Sooooo…. Hi everyone… I obviously have not updated in the longest of times. I've been super busy during the school year and summer is not pleasant as well. To be honest, I have lost my muse to write at all, therefore I went a long hiatus. Right now, I sorta feel the need the write and update my stories. FFL happens to be the first one on my mind. For some reason I felt the need to write for this story once I read through it once. I honestly have not come up with a full plot for this yet. I'm still trying to decide how exactly I want for it to happen and what kind of ending I would like to write. I know this chapter is short. I didn't want to add more because I felt it was just write where it ended. It gave a sense on how they are feeling. Hopefully I can get my story straight and have the muse to write. I'll be trying my hardest to do my best! Forgive me if this is the not the best. It has been so long since I had written. I hope you enjoy this short short chapter. :)

Chapter 4: Forbidden Desire

"How can I forget you when I have finally found you, my soul mate?"

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Falling into insanity is inevitable. How can one not fall insane when the truth about their soul mate has been revealed? An angel and devil destined together since their forgotten past… Why must a tragedy so utterly cruel occur? How can fate play with love? How could they…? Just how could they..?

Moving on is impossible… Someone please… end this tragedy…

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Year after year, neither could forget about the other. The connection of being soul mates possessed a powerful grip over them. Meeting each other once a year during the Day of Asteri only shattered their hearts more and more. How could they forget when every year the connection between them becomes renewed by their meeting?

Forgetting is just impossible…Especially since the Prince of Heaven and Hell had forbidden moments that they did not want. They just happened. Both can remember the gentleness and passion of the intimacy they shared with one another. Each moment always leading to regrets.

Masamune could not forget the mesmerizing emerald eyes that stare at him with only pain. He wanted those beautiful orbs to only hold happiness and love. He wanted that man to be his with all his heart and soul. He wanted to be able to hold the man without knowing it was sin. He wanted to caress the other man without fear. He wanted to make love to that man without realizing after that it was a mistake. Masamune simply wants to be happily with his soul mate. Ritsu wishes for the same thing. He wants for their love not to be a sin. He wants to the let the devil to hold him without knowing they are making another mistake. He wants the other prince to kiss him without his mind saying, "NO!" He doesn't want to be ashamed of all those nips and love bites covering his body. He doesn't want to regret every time Masamune thrusts into his body with so much passion.

The Prince of Heaven and Hell can perfectly remember their intimate moments with one another. The brunette and ravenette knew they should not allow this to happen, but every year during the Day of Asteri, they always end up in the same room. They don't want to, but in the end they do want to. Their mind tells them one thing, but their heart tells them another. And they follow their heart. Once in that room, all logic is thrown away. The two kiss passionately without stop. They begin to roam their hands on the other's body. An attempt to register that right now is not a dream. Everything leads to having sex. Neither can stop once they have begun. Until their departure from Adioria, they continue to make love in that very room in order to survive a whole year without another and endure the pain and regrets of this day again and again.

Every touch and caress leaves an eternal mark. Every kiss will remain in memory. The feeling of be connected will not be forgotten.

No one shall realize what happens behind the closed of the secret room. No one will know the truth of them. No one will ever discover they are soul mates. No one must. Or else an even larger tragedy will befall them and their realm.

No one must ever discover this dreadful sin…

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Sorry for how short it is and if its not the greatest of chapters. I'm still getting back into writing. I feel that all these mixtures of emotions of the Masamune and Ritsu have fit perfectly as one chapter. There is so little, but so much that is said in this one chapter. I hope you enjoyed this short short chapter :) I will try my best to get out the next chapter soon :)

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