh
And I don't want nobody else
Oh-oh-oh

I laid on my bed with my phone on my chest, stomach in knots and I don't know what I'm going to say. On the other line is no one for now but I know she would want to talk tonight. But what am I going to say? I got nothing! What is with me? I keep pushing her away and I don't know why... I can't live without her meaning I can't live with my self... but I know that I don't want anyone else near me.

I only have myself to blame
But do you think we can start again?
'Cause I can't live without you

Oh, my stomach's tied in knots
I'm afraid of what I'll find if I see you again tonight
Ooh ooh
See the problem isn't you, it's me, I know
I do this every single time
I'll push you away (ooh)
I get so afraid, oh, no

And I can't live without you now
Oh-oh
I can't even live with myself
Oh-oh-oh
And I can't live without you now
Oh-oh
And I don't want nobody else
Oh-oh-oh

I only have my self to blame if she decides to walk away... I do this all the time... and I don't know why. I know the problem is me, she deserves better then me, but she doesn't notice that... She's oblivious to that actually. Why can't she see that I'm not the almost perfect person that she thinks I am? I can't even look at the color blue anymore thanks to this.

I only have myself to blame
But do you think we can start again?
I only have myself to blame
But do you think we can start again?
I only have myself to blame
But do you think we can start again?
I only have myself to blame
Let's start again
Let's start again

I can't live without you
Oh-oh oh-oh oh-oh
Oh-oh oh-oh oh-oh
Oh-oh oh-oh oh-oh
Oh-oh oh-oh oh-oh

And I can't live without you now
Oh-oh
I can't even live with myself
Oh-oh-oh
I can't live without you now
Oh-oh
And I don't want nobody else
Oh-oh-oh

She still thinks of me highly... I don't see why though... I still love her but, she'll never know that, she's oblivious to notice it anyway... My stomach is still in knots. I want no one else, but I can't live with my self, I can't live with out her, but I can't live with out my self. I only have my self to blame... I hate this... My phone then rang and I emediatly picked up the phone. ""Hey Lens! What's up? How's it in Florida?" I smiled, the knots went away, and so did the blame. She always had this effect on me. "Hey Care. Nothing really. Also, my dad hates it here thanks to the crocidile stories." I heard her laughter over the line.

'Cause I can't live without you now
Oh-oh
I can't even live with myself
Oh-oh-oh
And I can't live without you now
Oh-oh
'Cause I don't want nobody else
Nobody else
Nobody else

I can't live without you
Oh oh

I can't live without her and that's why I try my best to keep her in my life. She's everything to me because she keeps me sane... I love her... I finally admitted it with out blaming my self... Finally.

I think I can still write it like that. X) Anyway, thanks for reading and have an awesome day!