Lucy laid in the grass, her pants thrown to the side, legs up painfully in the air. Laying backward, she felt Negan roughly thrust into her, held up in such an awkward position so he could still enter her despite her large stomach. Her back ached badly, as he held onto her hips so tightly his fingers clawed into her sides, all ready making bruises, and marks. Thrusting into her, his head bent slightly as he bit down on his bottom lip. Laying there, feeling her body slightly move from beneath him, her eyes drifted upwards looking up at the trees, branches slowly rocking back and forth. It was a warm beautiful day, and at this exact moment she tuned out everything.

The pain of Negan moving inside of her, the uncomfortable weight of the babies inside of her, or the ache in her back. Instead she stared upward at the trees, listened to the wind, and even thought she heard a bird cry somewhere off in the distance. "Negan, come back?" Negan's walkie talkie cackled off to the side, snapping her out of whatever thoughts she was in. Annoyed, Negan rolled his eyes, breaking the rhythm he had just found. Pulling out, he let her legs drop as he swore and reached over to the side. "Damnit to hell..." She saw him reach for his walkie and press down on the side button.

"Negan here, Neil that you?"

Lucy with great effort sat up, and began pulling her pants slowly up. Negan hadn't finished, but she still could feel him all over her. Her belly kept getting in the way as she reached, pulling her pants slowly on. Negan had pulled his jeans on, and was pressing down on his walkie. Neil had responded that he was in the area and wanted to double check the plans on a road block he had begun working on with several other men. Negan paced as Lucy got her pants on, and sat staring up at him. She could tell he was annoyed, but shook his head and pressed down on the walkie telling Neil he was on the West side of the quarry, next to the tree line. Neil responded back that he would be back in less than ten. Tucking the walkie into the back pocket of his jeans, he rubbed the side of his face, and looked down at her.

"I'll get rid of him as soon as possible baby, I'm sorry...here..."

He tossed her his leather jacket.

"Wind is picking up..."

Lucy held the leather jacket, sighing before offering her hand. Helping her up, he softly laughed as he helped drape the jacket over her shoulders.

"How you doing honey?"

"I'm okay...what's that?"

Lucy pointed into the bushes. Negan turned, looking out. If anyone had just happened to walk by not knowing them at that exact moment, they would think what a attractive beautiful couple they looked.

"What?"

"There's somebody hiding in the bushes, watching us..."

Lucy continued to point, her heart hammering in her chest as she tried her hardest to look frightened. She felt Negan's hand tighten it's grip on her arm.

"Where?"

"There! I think he was watching us! He's ducking down..."

Negan looked confused, squinting before drawing his gun.

"Stay here baby..."

She watched him begin to carefully move towards the bushes. Staring at him, she knew it was now or never. Taking a deep breath, she waited until he was ten or so feet away from her, getting closer to the empty bushes, gun raised and ready. Praying her stupid big stomach wouldn't slow her down, she watched him carefully and slipped off his heavy leather jacket before she spun around and took off running towards the ledge of the quarry. Legs pumping, she tried to make sure she wouldn't trip or fall, rolling her ankle, or stumbling over some root. Her stomach felt the biggest and heaviest it had ever been.

Feeling her lungs burn, and scared out of her mind she knew how big Negan was. How any second he would come running behind her, yanking her hair back and knocking her down. She skidded to a stop. Less than two feet away, the gravel giving away. Swaying, she stopped insanely out of breath. Holding her stomach she stood there and looked down. The ledge of the quarry had a huge drop that seemed to go on forever until finally all she saw below was water and rocks.

Turning, she saw Negan running towards her. Taking a deep breath, she took a step closer to the edge, now just a mere inch or so away from the ledge. When she turned, facing the trees, she watched Negan run over and for the first time ever since he had taken her, she saw pure terror on her face.

"LUCILLE!"

Lucy stood there, knocking if she just backed up a mere inch she would fall backwards to her death. Standing there, keeping her balance, she felt her heels dig into the gravel, ready to give way at any second. Staring at him, she waited for him to lunge and grab her. Instead she held her hands up, palms up. Instantly Negan stopped, six or so feet away from her.

"STOP!"

She yelled at him, causing him to stop. Instantly he stopped, frightened. He was sweating, and his eyes looked scared to death. Standing there, he stared at her as if she was crazy.

"Lucy, get over here right now!"

He barked, his voice firm and loud. Still, Lucy could hear the faintest trace of fear beneath it all. Glaring, he stared at her, looking ready to lunge at any second. Eyes wild, he watched as she glared at him, eyebrows raised. Lucy carefully watched him, ready for any false move. The babies inside of her continued to move, kicking up a storm due to her adrenaline pumping through her at full blast. The wind blew back, blowing her bangs back. At this exact moment, she looked beautiful. Her skin clear and bright, her eyes insane, and her chest raising and falling.

"Lucy...come here...don't be stupid."

He offered his hand, a foot or so away as he reached out. She knew if he leaned forward just a little bit his fingertips would brush against her and he would get his chance to grab her and yank her forward. Her back stiff and straight, she shook her head.

"You know...had I met you any other way...who knows...a handsome strong guy like you...maybe, just maybe if you hadn't of kidnapped me, murdered the man I think I really truly loved, raped me, and forcefully got me pregnant...who knows..."

"Lucy for the love of everything come here..."

Lucy smiled shaking her head, she enjoyed seeing him squirm. Now she was the one in charge. She wasn't the poor frightened little girl being pushed down on that mattress being raped night after night. Forced to have his cock driven deeply inside of her, up her ass, down her throat, hit, beaten, bruised, and controlled.

"You'll never hurt me again Negan. Never rape me, or hit me, never force me down, or ever have you inside of me again..."

She swayed, making Negan's eyes widen. Nervously, he held his hand out again and forced a smile.

"Lucy baby...come back, I'll give you anything you want."

Lucy laughed, slowly shaking her head from side to side.

"You can't give me Chris back, you can't give me my innocence back, you can't undo time, or reverse it."

In a small glimmer, Lucy saw two handsome teenager boys with Negan's good looks. These boys would never be born, or exist. They were conceived in nothing but hate. No, theses babies weren't hers. They were his, always would be...

"Can you bring Chris back? Can you not rape me every night until I got pregnant? Can you erase these babies?"

"Anything baby, please..."

Eyes began to water, she saw how scared he was.

"Please Lucy, I'm sorry. I'm so damn sorry...just please come here and take my hand. Please..."

Lucy's own eyes began to water and disappointment.

"Oh God Negan...what did you do?"

"Jesus Christ Lucy please..."

"I'll see you in all Negan, I'll be waiting with your babies in my arms..."

Lucy then closed her eyes, held her hands out at her sides and let her weight carry her backwards. Negan's eyes widened, as his face crumpled. Reaching forward, he screamed her name and just for a brief second he felt her arm just for a mere second brush against his fingertips.

Then...she was gone.

"LUCY NO!"