Hey guys! This was request a while back from a friend on tumblr... I forgot so I decided to write it! This one is a Corney ship and the song is My Heart by Paramore. Sorry for the lack of updates... 8th grade is harder then I though it would be with algebra class. XD Anyway, enjoy!
I was usually on my own as a kid... People never really talked to me much, other kids avoided me, and I was bullied for not knowing anyone... I hurt a lot till I moved to Peaceville when I was seven and met Corey, my best friend, and the twins, who are close friends of mine. I still like doing major things on my own though.. I only let Corey and the twins into my private life, so I won't get hurt in the end again. I would be hurt if Corey ever left though.. I started growing a crush on him with I was little, about eight, and it only grew more and more everyday... He doesn't really know though, even if it's obvious to everyone else. I did try to get over my crush on him before.. But it all just lead me back into crushing on him from a distance. Right now though, I'm sitting on my bed trying to get my heart onto the paper so I can get my feelings out instead of bottling them. But I'm also trying to make the lyrics obvious for him too so if I do ever sing it to him, he'll know my feelings are pure... Gosh I'm sounding like all those girls I despised growing up.. That's what Core does to me though, he changes the way I am with out knowing. He made a loner with no friends that had the scariest hard shell that no one would even try to look through, to a soft spotted girl who played bass with her three awesome friends in one of the most awesome bands ever... But he mainly helped me find out that I never had to do things on my own all the time. I continued writing as I was thinking, and soon after I drifted off in thought, the song was done. I grabbed out my guitar that Core gave me a long while back, and started playing it softly. Right after a few cords, I started to sing softly.
I am finding out that maybe I was wrong
That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone
Stay with me, this is what I need, please?
Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?
I am nothing now and it's been so long
Since I've heard the sound, the sound of my only hope
This time I will be listening.
Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?
This heart, it beats, beats for only you
This heart, it beats, beats for only you
This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours
This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours
(My heart, it beats for you)
This heart, it beats, beats for only you (It beats, beats for only you)
My heart is yours (My heart is yours)
This heart, it beats, beats for only you (Please don't go now, please don't fade away)
My heart, my heart is yours (Please don't go now, please don't fade away)
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is yours
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is yours
(Please don't go, please don't fade away)
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is...]
After I finished playing the song I put my sleeve up to my eyes to whip the small tears in my eyes. I knew, deep down in my heart, that love wouldn't last... But this one was the only one that I seen last longer then it should of... Maybe it was meant to last, maybe it wasn't.. But I'll never find out, not with Core not willing to try to even notice the pain in my heart when he ignores my blush and everything... My heart does only beat for him... But I guess he'll never know, or realize.
