Newt's POV:

I wake up with a huge headache and an aching body. I moan and try to get up but, I feel my arms and legs attached to something. I look up and see chains.

"What the heck?" I ask myself.

I couldn't remember anything. I don't even know how I got here.

"Someone let me out! Let me go!" I yell at no one but I knew there would be cameras.

"Anybody please!" I beg.

I then hear the door open and in steps a guard and Thomas, again.

"Newt you're ok" he says and runs over.

"What the heck happened? Why am I chained?"

"Unchain him now" Thomas orders and the guard does and I feel myself become free and I hug Thomas and cry.

"You attacked Gally, really badly. You wouldn't stop. You were acting like one of them. That's what I was told"

I then cry harder. I was changing quickly.

"I want this to stop! I want to die!"

"Don't say that! Ok! I'm going to help you, we're getting out of here as soon as we can. I will find that cure for you. I'm not letting you give up on me"

"Can I get out of here? I just wanna leave"

"I will bash Janson or Ava if they say otherwise. Come on" Thomas says as he kisses me on the top of my head and holds me close as we walk out.

We walk back into the dorm and the looks I receive from the others, they broke me. They looked afraid and shocked. Thomas obviously notices too because he sits me on the bed and says for me to cover my ears. I did as I was told and he let it rip at the others. I uncover my ears when he had stopped.

"Look, Thomas and Newt, we're sorry. We're just shocked about what happened. That's all. We know this shouldn't change how we see Newt. We just need to be more careful that's all with how we talk and arrange things" Minho says

"It's fine Minho, I just need to learn control"

"If anyone needs to learn Control, it's that shank Gally" Frypan says

"He won't change" I say under my breath "he never will"

"Right, let's try and forget today and sleep" Teresa said

I nod and go under the covers but something in my mind was telling me that my night wouldn't be any less different to today as of what goes to resting.

Thomas' POV:

I awake in the middle of the night, to hear a strange sound. It sounded like someone was in a mixture of pain and sadness. I jump down from my bunk and keep quiet as I listen to hear where it was coming from. I then turn around and see Newt, sweating, moaning, crying, gripping his sheets and his veins bulging.

"Shit" I whisper to myself. I then turn the lights on waking up the others and I run over to the sink in the room and wet the hand towel that was there.

"What the shucking hell Thomas?" Frypan questions

"What's wrong?" Teresa asks, noticing my panic. I then turn to them.

"Look around you and see who's not awake and then you'll know" I say and turn back and turn off the tap.

"Newt isn't up" Aris says

"Exactly" I say and run over to his bed and put the cloth on Newt's forehead to try and cool him down.

"What the heck is wrong with him?" Gally asks who had obviously been let back in the room sometime whilst we were asleep.

"It's happening again isn't it?" Frypan asks

"Yeah" I say

"Again? What do you mean?" Minho asks

"He was like this on the night of the attack now Teresa go and beg the heck out of someone from Wicked to get a fan or something. I'm sure they're rich enough for that. Aris and Gally, go and wet more cloths, Frypan, go and get Newt some cold water from the kitchen" I order and they race off.

"What should I do?" Minho asks

"I kept you here because you're Newt's best friend and also for you to keep guard. I don't want Janson or Ava coming in"

Newt then starts to thrash about.

"Newt, it's me Thomas. You're ok. You're not in danger. You need to calm down" I soothe and he stops thrashing.

The others then return with the supplies.

"Anyone see you?" Minho asks

"Nope" Aris says

Newt then suddenly yells and grabs at his head. It was hurting him.

"Shut the door" Minho orders and Gally slams it shut.

"Fry pass me one of the glasses, I'm gonna have to wake him up" I say and take one of the glasses and throw it on Newt who bolts awake.

"Newt you're ok" I say and go to touch him on the shoulder.

"Stay away. I might hurt you" he cries

"Newt you're not gonna hurt me"

"I might, just don't touch me"

"Hey, hey, hey" I say and touch him "see, you're not hurting me. You're fine. You're alright" I say and he relaxes and puts his head in his hands and breaks down and I rub his back.

"It hurt so much. It wouldn't let me go"

"What wouldn't?"

"The flare is like a thing. When it takes control, it's like someone pinning you down and hurting you. It wouldn't let me wake up"

"Guys I don't mean to alarm you but, look at Newt's neck" Teresa says pointing out something and I move his hair aside and I see a dark, bulging vein on the left side of his neck.

"It's happening isn't it?" He questions "I'm changing"

"I'm not letting that happen"

"But it is, and you can't stop it"

"Then I won't let it finish"

Newt's POV:

I sit up still not able to sleep, thinking about what I'd become. I look over at Thomas who was asleep in bed like the others. I knew one day I wouldn't be able to see him anymore, when I change. I don't want to change, I really don't. I then grab a piece of paper and a pen and write a note to Thomas. I then put it in an envelope. I turn it over in my hands multiple times.

"It's for the best" I say to myself and then get up and go and wake Thomas.

"Newt what is it?" He asks

"Here" I say passing him the envelope "don't open it until you feel like it's the right time"

"How will I know"

"You'll know" I say and then climb into bed.