Hey Guys! The song today is Meant to Be by Cady Groves and the ship is Corney! Enjoy!
I tossed and turned in bed. My head was scattered, thinking of Core mostly. I kinda hated how he was my weakness, especially how he's the only person that can make me cry with out knowing it. Anyway, I really hope that I can get at least a little bit of sleep before our gig tomorrow. but I couldn't close my eyes at all at 2:30 AM... Oh great, not this again. This has been happening a lot sense my crush on Core has gotten worst over the years. Well, he did save me from being that mute girl in the back of the class that believes that she was born in a messed up world. I sighed, that was right though. This world was messed up, sense this world gave me someone like Core that doesn't even know for sure what 'Love' is. I started to just look around my room and noticed my old notebook Core gave me when he found out I could write when we were 14. I got off my bed and walked over to my desk where my notebook was. I opened it to a clear page and just started letting my hand goes lose with everything my mind was thinking. In the end, I knew right away that it was going to be a love sick song. I was right.
I was born in a messed up world
Wide- eyed, little lonely girl
In love- it was plain to see
Nobody held onto me
I moved around until I messed up good
Lost myself like they said I would
Ain't like I want it to be
But nobody held onto me
I spent everyday runnin' away
But all I needed was
Real deal, real love
The kind that won't give up
When I'm not quite good enough
Big field, your heart, no doors
Or reason to run out
I gotta find someone like me
And I really don't want him to leave
Well I cursed this damn old world
It ain't easy as boy meets girl
'Cause I watched him walk away
It doesn't mean it wasn't meant to be
I spent every day prayin' he would stay
I swear all I needed was
The real deal, real love
The kind that won't give up
When I'm not quite good enough
Big field, your heart, no doors
Or reason to run out
I gotta find someone like me
And I really don't want him to leave
One time
He tried
I loved him
And so
I can't say
he lied
But he let go
One time
He tried
I loved him
And so
I can't say
he lied
But he let go
Real deal, real love
The kind that won't give up
When I'm not quite good enough
Big field, your heart, no doors
Or reason to give up
I gotta find someone like me
And I really don't want him to leave
I don't really want him to leave
I smiled noticing that it was talking about Core. Right then I noticed that my phone just vibrated. I picked it up from it's charger to see that it was Core texting me. 'Are you up? I can't fall asleep. :P' I just smiled and replied back quickly. 'I can't even close my eyes. XD' It only took a second for him to reply back. 'You and me both Lanes. X) Have you written anything for tomorrow?' I looked back over to my notebook. I didn't want him to know about that song yet. I'll just tell him about my other song 'All Signs Point to Lauderdale'. 'Yeah, I think it's not that good though.' He replied really quick. 'Don't worry about that Lanes. You always have AWESOME songs, anyway, I'm gonna try to sleep again. Good night Lanes. :)' I smiled at his complement. 'Thanks Core, Good night.' I yawned and laid back down on my bed. Have nice dreams Core, hopefully I can tell you how I feel soon.
After I texted Lanes I yawned and looked at the scattered music sheets over my blue covered bed. I wanted to write something for Lanes to tell her how I feel for tomorrow. I didn't get very far on it. Anyway, it'll be done soon, and then I can tell her how I feel. I'll tell you soon Lanes. I'll tell you soon.