ELIZA'S POV
I don't know how all this happened but everything turned out in my favor, I'm spending time with Arizona, and today we will go to a bar near Seattle, I think it will be good to go out and really give us the opportunity to start again together, God I love this woman, and I don't know what I would do without her and honestly I don't want to experience being without her again. I think that if everything goes well tonight could be our night, we haven't had sex since we decided to get back together, we tried to take things a little slow and I will not lie I agree on that although honestly I don't think it is necessary, I know What I want and is to be with her, to have a life with her, a future, even children. Step by step Minnick.
If the night is fine, maybe it's the moment when she and I reconnect, intimately, of course we've had our little make out and things have turned on but for one reason or another we stopped, and I'm ready for that step I hope she's ready too. Pulling from that toughts Arizona is speaking to me but I can't listen what she's saying she's wearing a black dress and she look stunning, beatiful, gorgeous I don't have any words.
-"¡ELIIIZAAA!"- She yell's at me
-"Sorry, just- y-you…"- And there is again, no words
-"Me what?"-
No words needing I lean closer to her and lean for a soft kiss my arms wrapping her waist and I slip my tongue in her mouth hoping that this kiss explain what my lack of words means, her arms wrapped around my neck –"Sorry you look amazing, stunning I was just shocking I didn't think it was possible for you to look even more beatiful that you already are"- She pace another soft kiss on my lips
-"Your're so adorable! I just come here to ask you if you were ready to go"
-"Yes baby, come on let's have fun!"-
-"Sure we'll have"-
We reach that bar and it's amazing, it's Karoke night I'm so excited and Arizona is looking so hot that I don't if I can't keep my hands off of her.
-"Are you okay?- She ask me
-"Yes, just I want to talk with you about something, maybe later?"- She simple nods and we go head to our table.
-"What are you going to sing?" I ask her and lace our fingers
-"Well I'm not a Singer and I didn't know it was Karaoke night so I'll stick to nothing… Are you going to sing?- With a Little smirk on her voice
-"Well I think that make us two, I don't sing Arizona, just in the shower"-
-"Oh! In that case maybe we should get back home and take a shower? You know, just to judge if you're a good Singer-
-"Is that so?"-
-Mmmm…- She nods and we lean for a tender kiss
Our night is going so well we actually sang a song together and it was pretty amazing, my girlfriend knows how to act on the stage, I see my girlfriend sitting on our table while I'm collecting our drinks and my brows burrow when I see Carina talking with her, and here it goes our night, jus thinking that she was the last person who touch her that way makes me jelaous and that's a start, I'm beyond jealous.
Headding to my girlfriend I watch their interaction and try to compose myselft.
-"Am I interrumping something?"- Damn it! If that's what you call compose yourselft, way to go Minnick-
-"No actually I came here to tell Arizona if-f…"-
-"If what? If she was ready to be with you again? If she was drunk enough to fuck her again?"-
-"Eliza!"- Arizona jump in the conversation
-"I just gonna leave, enjoy the rest of your night"- She winks at my grlfriend
-"Arizona! Please"- I Yell as Arizona goes
Just this morning I was hoping this nght will be our night and I arruined, I can't believe I said what I did… I can't move I can't stand lose Arizona again… Sitting in our table well was left of it, my table I start to cry, the emotions getting the best of me, when a voice makes me stare. Wow!
Waking up with her
at my side is not the same
as being with you.
It's not that she's bad
nor talks [bad],
But she lacks maturity;
She's almost a child.
White like yogurt
Without that bull that you have
on your chest.
Frailty of a flower.
Nothing to do with my favorite perverse...
I hear Arizona sing just a minutes ago but this voice wow! She's amazing, she's singing and stares at my eyes.
Without your nails scratching my back,
without your hands that squeeze me,
everything changes.
Without your tongue poisoning
my throat,
without your teeth that torture
and sweeten, I don't feel anything!
Making love with another,
no, no, no.
It's not the same thing,
there aren't any pink stars.*
The pores of the body doesn't sweat**
ambrosia sprinkled of "I love yous".
Making love with another,
no, no, no.
It's like not doing anything,
fire is lacking from the look.
The soul is lacking from each kiss,
and the feeling you can reach the sky.
I always felt that conexion when were having sex, the way she touches me, the way she kiss me, the way she stares at me just the way she makes me feel, I get it, like I'm about to reach the sky eveything that shes describing I felt that way when I'm with her.
I wanted to forget you,
with her.
I wanted to avenge all of your infidelities.
And it went
so horrible
that now it costs me to breathe his own air.
The tufts of your black hair- curly.
Your hips sharp and drained [literally, or defined and smooth],
that beard that scraped like sandpaper,
and your crooked smile
are the best that are in my life.
And in this moment, it hit me, everything that we were, everything that we are and everything that we'll be, she's telling me how she felt when she was with Carina and now I see what she told me, that could never be compared to what we have, she miss me, she's telling me she's ready for me, to my touch…
Making love with another,
no, no, no.
It's not the same thing,
there aren't any pink stars.
The pores of the body doesn't sweat
ambrosia sprinkled of "I love yous".
It's like not doing anything,
fire is lacking from the look.
The soul is lacking from each kiss,
and the feeling you can reach the sky.
I'm lost! With every word she sang…
A couple of arms wrapped around my waist from behind and I lean as hot breath feels on my ear.
-"If I have to show you how much I love you I'll do it, you're the only one for me… Only you has ever make me feel what real love is…and I will only ever make love to you, today, tomorrow, in three weeks in months... Forever"
Hit the reviews guys! I hope you like it! The song is a spanish song so I try my best with the traslation! Enjoy!