HEY GUYS! Today's one shot song is Paralyzed by Big Time Rush and the ship is Corney! It was requested the same time I was thinking about it by TotalGrojbandLover77! ENJOY!
I was never one of those guys that got the love stories that were shown on TV.. But when it came to Lanes, I always just knew that I loved her... It was easy for me to find that out about my self... I've known that ever sense I met her on that Friday afternoon when she moved in across the street... When I saw her come over to my house to meet my dad, oddly he asked them to, I was frozen, paralyzed by her, you could say she stopped time for me that day. She was the same way she is today, just not as quiet, her hair was little bit longer and it covered one of her gem green eyes back then that gave her that adorable shy feel to her... I still feel that kind vibe from her a lot... I would of normal yelled out my name when I met people but, my hands were shaking, I was sweating, I couldn't move, and I basically couldn't move because I didn't have to guts to... The weird thing is, she had me feel this way when I was SEVEN. Yep, SEVEN! I've liked her for about seven years and she's been my best friend for that long as well.. I know I don't seem to show it, but she means the world to me. But so doesn't the band and our friendship and I have a self record of messing up, I don't want her to leave the band and our group all because I was an idiot... That's why I want to show her how much I care for her through my only way of showing my self... By music. Sense Laney helped me find out my lyric ability, I've been able to write better. It's odd how oblivious I was when it comes to my lyric process when I use to still Trina's diary just last her and never noticed it was me making the lyrics the WHOLE time... It was weird finding out I had the ability to but just never really thought of it as my lyrics. Anyway, I didn't really write it my self though, I had help from one of The Newmans, it was Lenny that helped me out. He was the kindest out of the his band and he said and I quote 'I've done this before to my crush, if my crush loved it, their's no doubt that Laney would love your song for her.' It was weird how he known everything to put into the song... Maybe because he's been around girls more then I have. But when I told him that I owed him one he said 'As long as you don't tell Care, we're even... She would kill me if she known I helped you..' After my song was finished, Lenny helped me to fake call the twins to get them out of the garage by getting them to think that their mom needed them. After they left it was just me and Lanes, it was the perfect timing.
"Hey Lanes?" Laney looked at me after packing up her bass. "Yeah Core?" I swallowed hard, I wasn't really sure she was going to like the song. But, I was still going to play it for her. "I've written a song, it's still in acoustic only, but I figured that you would like to hear it before it goes full band.." She smiled at me brightly and sat on the couch in a criss-cross position. "Well, sing it Mr. Bobby Blue." I smiled at her as I walked onto the stage and started playing. I closed my eyes before I started singing though.
You, you walked into the room
On a Friday afternoon
That's when I saw you for the first time
And I was paralyzed
I had a million things to say
But none of them came out that day
'Cause I was never one of those guys
That always had the best lies
Time stopped ticking
My hands keep shaking
And you don't even know that
I try to speak, but girl you got me tongue-tied
I try to breathe but I'm f-f-f-frozen inside
I try to move but I'm stuck in my shoes
You got me paralyzed, paralyzed, p-p-p-paralyzed
I see you walking, but all you do is pass me by
Can't even talk, cause words don't come into my mind
I'd make a move if I had the guts to
But I'm paralyzed, paralyzed, p-p-p-paralyzed
Now I learned a lot from my mistake
Never let a good thing slip away
I've had a lot of time to look back
And my only regret is
Not telling you what I was going through
But you didn't even know that
I try to speak but girl you got me tongue-tied
I try to breathe but I'm f-f-f-frozen inside
I try to move but I'm stuck in my shoes
You got me paralyzed, paralyzed, p-p-p-paralyzed
I see you walking, but all you do is pass me by
Can't even talk, cause words don't come into my mind
I'd make a move if I had the guts to
But I'm paralyzed, paralyzed, p-p-p-paralyzed
As the years go by I think about you all the time, whoa
If I get the chance I hope I won't be paralyzed, paralyzed by you
You walked into the room
On a Friday afternoon
I try to speak but girl you got me tongue-tied
I try to breathe but I'm f-f-f-frozen inside
I try to move but I'm stuck in my shoes
You got me paralyzed, paralyzed, p-p-p-paralyzed (you got me paralyzed)
I see you walking, but all you do is pass me by
Can't even talk, cause words don't come into my mind
I'd make a move if I had the guts to
But I'm paralyzed, paralyzed, p-p-p-paralyzed (you got me paralyzed)
Paralyzed, paralyzed, you got me tongue-tied
Paralyzed, paralyzed, now I'm frozen inside
Paralyzed, paralyzed
You got me paralyzed, paralyzed, p-p-p-paralyzed
I opened my eyes after playing the last few notes. She was blushing as dark as her hair, she was smiling like a goof though with the brightest smile I ever seen her smile with, and she was trying to hide behind her bangs again, which she took out the hair clip I gave her to do so.. She looked adorable though. "So, how was it? And be honest." She got off the couch after I walked off stage. "I-It was pretty awesome Core. Who ever you were talking about though the song is a lucky girl.." I smiled at this. It was my time to confess. "Lanes?" She looked at me shyly. "Yeah Core?" I swallowed hard before I spoke again. "That song, was about you.. You're the lucky girl I appose. Lanes, I love you, I've always have... I'm sorry for being so oblivious all these years.. I would of told you before, like at the 'Fake Date For Cake' day but it was to hard to just say it." I waited for her response, but instead she kissed my cheek and shook her head. "I must be dreaming again. Cause that's exactly what I thought you would say if I was dreaming." "Uh, Lanes? this isn't a dream." She then fainted onto the couch. "Lanes?!"