Hey guys, here's a quick one-shot for you guys. Sorry I haven't really updated anything in a while other then the other one I've posted... Anyway, this is a Larrie song. I do have some request, but this isn't one. the song is Bulletproof Love by Pierce The Veil. Hope you all like it.
Have you ever loved someone so much, but they didn't notice? With all the pain? So much pain... I thought best friends are appose to know what's wrong with you at all times just by seeing how you act... Seems Carrie noticed, but didn't get why. Is heartbreak even noticeable? Or does she not get what heartbreak is yet? *Mental Sigh* Why did I have to fall for her? ...Why, why did I have to fall for my best friend? Why couldn't I just fall for someone else, maybe some one that I didn't have to worry about loosing? But no. My heart choice to be an idiot... And I can't complain about it. She is perfect after all. Baby blue eyes that seem to shine when she smiles at me, blue hair that frames her face perfectly, a musical/childish soul that gets us in messes but always gets us out of them as well... God dammit. I'm hurting my self just thinking about her! I just got one simple question though... WHAT DOES SHE SEE IN HER GOD DAMN BOYFRIEND!? He's stupid by passing his classes by the skin of his teeth with out caring, all he cares about is sports, he doesn't do anything nice or sweet for her, never goes to our concerts but she does to all of his DAMN GAMES! What the hell!? She gives him her all, and he gives nothing in return... I think I just heard my heart snap... Or was it my temper getting to me? Never mind. I was just sitting on my bed with my guitar strumming away notes, then I looked at my right wrist that was strumming.. Faded scars were there from my major tip of depression. I couldn't get rid of the pain that was either.
I shook my head and went back to strumming my guitar till something rang in my head.
My love for you was bulletproof, but you're the one who shot me!
Right then, I grabbed my red notebook from my dresser and started writing. Lyrics about my pain and suffering from heartbreak was helping me. I just kept at it till I felt like the song was perfectly done. I looked over the lyrics and then sighed lightly, all about Care and the best time of my life that I spent with her... Perfect. After about an hour of guitar music writing, I picked up my guitar,lyric book and walked down stairs. Once I was out my door I ran toward Care's house. I knew that her boyfriend Thomas would be there but I didn't care. I ran to her window, knowing her dad wasn't home yet and Mina was at college. I started to strum my guitar and then I let out my pain.
I breathe you in with smoke in the backyard lights (backyard lights),
we used to laugh until we choked into the wasted nights (wasted nights).
It was the best time of my life, but now I sleep alone (sleep alone),
So don't, don't, don't wake me up, 'cause my thrill is gone.
(Say I'm wrong)
and the sunset turning red behind the smoke,
forever and alone.
Yeah!
Right then her window opened up with her standing there with Thomas next to her, gotta keep singing though. I'm not even close to being finished with the song yet. So, I just fixated my eyes on Carrie and continued to sing.
You've gone and sewn me to this bed, the taste of you and me
will never leave my lips again under the blinding rain.
I wanna hold your hand so tight I'm gonna break my wrist,
and when the vultures sing tonight I'm gonna join right in.
I'll sing along, oh
'Cause I don't know any other song.
I'll sing along,
but I'm barely hanging on.
No, I'm barely hanging on.
By the time you're hearing this I'll already be gone,
and now there's nothing to do but scream at the drunken moon.
This isn't fair!
(No!)
Don't you try to blame this on me.
My love for you was bulletproof but you're the one who shot me.
And god damn it, I can barely say your name,
so I'll try to write it and fill the pen with blood from the sink.
Whoa oh
But don't just say it, you should sing my name.
Pretend that it's a song 'cause forever it's yours,
and we can sing this on the way home.
I've noticed that Thomas was getting angry about me doing this as Carrie was kinda of sad after the 'My love for was bulletproof, but you're the one who shot me' lyric. But it was true. Same with me about me writing her name all the time. She smiled after I said my name was her's forever, like a song. I wanted to stop and run up her stairs and hug her, but I wasn't finished. Gotta keep singing.
I'll sing along, oh
'Cause I don't know any other song.
I'll sing along,
but I'm barely hanging on.
No, I'm barely hanging on.
By the time you're hearing this I'll already be gone,
now there's nothing to do but tear my voice apart.
Nothing to do,
and scream at the drunken moon.
I smiled as she left Thomas and ran down stairs, after she left him though, he slammed down her window. After a few moments Care ran up to me. "Care I-" "Don't I got the message from the song Lens... I'm sorry I didn't notice." She hugged me tightly right then and I smiled. To my mind, she let go a little too quickly though. "I'm sorry I hurt you and everything, I didn't know. I was too blind, too oblivious." She grabbed my wrist and I flinched. She gave me a confused look then lifted up my shirt sleeve and frowned. "Lens... Tell me these aren't what I think they are..." I just looked down at the ground and frowned. "I would be lying then I did... I just kinda lost my self after everything. I known it was bad for me, but having no one to reach out to about all the pain from seeing you with Thomas... I lost my self in my self made darkness easily..." Carrie just hugged me lightly. "Well I was the one who shot you after all... I'm sorry Lens. I didn't even liked Thomas anyway." "Wait... What?" She just smiled lightly. "I know right, I thought I did, but after I noticed that me and you weren't really hanging out as much. I hated being with him. But I did realize something from all this though." "What's that Care?"
After that, I felt bliss. Even if I didn't have the time to kiss back, I still feel like it was perfect. But Thomas was the one who stopped it. "You gotta be kidding me Care! You like this emo now? Just look at him, he's not worth your time. He doesn't even have an once of muscle mass to him." "I always like Lenny. I don't care if he has no muscle mass or anything, he has a bigger heart then you though. You know what though Thomas? YOU'RE not worth my time. Now leave me alone." "But-" She clutched her fist. "Go Thomas!" He just puffed up and stomped down to the street. I just smiled at that though. "Lens?" "Yeah Care?" "Is there a way that we can make your love bulletproof again?"