Hey guys! Sorry for the lat updates! trying my best to submit... Dang Algebra is going to murder me this year. Anyway, the song is Sorry For Everything by Dead By April. Hope you guys enjoy!
Alright, I know, I don't listen much to people. I've made some people cry before, and yes, I don't really show how much I care about others that much... But yes, I do care, I don't mean to make people cry and if most people won't so BORING I would listen... I even made Care cry once... I felt terrible about it though. But she gets that I can get carried away with curtain things a lot... She gets me. But I'm still sorry. I wish I could of stopped her tears right there. I would just make it worst though... I'm a mess. I've been alone for a good chunk of time thanks to this. I wish I could change my self for her. I wish I was different... So I didn't make her cry, frown or anything... I don't want to see her like that ever again. Because of this, I wrote her a song that I want to play for her. I know Carrie will love it too. I wrote it to have an easier way to tell her I'm sorry. So I waited till our band mates left till I walked up to her. "Hey Care.. I wrote ya something." "Really? You do know you didn't need to do that right Lens?" I smiled at her. "Yeah, I know. But I needed to write it... I do need you to listen to it." She smiled at me sweetly. "Alright, sing away Lenny." I started playing my bass after she said that. I started to sing after a small introduction.
Sometimes you've said I didn't listen to your words
That I even made you cry
Maybe I didn't show in every possible way
how much I cared
I'm sorry for
not being myself
For everything
ending this way
Maybe I maybe you
could made this change
I'm sorry for
for everything
I wish that I
could stop your tears
from falling down
But unlike me I make it worse
Maybe I wasn't always there
But it doesn't mean I don't care
Whatever it was
I'm sorry for not being myself
For everything
ending this way
Maybe I maybe you could made this change I'm sorry for
For everything
We're minutes away
from saying goodbye for all of time
I'm second away
from breaking apart
I'm sorry for
for everything
...I'm sorry for not being myself...
For everything
ending this way
maybe I maybe you could made this change
I'm sorry for
...I'm sorry for everything...
for everything
...for everything...
After a small playing part at the ending, I looked at Care. She looked like she was going to tear up. I put my bass to the side and hugged her lightly. "I know that look, you're going to start crying... I hate it when you cry.." She hugged me back quickly. "I know you hate me crying. But that was an emotional song you wrote.. I know your sorry for everything too." I pulled back from her and gave Care a confused look. "Huh? How?" She just smiled and punched me lightly on the arm. "I'm your best friend dummy. I can read you like a book. You don't have to change, you don't have to worry. Your my best friend, and if I didn't know you at all, I would run from you... But I known your for years. I know you faults, I know your awesome side. I'm not just going to let your faults push me away Lens." I smiled at her. "Thanks for telling me that Care..." She smiled back. "Just the truth Lens."