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-ari/Ozzy000


Elsa ran down the hall breathing heavily, away from an angry Adgar. She carried Anna over her shoulder. They were almost to the exit, almost- the door blasted open and they were on the roof, no where to go. It was a far jump from the this building to the next, but that was the only way to get away from Adgar. Elsa hesitated when she shouldn't have, she jumped knowing she wouldn't make it. Elsa launched Anna onto the other roof and missed the ledge, watching Anna. Elsa now was falling. Her hands were reaching up to an endless nothing, her feet flailing helplessly as she tried to fall onto something. The ground began to get closer...

Closer...

Closer...

Elsa woke up yelling, struggling to move in her bed as she tried to come out of her horrid dream. Two hands cupped the side of her face and calmed her down.

"Shhh... your ok, shhh" Elsa opened her eyes and through her tears she could see a foggy vision of her sister, who looked better than ever.

Anna never was tired, Elsa never left, it was all another dream. Elsa dreamed of running away and Anna... well Anna's was more of a flashback... but why a flashback? Anna wasn't the one being tortured, she escaped, Elsa put her on the carriage! So why was she having flashbacks of what should have been Elsa instead of her! It confused the redhead but she shook it off, knowing her sister needed her right now.

"A-Anna!" Elsa began to cry even harder, remembering the few images of how Anna's eyes shot open and her face went pale with shock after realizing Elsa had left her in the carriage and went back to the asylum.

"Hey Elsa, you have to quite down for me ok? My ears still hurt from yesterday" Anna said, brushing a loose strand of hair out of her sister's face. The day before, Elsa wouldn't stop crying in her sleep. It went on for hours, just of her loud wailing and screaming... Anna hated when she saw her sister having night terrors.

"Anna!" Elsa once again yelled, eyes widening and spilling an abundance of tears.

"Elsa, please sto-"

"Anna!" she cut off the redhead.

"Elsa stop!-"

"Anna!" the blonde jumped out the bed and landed on Anna, hugging her and causing the redhead to fall backwards and hit the floor harder than expected.

The redhead howled in pain as all of Elsa's weight hit her harder than ever, a cracking noise coming from her stomach as it churned.

"I sorry! I sorry! I sorry for w-leaving you! Anna I so sorry!" Elsa wailed loudly.

Kristoff limped into the room after hearing all the commotion, rushing to Anna after seeing her knocked over and prying off the blonde.

"Anna I sorry!" Elsa yelled as Kristoff pinned her onto the bed, telling her to calm down over and over again.

Sven ran into the room dressed in his pajamas and helped Anna up.

"Elsa, stop it, No, Bad Elsa, BAD!" Kristoff scolded.

Elsa lay there, bottom lip trembling and eyes filling with tears again.

She burst out in loud cries and apologies, calling herself 'bad' and curling into a ball on the bed.

Anna barred her teeth and sighed, limping out of the door with Kristoff and Sven.

Elsa rocked back and forth, biting her nails and looking around.

"I-I'm so bad..."


Anna yawned and stretched her arms out, smacking her lips tiredly. Kristoff agreed to help Elsa get ready in the morning for the next few days since Anna was getting so worn out.

"No!" she heard someone yell.

"Elsa! Get inside of the bathtub!" Kristoff commanded.

"No! I don't wanna!" Elsa cried.

There was a small splash then a gasp. Kristoff had carried Elsa and put her in the tub.

"I don't wanna! I no like you! Anna! I want Anna!" she wailed.

"Elsa- stop! Hey! girl- Elsa! Stop it!" Kristoff was trying his best to scrub her head with the soap but she kept dodging and trying to bite it instead.

"Stop- d... Daddy stop it! Too hot!" Elsa covered her mouth.

"What...?" Kristoff rubbed the back of his head.

Elsa jumped out of the water, in the nude, and ran into her room, slamming the door.

Anna had heard enough to understand what was going on.

From what it looked like, Elsa had been put in steaming hot water many of times by Adgar, and she didn't like it at all. Pfft! I mean, who would like that!?

Anna lifted from her bad and cracked her back, a surprised look coming to her face at the loud noise that emerged.

She walked out of the room, long night-gown flowing freely around her as she moved, like a curtain containing the redhead's innocents.

knock... knock... kna-knock knock knock...

"Elsa...?" Anna whispered.

"Elsa is not here..." a voice responded.

"Please... I know your in there..." Anna sang softly.

"I-I'm not in here..."

"Elsa... What are we going to do?" she pressed her forehead to the door.

Elsa's heart was pounding against her rib cage, eyes darting around and nails digging into her own skin.

"Nothing..." she chocked.

"I can't do anything I didn't do anything in the past..."

"Elsa-"

"But that fucking monster! That horrible man did so many things to me!-"

"Elsa!-"

"AND NO ONE DID ANYTHING ABOUT IT AND NOW I'M DYING!-"

"Elsa!-"

"NOW I CAN"T HANDLE MYSELF! I CAN'T DO IT ANYMORE!"

Anna shouldered the already damaged door and fell inside, ignoring the pain of a know dislocated shoulder and hugging Elsa with all her might.

"You did everything in the past..." Anna started

"But-"

"That monster did lots of things to you.."

"Yeah-"

"Your not dying Elsa..."

"Yes-"

You can handle yourself... your not like everyone else... Your different... Your phobic..."

Flashback

"Who would leave a child out here in the middle of winter!" Gerda gasped, picking a very young Anna out of a small basket.

Anna was crying, which was normal because she was only an infant.

"Another one?" Kai asked from the door.

"Yes... sadly yet another!" She sighed.

"What is her name?" He asked nervously.

Gerda looked at the basket.

"Anna... her name is Anna"

"Anna..." Kai repeated.

Anna snuggled up in Gerda's arms, trying to escape the cold winter night.

"Lets get her inside"

"Yes... hurry!" the door of the orphanage shut and the cold winter night emerged with it's calming noises.

There was a cough... then another... blood was on the snow as a young girl stepped back from behind the bushes, away from the orphanage. Elsa sobbed softly and fell to her knees, holding her throat which was still freshly sliced. She lay in the snow now, blood leaking from her mouth and tears running down her eyes.

"G-Goodnight little s-sister A-Anna... goodnight Olaf... Goodnight... Mama..." she whispered, clutching her wound tighter as the snow crunched in her direction, only the sound of heavy footsteps before she fell into a deep dark sleep.


Anna rubbed Elsa's head gently.

"I love you too much to lose you" Anna whispered.

"I lost you though! years ago-"

"Shhh... Elsa... your okay... I forgive you..."

"R-Really?" Elsa sniffled, tears coming to her eyes.

"With all my heart and soul..." She gave Elsa a crooked grin.

Elsa wrapped her arms tighter around her sister and dug her face into her shoulder, letting out the tears that had been waiting to be let out for so long... so much emotion left to shed...


OMFG! PHOBIAS is back in my life! goodnight!