Hey guys! I just wanted you guys to have something to read while I'm trying to make a new story. This is a request from Nightmarelover13 from all the way back at chapter 60. I'm sorry I didn't see it, I must have been blind. The ship is Larrie and the song is Lost by Bruno Mars. ENJOY MY AWESMAZING READERS!
I sighed as I put my bass in it's case. Damn... I'm just want her to see for once that I care for her more then a friend... But will that ever happen? No! She makes it hard for me to breathe, but she doesn't know that. I'm trying to find a way to tell her, but she just goes along... Someone could easily take her away from me and I don't want that to happen. I love her even if she's so damn oblivious... She makes me lose my mind at times... I actually think she thinks I'm already lost and gone. She doesn't notice what I do though, risk my life everyday for her plans, stay by her side when things get tough. I'm always there for her and every time I try to ask her out, she gets some other douche bag before I can even get the courage. But these guys are only after her skirt, while I'm going after her heart... No matter how sappy that sounded, it's true. She drives me insane at times as well because of this! *Mental sigh* You know what? I know I complain about this a lot to my self... But I will always love her... That's something I can't change at all.
After a few days later I decided to write a song about this... It was actually pretty easy. Especially with a great reason. This will be what I'll use to show her what she needs to know. Now how is something I'll work on later. For now, writing sheet music and writing the rest of the song is my major goals at the moment. Finished with the music.. Time to run through it. If it sounds good, I'll keep it that way. I grabbed out my guitar and stared to play the intro.
Damn
It's getting hard to breathe,
I'm trying to make her see,
That she don't really know
That I
I'm trying to find a way,
And tell her every day,
but she just goes along
So I
I don't wanna be,
The only one that knows
That somebody could come along and just
Take her right from me,
I'm standing shaking ground,
And I'm been thinking that I'm gonna lose it,
Cause I'm losing my head,
I'm losing my mind,
I'm losing control of myself this time.
She's got me losing my head,
I'm losing my mind,
I'm losing my way,
But I think she feels I'm already lost,
I'm already lost
(lost, lost, lost)
Damn
I wish that I could see,
What is making you
Feel that you should be
concerned
My love is like a gunshot
All it takes is one shot for me to blow it all away.
I don't wanna feel like I'm just wasting time,
It's gonna be with you and no one else.
Until you notice me,
I need to know right now
Cause I've been thinking it that I'm gonna lose it
That I'm losing my head,
I'm losing my mind,
I'm losing control of myself this time.
She's got me losing my head,
I'm losing my mind,
I'm losing my way,
But I think she feels I'm already lost
Maybe I'm trying to hard
But girl you make me nervous,
By now you should have noticed it
And what will it take it
Do I have to lay across your door in chains
You're driving me insane!
Girl, I'm losing my head,
I'm losing my mind,
I'm losing control of myself this time.
She's got me losing my head,
I'm losing my mind,
I'm losing my way,
But I think she feels I'm already lost
Losing my head,
I'm losing my mind,
I'm losing control by myself this time
She's got me
losing my head
I'm losing my mind
I'm losing my way
but i think she feels I"m already lost
(losing my head, losing my mind...)
I'm already lost
I think she feels I've already lost
(oh oh ohhh)
(losing my head, losing my mind..)
After I finished the song, I smiled. "Perfect. but how am I going to play it for Care?" I started thinking... "Well... Maybe it'll be better if she doesn't hear it for now... Maybe it'll be easier if I just show her it by her self or not even show her at all? It's kinda how everyone in my situation thinks of it... Not every single fairy tail has an happy ending."